haf been so bz working recently
finally coz i wanna check gpa and timetable,i on-ed my com
hmm gpa 2.88,2B and 2C
quite sucky i noe
but well cnnt chge anything
so just let it be
sorry my beloved out thr
i've been so bz working tt i neglected u guys
but if i earn more money now
by sch starts i can rest and haf extra money to spend
hmm somehow felt a little distant with u guys
i dunno how to get back to how we were
must it be lk tt?
everytime hols i work
thn we're all bound to distant
i dun wan
u guys are part of my life
impt parts,essential parts..

TODAY IS LAST PAPER!!
finally over
all was lk shit
but well it's okay
who knows
miracle may happen:D
went to amk with carmen just nw
bought koi over to gF hse
had TOMYUM STEAMBOAT!!<3
i love her family de chilli and tomyum
DAMN FREAKING NICE!
slacked and watched tv at her hse
thn bus-ed home(:

to my friend:
i noe u care
i'll be fine
dun worry abt me
u'll see th cheerful me soon
how i hope i had ur understanding,but sadly i dint..

can u tell me why i get so worried abt u when i see u smoke?
can u tell me why i get so heartbroken when i see u smoke?
can u tell me why i cry and cry and cry?
im such a weakling..

went sch meet th peeps study
was quite late
and dint bring galv th ans he wants
thn obviously jiu kena shoot
thn after tt pei carmen and felicia buy jialin de present
brunch=carrot cake(th one piece one)
dinner=mashed potato
IM HUNGRY!

wad should i do abt u??
u fill up th spaces in my mind!!
i cant even study!!
i must pick myself up
i must stop liking ppl
thn i'll be very fine
i can live my life stronger this way

i dunno why
recently ppl i care seem to not care anymore
was it coz i pushed u all away
and u guys rly left??

it got a little more painful,somehow..
i tot i dint care
i tot all of tt shit was fading
suddenly all came back
we're worlds apart
i hope we could haf a future,somehow..
but very obviously i dun tink we haf
i hate it to see u smoking
it breaks my heart
i dun wanna see u smoking and hurting ur body
but guess u wun stop
and i dun haf ability to ask u to stop
all these troubles just come and pester me during exam period
and solved after exams
THIS SUCKS!

haix and for u
stop smoking
i was disappointed u lied to me
im nt gonna stop u frm smoking le
hope u r able to stop urself
and stay away frm cig..

went to sch study today.
ate maggie mee!(:
did some revision on eltech
and after that had yongtaufoo at makan place!(:

im sorry,if u noe wad i mean..
till today thn i noe
i was an idiot
u knew it so long time ago
i dint sense tt u were starting to avoid me
sucker who leaked tt out
u noe wad
u're getting ur karma soon!
FML

went out study at rp with ben dade mj
mj was late!so she treated drink!
new rule implemented for sat night
hmm thn me and ben was trying our best to tikam ans for web tutorial
had over 10 tries!
okay thn went to civics study with keave carmen galv laoda
and carmen went to meet fren
so me keave galv laoda went eat botak jones!
had some stupid talks
thn walk to cwp
they pei me wait bus!(:
thn home!

i wished i was in ur eyes
i noe im nt outstanding enough to be in ur eyes
im tired
im stressed
th moment i see u
i just tink abt how impossible we'll be
i wanted to smoke
but u dint allow me to
i need some way to relax and destress!

22082010
hmm stayed home for th morning
thn went down to play ball with couz and sis(:
and had dinner with family downstairs:D
thn went to meet carmen and felicia
drank at amk de some random playground
carmen drink until seh
as for me px and sis fetched me back from amk

i felt rly sad coz u dint care
how i hoped u would show me some concern
but well i tink too much
u nvr did,and nvr will..

23082010
went out eat mac breakfast with ganma and gF
studied in lib
saw wk shuli and their fren
thn we went to cwp walk abit
pasar malam walk abit
thn back!
met mj dade ben at my hse downstairs
gambled AGAIN
thn dabao back for erjie

woke up 10plus today
toured ard spore today!
>>>>>>bugis(romadeli!) bought a bag!!(:
>>>>>clarkequay(sticky!)
>>>>stadium(collect laopo's tix!)
>>>jap sch for tt summer festival thingy
>>tampines!!
>home!!
tired day out man!
but happy!!
coz i bought sth.WAHAHAHA

BUSY DAY TODAY!!
woke up at 10 plus today
went to gF hse eat spag(:
thn went dwn buy bbt with pangmei!!
omg she so so so cute can!!
thn slacked at her hse
intended to do some web tutorials
ended up pei laopo go polyclinic get mc
kelian de laopo must take care!!
thn went to 167
mj joined us(with a SUNFLOWER)
thn we trained down to clementi meet jh
cabbed to nus
TH PERFORMANCE WAS AWESOME!
MY JUNIORS WERE ALL AWESOME AS WELL!
ok ended and i came back with th juniors
sorry to ps jh and mj!
thn had supper at 800+
guys were as crappy as usual!
cabbed home

i didnt noe why
our memories suddenly flowed into my mind
kinda miss it somehow
suddenly i felt my mind being in a whirl
was it tt i still had feeling deep in my heart undiscovered?
or was it just wadever i dunno
mixed feelings..
a buried passion & maybe perhaps a buried feeling?

saw th dancers on th stage
and i hoped i was one of them
but back to reality,im nt a part of them
i can no longer be th one on th stage
i can only be a small small audience
passion buried deep in my heart
but fate just washes off th dust
and let me see it
and let me be helpless
coz i can do nth
i cant dance!
fact is i just cannot go back to dance!

wow.i managed to stay home today during th day!
okay la.coz abit not feeling well.
thn went running with gF and her biaojie
5km!!!
actually only ran 2/3 of it?
super tired
now starting to feel muscle pain liao
tml sure die!
thn home to bath
and out to meet dade mj ben
had pasar malam food
thn slack at playground and homed
dad gave me angbao
at first i tot he put wrong amt:x
coz he kiamsiap:P
but ya it was th right amt
thanks dad:D

disappointed in u
as my fren u should uds me
instead of attacking me
i nearly cried
i noe it's dumb if i rly cried out over this kinda thing
but u'll nvr imagine how i felt at tt moment

