go ahead la..i haf a violent family..my dad threatens to spoil my com..thn my mum threatens to nt buy a new one..wad a gd couple..hahahas..sucks la..why th hell m i born in this family?so sucky can?they all jus vent their frustrations on me..sian la..my dad scold me for using com n chatting on fone..my grandma nags at me n remind me EVERYDAY!wth..i gt enough..if this continues..gonna get depression..im gonna slit my wrist in front of them..srry for being so emo..but i cant stand it!

i jus hate every member of th family..my mum thinks im driving her crazy..only ask tml can go out anot..my ah ma there say i fri gt exam nvr study..my dad always sees me as a thorn in his flesh..my ah ma keep add oil on fire..others dun help or wad..keep as neutral..dun say they gg crazy..me myself also gg crazy..they ever wonder how much stress i having?let them treat me lk sinner lk tt..FCUK LA!i seldom scold vulgars on blog or wad de lor..but i gt enough i dun care..
FCUK FCUK FCUK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sucks la..why am i always th cause of chaos in th house?why must my dad pick on me?why he hate me so much?so sucky..i hate this house..hate this family..hate this world..hate myself..why??why do i deserve all this shit?can i dun live in this world?thn wun so fan..all coz of my dad..i hate him..i dun wan live with him..if i still stay at my ah ma hse jiu hao le..dun need bear with th crap he is giving me..he jus bu shuang me..teng my sis only..sian la..

I HATE YOU!

todae met mj n went to cck..after tt ting came to find us..thn went to eat tt dunno wad curry rice..oh well..thn went to shop..bought a long sleeveless cardigan..$10/pc at cottonon coz on 50% sale:) thn after tt came back cwp find aaron they all..thn sacked around at cwp n came back..mj came aunt's hse with me..n thn i acc her wait for bus thn go pecky darxx de hse talk to her awhile..thn came up back home..

this matter..it has nvr been out of my mind since th day i've found out..i wun bother to explain th feelings..coz it's of no use..n u wun need to bother to explain also..we'll jus be frens..i promise we'll still b frens..i wun hate u..i wun dislike u..well..i can tell u ppl..i really need u guys by my side..i need ur trust..i need ur understanding..i dunno..disappointed..tt's th only feeling im getting these 3 days..disappointed in u doing tt kinda unbelievable things..disappointed in my frens nt being able to uds..disappointed in simply everything..i dunno how to describe..
心好痛好痛，好累好累
是不是人善就注定被人欺？
我一次又一次地被出卖，被你伤害
我知道我可能无意间伤害了你，不过你是在报复吗？
请你别再逼我，请你们都别再逼我，我快给你们逼疯了！
你们觉得我很好受吗？她是我的朋友，却这样伤害我，要我怎样？
当作事情没发生过，然后继续逼自己当他的所谓的“好朋友”？
不能没有我会做出这种事吗？如果是这样，你的爱未免太恐怖了。
对不起，我担担不起。

EL paper 1..
section one..no idea how to write..although so easy..
section two..quite easy
EL paper 2..
compre..quite easy
summary..okok..
im gonna fail oral..so die le la..suan le..dun wan think le..
lazy post..tml BBQ with clique..will post lotsa thing tml(:

very sianz la..today oral..tio tsung..already sian liao..tt stupid pic make me even more sian..coz i dunno wad to say..cher keep prompt me:( thn tt mj go c th malay woman as a plastic bag-_- ok..nvm..thn went to 806 to buy teh-ice..hahas..after tt waited in canteen for those who went to TP..thx ting n mj for acc-ing me:) love you ppl alright?n shawn also..but is coz he wait for jy..ok..thn we acc huiming go buy ice-cream..n someone acc me home!:x so happy eh~ok..th feeling is quite sweet alright?:) thn jiu nth much le..okay..goodbye ppl:D

tagged by pecky darxx<3

1)your relationship with hm/her is : my beloved darxx

2)your five impression of her: caring,KPO,SAMPAT,ACT CUTE,BHB(see,only one good de:x)

3)the most memorable thing he/she has done for you : be with me when i needed her(:

4)the most memorable thing she had said to you: alot eh..

5)if he/she become your lover you will: LOVE HER!!(my erhemm dun jealous arh!)

6)if he/she become your lover the thing she have to improve on will be: she's th best le..

7)if she become your enemy you will: still love her lk before(:

8)if he /she become your enemy the reason will be..: not really possible..or i should say..it's IMPOSSIBLE(:

9)the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: find him a guy so tt he can take care of her

10)your overall impression of him/her is: LOVEABLE(:

11)how do you think people around you will feel about you: ACT CUTE:x

12)the characters that you like about yourself: no good de..

13)on the contrary the chaacters you hate about yourself: attitude,negative,lots more..

14)the most ideal person you want to be is : me(:

15) for people who care and likes you, you want to say: ILOVEYOU(:

pass this quiz to ten people that you wish to know how they feel about you

1)pecky
2)huiting
3)joanne
4)zhaoyi
5)yueqi
6)kelvin
7)aaron
8)chaos
9)huiming
10)mandy



16)is no.6 in any relationship with? hmm..no..but in future difficult to say:x

17)is no 9 male or female:male

18)if no 7 and 10 were together is it a good thing...:i will be very sad:x

19)wat is no 2 studying about: same as me..onli i bio she poa

20)when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?eh..few mins ago?

21)what kind of music does no 8 like?i duno leh..wad u lk?:x

22)does no 1 have any siblings ??2 bros!

23)would you woo no 3? she should woo me..she my BOYFREN!

24)how about no 7? he should woo me too:x

25) is no 4 single.. hmm..maybe to blahblahblah in future..hahas

26)what is the surname of no 5: PHUA(pck de daughter)

27) what is the hobby of no 4: slp bah?dunno eh..

28) does no5 and 9 get well?they noe each other?i dun even noe if they noe each other-_-

29) where does no 2 study at ^^: same as me

30) talk something random about no 1: ACT CUTE!!!

31)have you tried developing feeling for no 8?: no of course..i haf someone i love le:x

32)where does no 9 live at: Sinagpore,somewhere near me(:

33)what color does no 4 like?GREEN!!!!

34)are no 5 and 1 besties?: yes bah?

35)does no 7 like no2?: if yes..i'll bang th wall:x

36)how did you get to know no 2:she same clss as me for 3yrs(:

37)does no 1 have any pets?? she's a BIRD!

38) is no 7the sxiest being in the world..OF COURSE!if not i wun love him:x

I HATE 6SEPT!!!
this day really sucked..almost everyone cried..everyone is unhappy..im so sad..very sad..i dunno why..haiix..dunno..alot of homework undone..thn tml i gg off during chi clss..gg SATA for xray..tt stupid thing on my ear..i really feel lk taking a knife n cutting it off la..it is wasting my time..as well as my mum's..it hurts me to c my mm running all around with me..i noe she very tired..THANKYOU MUMMY!!im tired le..
ting arh..cheer up..anything pls tell me..
same to u mojo..pls pls..tell me wad happened ppl..

todae super early haf to wake up..coz need finish up NJRC dance..haiix..i really think i'll forgt th steps la..I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO!my back hurts so much all of a sudden..i dunno y..thn i dunno hw m i gonna continue to dance tml..i dunno dunno..super stressed up la..nth more to say..bye..