17082010
it's a miracle i stayed home th whole afternoon:x
initially wanted to go jogging with gF
but thanks to my shuai zui ba
thr was a heavy rain-_-
okay so chge of plan
meet laopo mj yyl dade ben yky eat at MEGA
thn went to wdl centre play pool with ben dade mj qq
and home sweet home

still in th messed-up mind stage):

initially wanted to get my dbs card
not sure if i can get it
so chge of plan
meet gF go get bernice's present!!
thn after tt meet galvan go keave's hse study
i hereby conclude,THEY ARE GAYS!!
okay thn studied liao went amk
thn they ate their dinner
i went to buy KOI<3
omg,super slow
they finish their dinner liao
plus bought their second dinner
i still haven get my koi-_-
thn back to gF hse eat lei cha!!(:
and bus-ed home

u make me ponder
srsly u do
i cant get my eyes off u
but i noe i'll nvr be th one in ur eyes
no pt being emo over nth
i'll be fine and bubbly once agn

14082010
met up with my gF mummy and bendan ganma
i love them!!
go to our usual ajisen
and they baked cookies for us!!
nice nice!!
thn went to sunplaza with erjie and frens to eat
and to my relg cls
thn back home

today woke up early to go liat tower haf veg buffet
OMG DIMSUM THR IS SUPER NICE!!
thn went to ssc daiso!!
and back to 167 wait for laopo
talking crap with yyl and yky
thn went to yky hse wii awhile
and home to change clothes
went eat loykee with them
zizhao joined
thn home!!

12082010
stuck home th whole afternoon
thn meet carmen leon galv study
so fun studying with them
soooo funny!!!
thn talked abt BGR as usual

memories flowed into my mind
everything have passed
but it seemed as if it was just ytd
well,i hate BGR
i srsly do..

today went to civics eat mac breakfast with mum and erjie
thn px came to join
thn went to dbs bank settle her loan de thing
and walked around cwp
meet gF awhile
and back home!
ltr gonna meet snm peeps
realised i missed out alot of fun..

cheerup meixia!

supposedly meeting everyone at busstop go clss
HOWEVER!
ALMOST EVERYONE WAS LATE!!
hmm thn eltech extra lesson
end le went makan place for lunch
elton is SUPER FUNNY TTM!!!
okay thn came back meet laopo dade ben mj go rp study
ended up playing with poker cards
and losing money T.T
thn meet gF buy cake and present for gF mummy
ate at 167 zi char
celebrated gF mummy bdae<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY gF MUMMY!!
I LOVE YOU!!

srsly..one of th reasons why i like her more than my own mum is coz she care for me even more than my mum do-_-
may sound ridic,but it's true
i talk to my mum and dun get any reply-_-
wtf.even someone who is so unrelated to me cares abt me

TO MY MUM:ALL YOU EVER DO IS TO DOUBT ME,CONTROL ME,HECK CARE ME WHEN I NEED CARE!
TO gF MUMMY:THANKYOU FOR TREATING ME SO WELL.RLY APPRECIATE IT!!

not gonna let myself think so much
coz it's nt gonna help
TML WILL BE BETTER
EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE
REST,MY BRAIN..!

missed out th fun at T3 on 08082010
so joined in th fun at sentosa with clique and snm peeps on 09082010!!
went to chalet awhile and cab back
today meet snm peeps go study awhile
thn meet classmates K agn!!<3
love gg thr with them,coz it's super fun!!

you haf th ability to make my heart skip a beat
you haf th ability to take my eyes off everything im looking at
how i hope time will stop
so that i can stay at tt moment for eternity...

went eating brunch with mj and wk at 306 thr
so funny
wk keep kena shoot
thn we pei him wait for bus
go visit laopo at 167 astons<3
thn home to slp awhile
out to meet snm peeps for dinner
went to centre play pool
keep lose):
back to 167
drank some beer
and walked back home with qq mj kkh
played with guinea pig<3
thn yupp i reach home

alarm rang at 6.15
but i continued to slp till 7=x
was late for my lesson
but well he dun care
so im still marked as present(:
thn prac was lk shit
totally dunno how do-_-
end sch le galvan help us chiong cprog
wahahaha,thanks to carmen!!
coz he ai wu ji wu!!
okays thn phone completely flat
so i meet gF come back
ate dinner at 167 with her
her mum came and SHOCKED me!-_-
okay thn went to cwp meet peeps for movie
SALT!!!
lousy ending sia
and watching th movie make me tou tong sia
okay end le jiu back home now

haix mind is in a whirl
hate it!
hope i dun need to tink
thinking is th last thing ever i wanna do in th world!

snw was soooo super funny!
okay end le went bugis meet joc go find gladys
had starbucks<3!
thn stayed at her granny's funeral for quite long
only left around 10plus
just reached home not long ago
sorry joc we talked abt ur sad stuff
hope wadever i said did cheer u up
took 960 back to wdl
half th ride was standing up
with ATs behind us talking and squeezing-_-
gonna rest soon
tml morning lesson
i dunno how i gonna submit th cprog lo srsly


i hope we can haf a future
somehow im nt confident of it
perhaps i'll try,just maybe i will..

hate thinking abt stuffs
coz it makes me emo
i dunno wad to do
my life is so messed up
hate feeling of being alone i guess..

04082010
compro test lk shit
cfm chop stamp fail
both cnnt work de
super damn sian la
thn end le went to eat at bukit timah market
and back to sch to do compro
well obviously is not productive
dun even noe how to start
thn back to gF hse take KOI<3
and meet erjie and px cut hair(:
wait very long sia!
okay thn slp

came sch early to do compro
hope can finish
ltr gg gladys' granny funeral
hope she's alright
cheerup my loved one!

hmm.was in a dilemma
in th end i realised tt afterall
i still lk u
no matter how hard i try
i still tink of u
wad should i do??

sch agn
test today!
came sch early to study
wasnt productive at all-_-
fcuk la,im gg to fail my test
damn sian de lo
both cprog cnnt work
i dun wanna repeat my module!
thn went to bukit timah market eat
and back to sch
gonna start on cprog soon
damn sian.hate life lk tt!

sch in th morning
celebrate bdae for beansprouts
thn alot ppl face kena choc!
thn cprog damn sian
eltech not any better
thn end le went to eat th cake
thn went clementi kbox!<3
asked for tiger beer
we finished 2jugs!
and wth i lost to stupid keavage
so angry!
he kan bu qi nv ren!!
nvm this time i seh
nxt time i make him seh!!
so bu gan yuan lose to him!!!
lucky after tt drank some soup and some ju hua
thn better now
if nt dun tink i can still be so awake now-_-
tml compro test
cfm chop stamp die!!!
damn damn sian la!!

sch as usual
our geekee keep kena disiao today
thn come back with gF
went her hse slack till 8
back home
and out agn at 9 to buy beansprout's cake
tml his bdae
and tml morning cake shop nvr open so early
so went to buy just nw
just reached home not long ago
life's boring ttm!

woke up early in th morning to eat breakfast with parents and sis<3
it's been such a long time since i haf done tt
i rly love it man
i noe i may sound stupid but ya i rly lk sitting down and eating breakfast with them
thn home prepared food for potluck
thn went astons gif laopo th food
and down to cine collect th 2 chabor's present
thn back to astons find laopo
went 883 buy our food
food i prepared was too cold
so i bought another packet to cook agn
thn went to qi's hse
makan makan
play twister AGAIN
leg cramp):
thn zy joined
we cut cake gif presents(:
thn tried to clear th cakes and all went home
I LOVE TODAY<3

and to my fren:
pls be strong my fren
he's just a bastard
dun be unhappy over him
coz no point
im sorry i dint stop th tragedy from happening
so all i can do is be here for u
everything is over now
lead ur life strong
let him noe tt losing u is his sun shi
ur frens are all here for u
JIAYOU!

went out to chinatown with laopo yyl zizhao!
had feng ji at people's park complex:D
thn went to chinatown point to buy yl de ring
thn ginsoon joined
pei him eat mac
thn we all go town
meet yq mj buy presents(:
okay thn walked from somerset to orchard
thn back to wdl meet snm peeps
had dinner at 136 zichar
thn meet mummy at interchange come back
tml potluck at yq hse!!!<3

haix.lotsa things happened today
ah ma pissed me off in afternoon
now a bastard tt hurt my fren
bastard,let me tell u this
u better watch out
walk dun fall down
cross road dun kena bang
cross custom dun kena rob
ride motor dun kena accident
eat dun choke dao
when using fire,pls dun be careful
hope th fire burns ur ass off!

ytd night oovoo with carmen melville galvan jasper till 3
thn slp and wake up at 6
omg.such a long day today
nearly died-_-
in sch keep kena disiao thanks to carmenkee
thn end sch le come back with gF and ben
ben look like a zi bi kid la!
haha oh thn saw jinkai at pending station
so back tgt
thn went to swim with snm peeps
too long nvr swim + lao liao
muscles pain
and sorta stretched my back muscles,causing pain now
thn went 167 eat dinner and back home!!
tired tired tired

did cprog in th morning
sat thr for hrs trying to do tt one qn
and ite still cnnt do
damn sian la!
thn went sch for s&w
at least today was quite fun.haha
coz of th interaction i guess
thn end le meet dade
back to cwp
meet laopo yyl zizhao
and ben joined
they had mac
i had waffle for dinner-_-
okay thn pool at wdl checkpoint thr
and back home
srsly hate cprog!!!
im dying!!

compro as usual.
super stress la sian
dunno how to do everything
went to bukit timah market thr eat lunch with classmates agn
they super dirty!
and super funny as well!(:
hmm now back to sch with them
guys playing dota
girls doing nth
ltr gg gF hse makan tomyam!!
i so LOVE her mum la!<3

why do i haf such irritating family?
they super psychotic lo
bian tai one
always yi shen yi gui
shen jing bing la!

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sch once agn
end le came back with gF
thn went cwp meet laopo
wanted to find tarot cards
but all not nice one
so walk walk
gt sth frm more than words
bought th SAME notebook agn-_-
thn went gF biaojie hse after tt see pangmei!
had lei cha thr
quite nice!!^^
thn homed

270710
wanted to wake up at 9
end up waking up at 9.15-_-
thn bathe le come out
everyone say my pants make me look lk i come frm india-_-
okay thn end sch le went canteen 2
eat liao went to play pool<3
my classmates are soooooo cute
I LOVE THEM!(:
thn meet erjie at cck for pizzahut
was super late
at first meet 6 at marsiling
thn she text wrong tell me meet 6.50
so i stayed awhile longer at pool thr
thn she miss called me 19times
and asked me go settle dinner myself
thn i told her she tell me 6.50 de
thn she realise she told me wrong time
so she waited at pizzahut for me
with 2 person's share of food
she said she looked lk an idiot
HAHAHAHA
okay thn we got down at marsiling walk home
see alot ppl lining up
i asked erjie 'are they humans?=x'
thn after tt see they were actually queueing up for bus
she was telling me 'dint u see them disappearing?'
dumb sister i haf-_-
well and here i am home(:

hmm out for breakfast with gF and family
mac breakfast!!
thn after tt walk around cwp
got a pair of ear stud AGAIN
and a ear piercing!!
ok thn back to 167
me mj kh slacked thr 5hrs to wait for laopo
thn kena bully by tt lesliepek
omg im fat!
im gg on diet soon=D
thn went cwp see swimming suit
and back for dinner
steamboat alone with er jie.LOL

u went out early in th morning
dint even ask us out for breakfast
when i go out haf breakfast with ppl and stay outside
u complain say ur off day i nvr pei u
thanks for tt
and nw u're gg out to sing agn,when im home
wow!so much for not pei-ing u
back for steamboat
when i reach home
everyone else finished
LOL
wad a family
mayb it's my fault for reaching late bah
well..i dun gif a damn to eating with u all
zzz

and u!
asshole
u treated me lk a puppet right?
wanna text jiu text
dun wan jiu dun text
and till today thn i noe
i was more than 90% right abt me being used by u as a puppet
u sucker!

out to town with laopo today.
only bought anklet and ear studs
for her is bracelet and ear studs
thn ate dingtaifung!<3
walk walk thr thn came back meet snm peeps
went chongpang eat zichar
damn nice!!<3
thn went to northpoint and back to adm
sat at food court waste abit time
and here i am back home!hehe
tml wan go jog lei
hope im nt too lazy to do so=x

early in morning kena stuck in jam for abt 1hr

damn sian!!

thn lesson

failed my prac test

had retest with my cher helping me half th paper-_-

okay thn end and went home with gF

her mum nvr cook her dinner

so we ate

lester issac hangwei zhenyu joined(:

crapped thr

tt stupid leslie say i fat le

sadded):

conclusion:zhenyu super bian tai!-_-

thn back to woodgrove find snm peeps

ate durians!

thn walked to cwp with them

and took bus back-_-

tml gg town with laopo!!<3

IS challenge

waste of my time-_-

okay thn go th dialogue session

ANOTHER waste of time-_-

homed!

was on th same bus as kel zijian and joel(:

thn waited for 912 for half hr-_-

thn back home and ate maggie mee

went ntuc buy cereals!(:

wan go on diet le!

cprog today agn

was like disaster once agn-_-

ok thn end le walked to mac with carmen galvan melville leon junxiong elton weehan

thn makan liao walk back sch wait for gF

went to co-op to buy ALOT tidbits

but after i pay for it

she tell me she end lesson le

so i went lsct blk find her and bused back

slacked at her hse until 5 went down meet laopo for dinner

astons agn with free fries(thanks to qq:D)

thn chit chat till 8

and bought bbt up for gF and yj

thn crapped until 9plus walk home

tml gonna haf crap

8.30 to 5.30 IS challenge-_-

5-6 dialogue with ME director-_-

wad a boring life i haf eh srsly-_-

stayed back till 5 for a stupid talk

utter waste of time

so regret staying back!

came back with lester

FINALLY once we came back tgt lo

crapping all th way

thn back home and having headache

i dunno wad to do.im tired..

'wad's meant to be will be'

god can u let this quote come true..?

so boring la sch
ahhhhhhh
life sucks!
weehan and kenneth is so bad!
they keep study study study.stress me):

today so not in a good mood
dunno why also
somehow a little sad?
i dunno la.
not gonna care alr
hope i can meet my mr right soon
okay somehow i sounded abit despo once agn
LOL
nah.tt's nt th case
i just hoped i can rely on someone
usual things happen
usual thinkings
lalalalala

how i wished i haf someone to rely on as well.
just a random thought(okay sounded despo somehow but im nt-_-)
currently not tinking of any guys
maybe should start thinking of girls!hahaha

sch as usual
went to lsct see mice(:
came back with gF and phoebe
thn went gF's biaojie hse eat steamboat
nice tomyam and chilli<3
thn homed!
boring life indeed.
routines is sch and gF's hse-_-

hmm went mayim with my cute laopo
thn walked around
gt same necklace and same shirts<3
ok thn went checkpoint return nametag and get cheque
thn went to take bus
took 856
i forgt 856 cnnt reach marsiling
so...we got off
SUPER EPIC THINGS HAPPEN!
my cute laopo LEAPED onto th bus to tap her card!
i was laughing until lk crazy
thn walked to last bus stop take bus to 167
at bus stop she nearly slipped and fell
thn took 911
otw walking she nearly fell AGAIN!
$1 3 try.HAHA
okays thn slacked thr
and laopo went home
so i went to join gF and family
srsly her family SUPER DUPER cute la!
thn homed and here i am(:

ytd went eat lunch
thn meet with laopo and yl at adm
went to mai cai<3
thn went mj hse steamboat with snm peeps
we were late for our predators movie at 9.15
coz we started steamboat late(only at 7plus gg 8!)
okay movie wasnt very nice=/
thn homed

lesson as usual
came back with dade to meet th peeps for dinner
was abit pissed just nw
so i just walked off
so sorry if i shocked u guys
abit mood swing=/
okays thn go 888 playground
hurt my leg-_-
thn chit-chat thr
and here im back
tml gonna die
coz gt cprog written test
and lucky junxiong posted tt tml gt eng mech test
if nt tml i GG liao-_-

lesson ended at 12 today!(:
went back home to put lappy
thn came out go eat seoul garden!
started with mj first
thn laopo yyl and zizhao joined(:
thn gF said wanna eat icecream
so i pei her eat lo
thn back to her hse
pangmei so cute!!(:

130710
boring lesson in sch
okay sch end
thn carmen and me go pizza hut with guys to eat
they damn crap!
sometimes being with them can make me nt tink abt anything
coz they nvr fail to make me laugh(:
okay thn back meet laopo at cwp
pei her eat lunch
and bought photo frame for my new table!(:
thn yyl zizhao and mj came meet us
went mac slack awhile
went peixuan hse after tt
she drive us go chongpang zichar makan
NICE!(:
thn she went to find cage for her xiaobai(hamster)
thn back home.

dunno wad i thinking sia
very luan lei now
nth seems right
i dint wanna seem emo
i wan to be happy
i wun let any guys bring my mood down
being free and easy isnt sth bad
i can do anything and everything
haha yeah
alone is gd at times too i guess
i'll be fine
just need some time
wait for th cheerful me
coz IM COMING!

boring day at sch
ytd watched wc
SPAIN WON!
and total time was lk 2hr-_-
thn slpt at 6 woke up at 8 to eat breakfast with mum
thn lesson blahblahblah
went to lsct blk to find gF
had to climb th LONG flight of stairs!
okay thn went to see guinea pig at her lab(:
thn back to her hse to eat tomyam!!!
omg.
studying is bored):

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i just realised my blog de dates all wrong
im too lazy to chge
so i just put date before every post(:

went brunch with laopo
and thn went marsiling cc k!
okay thn back home
and out agn to dye my hair
and cut my fringe
i've gt myself bangs!(:
okays thn back home
just finished my cprog quiz
gonna do my web tutorials
sch is bored!!!

headache now
think is coz of th vodka ytd
hmm ltr meeting laopo for brunch<3

i alr decided
nvr to be sad over u agn
time to move on
i believe in myself that i can!

kena asked to wake up early today
coz it's my sis's 21st today!
Happy birthday sis<3!
okay,thn helped with abit deco
oh ya and thx to px
had some carrot cake for breakfast(:
thn blahblahblah
ate th nice food from whole earth!(very nice veg buffet!)
okay thn went to collect cake with px n biaojie(:
tweety and sylvester!!
with th words"happy birthday to shopaholic"
hahas so damn funny!
initially wasnt sure if th cake was right
but th time when i saw th shopaholic
im so freaking sure that's th right cake.LOL
okay bck and cut cake
thn guests went back
i went to slp
and wake up go religious class
and went ky hse find laopo they all
had a little alcohol
absolute peach + F&N orange
thn here i am back(:

lesson at 8
but reached early
saw melville and so walked to clss blk with him
thn were talking abt wc,octopus paul and th parrot
funny la!
octopus --> tako
parrot -->kfp
they so kelian
predict wrong will become lk tt.haha!
hmm thn homed to put bag
and out agn to meet sat night ppl eat dinner at chongpang<3
omg man.food thr nice!!<3
and also ben is freaking gay man!
keep kena slap by dade.LOL
kelian!
thn back pei sis go find dress for her party tml
but she dint manage to find any
so here i am back home

it isnt vry nice to act happy and crazy in front of everyone
i hope i can just coop at one corner and tink through everything
i lk to coop myself at one side
and be quiet for a period of time
and thn i'll be fine..
tired!
i cnnt take it
i noe it's impossible
but i still had hope somehow
i noe im dumb
but i just cant help it
FCUK LIFE!

life still sucked today
i had to do th whole thing.
it's gg 1 now and im not done with it yet
im sleepy
watched 2 night's wc
plus tml 8 de lesson
i can predict im gonna be shag tml

sch as usual today
end le went to astons drink mushroom soup
coz suddenly felt lk drinking tt
thn dabao banmian go gF hse eat
went to pangmei hse
pangmei so kelian keep kena scold by gF
she super duper fierce!
went to kpt buy drink before coming back
thn homed did proj for lk 3-4hr
which is until now

wad am i to u?
i noe im redundant in ur life
but can u dun show it until so obvious?!

damn sian.
10bucks fly away
germany lost):
but actually quite happy spain won
coz i support spain!!
just tt i tot germany would win th match
okay im contradicting myself-_-

hmm feel so tired sia
but still haf to go sch
consecutively 2 nights wc is enough to kill!!
ltr need go for th crap IS and S&W
waste of my precious time.LOL.

sick and tired of ur actions..
do u actually noe ur actions are just so misleading?
and th dumb me just haf hopes and th hopes gt smashed..
fml.im tired!!
shouldnt haf let u entered my life once agn
brought myself all these trouble!

sch le thn met px for lunch
yummy pasta!
thn went to her hse
thn met laopo go astons
slacked thr till 9plus
thn homed
thought through alot..
i should haf persevered on..
shouldnt haf text-ed you..
make my mind so luan now
i cnnt take it le
rly very stressed up with everything
i feel lk crying
i feel pain once again..

why am i always th one waiting?
i dun lk this feeling at all!):

hate lessons!
went mac with clssmates after sch today
they damn crap!!
thn home-ed
slp awhile
thn bring uniform go checkpoint return
otw thn rmb i forgt bring nametag
so need go thr AGAIN!-_-
thn went cwp meet ganma mummy and wenkang for sakae<3
funny time thr with them
thn walked home with mummy frm cwp thn bus-ed home
oh ya and mj gave me belated present just now.PINK PANTHER!<3
thanks lots mj!!!(:

otw back,tot abt alot
emo-ed alot
i'll try my best to cheer up!

lesson at 1
ended at 4
initially wanted to go cca
but i had to wait 1hr+ alone
so i just came back
bet my senior killing me soon
thn went gF's hse slack awhile
thn went to 768 yumcha with laopo they all
thn back home

im tired of life
wad's th pt of trying to be happy when u're nt
i rly missed u
missed talking to u
but i dun wanna let myself go back to th situation
when im waiting for ur sms day and night
u dun even fcuking look at me..

afternoon went mayim with peeps
thn after tt laopo go back do pw
me dade ben kh go occ play pool AGAIN
all i can say is
TT STUPID DADE IS CURSED!!
thn went northpoint de food court eat
laopo joined us
thn we went laopo hse thr de playgroung play catching-_-
thn bus-ed home

life sucks!
firstly life is boring
secondly feeling of being alone is nt very nice
thirdly i noe im thinking too much but i cant help it

ytd was feeling a little sick + raining
so dint go town with them
afternoon tt time went to qi's hse to mj
i lost 1plus(thanks to stupid dade who keep cursing me!)
thn ate at qi's hse(qi mama's cooking was AWESOME!esp curry<3)
hmm thn played twister
damn fun!everyone was playing until leg and hand stretch until dunno whr
thn went off early go 768 yumcha with laopo yl kh
thn home sweet home(:
was watching germany & argentina match
omg argentina was lk...OMG
striker keep miss,thn goalie also quite weak
so germany won!
initially wanted slp awhile wake to watch spain and paraguay
but couldnt wake
in th end spain still win!!(:

feeling of pain
gradually becoming numb..

sch was lk hell today
sleepy sleepy & sleepy!
still sick!):
just now end sch went to amk with laopo to buy KOI again<3
gt drenched in th rain
hope tt wasnt th cause of my headache-_-
thn trained back to cwp meet lucas and ben
thn we bought cake for dade
CAREBEAR CAKE!!(idea by lucas=x)
meet juaen mummy
ok thn proceeded to sembawang
meet mj kkh dade
and off to ssc opp de some zichar
zizhao and yyl came
food was okok only anw-_-
thn sing bdae song for dade
as expected he cutted all th care bears into half!-_-
ok thn 3 person tio th cream of th cake
which is me lucas dade!
ok eateateat
up next,we go occ play pool agn
and trained back to adm took cab back with zizhao
lucky no midnight charge
so only 4bucks
and here i am blogging
so sleepy and tired
gonna get some medicine and slp
tml town with lucas dade juaen mummy(not sure if any other is joining though)

Happy birthday dade!<3
lousy day today!
Set wrong time for alarm
in th end late for sch-_-
still feel so sleepy):
intended to pon de
but today gt lab
currently waiting for lesson to start

lost in th dark..
I'm gonna gif u up
starting to feel tt feelings are fading..
Issit coz we nvr chat
issit coz I keep forcing myself to not think of u
or is my feeling rly fading
I rly dunno..

cprog today,no productivity-_-
thn homed
had some med and slp
went astons with laopo agn!<3
thn back.
nose tap cnnt off
coughing
now plus stomach pain
FML-_-

well today had conclusion
frenship is more imptnt than relationship!!
well,frens are always thr
but sorry thr was a period of time i ps u guys
but yeah,u all th best!<3
I LOVE ALL OF YOU(:

today end sch went pizzahut with carmen dave weehan
thn came back cwp meet shawn go back rs
i miss dancing!<3
thn end le went to eat gelare with shawn and juniors
thn pei him buy stud
came back home with sis
and here i am blogging!
chi dance always haf politics
nvr changed a single bit-_-
I LOVE DANCING!<3

ytd start of sch was boring as ever
super no mood coz not feeling well-_-
craps in clss as usual.HAHA
met up with my sweetie to eat
went to astons AGAIN.
thn omg im having sore throat and cough
and i ate black pepper sauce with tasty rice=x
thn qq treated fries.(THANKS QQ!)
thn just ate th fries lo
coz reject like so rude

hmm today sore throat worsened-_-
dun lk th feeling of gonna get fever
but th temperature stil seems okay
ltr gg back rs see th juniors
hope they actually noe who i am =/
gg prepare for sch(:

omg.im sick th day right before sch starts-_-
wth,my nose is lk dropping liao lo
sore throat,cough,runny nose(cfm is chuan ran by gF de=x)
last day at work today
i sorta felt sad
used to working life
if nvr work,life will be so empty
perhaps i just needed to haf alot of plans to fill up my life
so tt i wun haf time to slow down my pace and feel so empty

i must get u out of my life
u're too dangerous
u invaded into such deep depth in my heart
i must close my doors
and nvr let u barge in agn..

went astons pei gF just now
thn met laopo thr to eat erm lunch?LOL
thn met sat night ppl go 136 eat zichar
and to 768 thr de playground play blindmice
worsen th bruise frm last wk
coz i hit on same spot.LOL
and back home(:

my heart is moved again-_-
why???
i srsly dunno why
heaven like to play me lk a fool
gif me same situation
gif me same feeling
made me do th same action
and i got th same response
thanks so much man!-_-

ytd went makan with laopo
thn saw lingmei and jiahui so makan tgt(:
thn after tt go occ play pool with dade benedict laopo mj kh
and once agn we see eden they all thr
thn went off earlier coz had to work):

today woke up super early in th morning to pei laopo go rebond!
thn bought our fav KOI<3
thn back and had ajisen and yakun egg<3
went to marsiling astons thr slack awhile
went to work agn-_-
thn i went back to marsiling astons agn
coz jenny wants some lid for th takeaway box
thn slack awhile thr and walked back

dun tink u're th only one with problems okay!
if u cnnt take jokes,dun ever joke with me anymore
im not someone whom u can take as chu qi tong
even if i am,i only allow certain ppl to do so,definitely NOT u!
u ASSHOLE

today needa work!
last 3rd day at work
dunno wad to do after i quit sia.
DIE!

i no longer know wad i wan anymore
my mind is in a whirl once agn
i'll try to do wad im supposed to do
which is to let go
coz perhaps we met at th wrong time

ytd went to shimin hse for mini gathering
thn me gF dade mummy ganma wk mj went to ajisen<3
thn slacked at cwp for hrs
and met laopo for gelare<3
bought a geek specs.
look forward to seeing me in it(:

i tot slping early can take my mind off everything..
but it still dint
failed attempts for 2 days
wad can i do??

ur images are popping up in my mind.
wad can i do to remove u??
today went to work.
as usual,BORING!
cnnt tahan sia.
boring place with no customers-_-

feeling rly lousy
hope i'll be fine soon
i hate this feeling
i hate my heart,coz it always brings me to places i shouldnt go
i hate myself for allowing all these to happen
i hate myself for not being able to control my feelings
i hate myself for everything!

looking at th rs juniors' photos at th dance camp..
i miss dance camp!
i miss th carefree life all th dancers had during dance camp!
i miss th times whr i had some dark spots to emo and think of stuffs!
i miss dancing with everyone thr!
i miss th scary jibengong!
i miss th community life!
i miss all that have happened in hk!
but i noe i cant go back to th past..
everything tt haf happened was very sweet memories to me
but they are afterall memories,which means when it pass it doesnt come back
i only can tink abt it,miss it,wish it can happen agn
but obviously i cant..
my jibengong everything no longer thr
so wad if i feel lk dancing?
i still cnnt go back...

hmm..dunno wad else to say..
nth much changed,still th same old situation-_-
today went out pool with dade and mj
thn came back to eat dinner with family to 'celebrate' fathers' day

oh well.
i noe i cant do it.
i must stop myself.
im gonna be fine.
im gonna forget u.

feel lk quitting my job.
coz mj nvr work le.and working at cp wasnt wad i wan at all.
'helping out for 1mth/2mth',srsly i dun tink thr's much truth in it.
well..mayb should just stop working and concentrate on my studies first bah
fan zheng also cnnt go back marsiling work,no pt staying thr work also.

i dunno how to stop myself..
i seemed to have lost control..

went out in th afternoon to play pool with dade,lucas,laopo<3
after tt went to meet gF,ggt,ah nice for dinner with laopo<3
came back find th guys agn
haha.me n laopo bought a small cupcake and put one candle gif him
sososo funny la.tiny winy bdae cake.

hmm..i noe i was th one who think too much
i will try not to talk to u anymore.
hope everything will return to how it was before..

my stomach feeling so sick..
had diarrhoea-__-
wad a nice start of th day
guess th rest of th day's nt gonna be nice

hmm..whole day was sorta in no mood to do anything
so watched abit YAB and went to slp
went cwp with mum to makan just nw
gt my 2nd piercing
hope i dun get any infection):
th piercing feeling was very shiok eh srsly
i noe i may sound abit psychotic
but srsly th feeling is so...shuang
th instant pain and it goes off.
perhaps i just needed some instant pain to shock myself and bring my mind off tt matter...

well,to speak th truth,im a little unhappy..
i dunno why i can fall so deep for u within such a short period of time.wtfish!
i must keep a dist!i cannot sms u or talk to u or see u anymore!
get out of my life pls!

im gonna keep a dist..rly gg to
i'll be alright de!

Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to MEIXIA
Happy Birthday to me!

I LOVE MY CLIQUE<3
they celebrated my bdae at the chalet
gave me lotsa surprises!
im shocked,but im rly happy!
thanks everyone for everything!

special thanks to:
qi,zy,jh,buffy-poka dots top(:
da de,mummy,ganma,gF-my lovely bunny & pooh bag(:

you did it agn.
can u tell me why?
i told myself to trust u,but well u broke my trust-__-

hmm had a great day out with my laopo<3
got our couple ring,tink th shopkeeper must haf tot we rly is les-__-
went out to meet her at 11,thn went to town-->bugis-->amk
had our KOI<3!!and feeling so gd eh,coz i haf alot of zhan li ping(:
had dinner with peeps tonight at marsiling zichar!
after tt went pool!super taiko today la!
hmm after tt home-ed.
SPECIAL THANKS TO:
bernice,pecky,xinling,yanjun-->thanks lots for th necklace.love it lotsa<3
aaron-->thanks for th book and all th effort(:

im gonna flunk my 2 damn module-__-

wtfish.cfm haf to retest de.

siansiansian.hate exams!!!!

well.i've decided..

im gonna throw u out of my life!

not gonna sms u,not gonna try find chances to see u!

u,go away!

那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑 嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧 好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就喜歡 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道 你好不好

我們的小狗 食量變好小 眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

我在搞笑 卻在最后 眼淚拼命掉
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞 對誰炫耀

還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好

my feeling for th moment...

why is everything happening agn??history repeating itself-__-

same timing,which is during exams period

same kinda person

too much similarities that i start to tink and ponder so much over it..

it's so scary..

insecure feelings coming in agn.that's th part when i hate th most!

being insecure over sth u can nvr figure it out-__-

omgomgomg.ltr having ct liao,now here i am thinking abt shit tt has no link with my exams!

wow...

ytd sneaked out to meet th guys.hahas.

i found it so relaxing to be outside th hse at night.breezing wind~

th hse is too suffocating,that's why i needed some fresh air outside.tired of being home.

hate my life,so no life,so boring

julian gg ns le.omg!his hair gonna kena cut away liao):

they made my night man!although they damn boliao,but well,at least i was out of home and was laughing.hahaha.i missed working with them.when can i be transferred back??

吃不能吃　睡不能睡
沒有了你　全都不對
我都學不會　把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠


哭不能哭　笑不能笑
人不像人　鬼不像鬼
朋友都說　這不過失戀
但我卻連呼吸都膽怯


能不能不愛了　因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了　卻無法把你忘了
能不能不愛了　愛情它太痛了
我不能夠　不能夠不愛了

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

randomly feel lk posting this.

why i become so emo agn.rahh!

got back to th same situation i had lk 2yrs ago?

those who noe me well would haf known wad happened by nw bah..

im nt falling any deeper,coz im nt gonna let myself be hurt in any way.

hmm.sort of got this special feeling..but i noe cnnt,so im not gonna think of any more things...

tired..freaking tired..

why do i wanna make myself so tired??

im packing everyday's time fully so tt i wun need to tink of anything.

zzz.control freaks,just wait and see.im gonna brk free frm ur control!

once agn,i got it from my parents.

got used to it,not th first time,im alr numb..

i wun ever cry coz of this dumb shit,coz it's not worth my tears.

so wad i cant stay late,so wad i cnnt stay over chalet for longer than 1 day.

when th time is ripe,i'll do EVERYTHING

haixhaixhaix.im gonna rant here agn.

once agn im so disappointed.i knew th ans,stil so fan jian go ask.

fcuk her la.when im 21,im gonna leave u!im gonna leave far far away,nvr gonna let u catch me back agn.im lk a bird in a cage trying to brk free.im gonna get so much potential energy that when i brk free.u're nvr ever gonna get me back.N-E-V-E-R E-V-E-R!

perhaps it's rly not tt bad to be transferred to checkpoint..

at least i dun need to see tt biased i/c.

zzz.since u kicked me to checkpoint,no pt i go back.

so now i either staying at checkpoint or quitting bah.

idiot sia.th moment i tink of him my blood boils.

thanks for making me so irritated.

thanks for not seeing my hardwork.

thanks for being so biased.

thanks for being so unappreciative.

u're so not respected by me!

i hate th family.i hate you i hate you.

slp late also kpkb

using com do homework u also kpkb,tot i playing.

wth la,im so f-ing tired and stressed up.

`heartbroken...

coz of th things u did,i was heartbroken

coz of th things u said,i was heartbroken

coz u kept all th troubles to urself,i was heartbroken

coz u dint tell me how sad u were,and u had to endure it urself,i was heartbroken

no matter wad u have done,im always gonna be here,coz u'll always gonna be my fren..

soooo many things happened..

ridic things happen on me,

example lk falling 2 consecutive days

weird ppl telling me weird stuff

tio gan by i/c

shortage money

wadever it is,life sucked a big time for me.

i dun uds eltech,dun uds engineering mechanics...

im failing,how?super damn stressed out-__-

boring.currently in NP.1 more hr before tutorials and lectures start agn-__-
so sad.recently alot sad things happen lo.so in order not to let any of these sad things happen on me,i'll stay single.i stand alone.i dun need tt so called 'family'.all i need is my frens.that's all.tt so called'family' is so sucky.cant find a better word to describe how lousy it is-__-

sian sian sian.was i right to work at astons?i find im quite happy working thr.although i noe i haf to be prepared tt my hole body is gonna be damn oily after work.haix.why must u all gif me burden?i work and earn for my own expenses,i dun find anything i did wrong.afterall,i used my sweat to earn money.i dunno la.fcuking irritated.a job tt supposedly,to them,tt doesnt suit me,but i rly feel happy working thr..

boringboringboring.i dunno if it was right,for me to volunteer to stay home to tc of my ah ma.i had only th last wk left to relax before sch starts,but i haf to stay home to tc her.haix.i felt bad to tink tt she caused me to lose my 1 whole wk's time to relax.but,she've been taking care of me since young.she've been thr for me when my mother wasnt.i should take care of her de.why am i feeling she's a burden somehow?hate myself.how can i do tt.

once agn,nth to do.today initially we gg celebrate ong yan shing's bdae,but he celebrating with his family,so in th end we only meeting for dinner.anw,HAPPY BDAE ONGYANSHING!i doubt he'll visit th blog,so forget it.haha.work haf benn extended till 10th.omg.sian.one more wk.but nvm,for th sake of $,i must persevere on!

seems lk only when im unhappy thn i'll post.so tired.i seem to hate wad's gg on around me,when thr shouldnt be anything wrong.ok.quite confusing,nvm.my life is without a goal.im just living my life coz i haf to,not coz i wan to.thanks to zaccheus,sort of brightened up my day coz he ask me go read FML.thanksthanks(: at least i still laughed,i managed to laugh,th real laugh i mean.pizza hut and gelare with sis and px ltr.whoots!

currently just reach my company.haix.omg.wad am i gonna do for th rest of my 8h??die.boring.nth to do!!wah piang.how i wish i can stay at home and slp=x haix,my grandma is currently still in hosp,and she has to go through another op.and her heartrate is super duper damn fast can!i tink even faster than mine.coz normal old ppl should be 60-70,her one 140+.omg,tt is even faster than a newborn baby lo.haix haix haix.howhowhow?????and thn so fast until 140+,thn suddenly drop down to 60+.haix.before she heals,i would haf alr 被累死，被吓死，担心死.):

haix haix haix.so stressed up recently.
so worried abt my grandma
so tired at work
so pissed at my lousy luck
wadever i do,it doesnt seem to go vry well..
so tired,feel lk stopping work..im so so tired everyday,my brain seem lk it's gonna explode anytime!having such a terrible headache,but i still haf to hang on, for 2 more wks.2 wk is so long,omg.maybe within th 2wks i'll pass away.LOL.zzz.sian la!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i finally bought my lappy from IT fair ytd.woohoo.very happy eh.so shuang,dun need to coz of com quarrel with my sis agn.
hmm..tml my ah ma will be admitted into hospital,monday op.haix,last time rly pekcek coz she always try to look sick in front of us,wan us care for her.but now,she nt feeling well all keep to herself dun wanna say.make me so xin tong.she must be very scared bah,an 80 yr old having to go for an op.heart op somemore.haix.actually i dint wan her to go for th op.i rly tink it's very dangerous for an 80 yr old to go for heart op.im just so scared..

lalalala

currently in th company,nth to do-_-
omg.ytd my sis drive us back sia.but luckily im still here alive=xx
no la.actually she quite zai when she drive.
recently quite tired,coz everyday after work haf to go down to th hospital visit my ah ma.dun even noe when is her op lo.th doc damn slow,check this check tt,thn she haf to stay thr so long.
haix,although everytime always say she always nag,always 夺命追魂call us,she's still my ah ma afterall.hope she'll be alright.and hope her neighbour at th hospital is alright too.her op today,same op as my ah ma..

wahahaha.finally full stop to my big piles of doc.wah,i do until wanna faint liao lo.but well,now finish le=D
damn sian.suckers in company piss me off.
firstly this jakarta agent gl me-_-
thn this idiot 1st flr receptionist also att me.wth!
tt's why i say,bitches and bastards everywhr.
idotic ppl who ruin my day):

haix.i dint know i actually mind wad other ppl say.it's actually much more than i've expected.im fat..tt was wad i haf been told recently,almost everyday bah.so tired of it.i rly hate th life nw.to other ppl,mayb my life is vry gd bah,coz i gt th job.but well,working is not fun at all,srsly..living in a family who always laughs at u for being fat,th feeling also isnt vry nice.i dun rebutt doesnt mean im not hurt.i rebutt also doesnt mean i att.

today is such a happy day,noe why?coz th damn company tt dint pay me got onto the newspaper,wah,they damn damn famous now.im gonna make them even more famous.hahaha.everyone passing by look at this!-->http://www.tnp.sg/news/story/0,4136,230413,00.html?

currently at my workplace enjoying my biscuit.omg.i finished my work.so fast so fast.hahas.okay.im crazy.still haf some filings to do,but i still haf 2hrs to go.so i man man lai bah.wahahahaha

ytd went to SSC with mummy,ganma and gF to eat ASTONS=D
thn,walked around SSC,thn gF go work,so we went back to cwp.
walked around cwp,dint manage to buy dao anything.
shopping without buying anything,very sad de lei!=x
today dint go back sch,coz my nose tap cnnt stop-_-
cnnt stop for a few days le,ltr run out of water-_-
so i stayed home,with a boz of tissue beside me.
thn i was watching 1 litre of tears,thn my eye de tap cnnt stop-_-
very jialat,today de tap all spoil-_-
hehehe

today ben xiao jie gd mood,come blog abt some bitch.
okay.
firstly,this bitch is a fatty.she damn irritating
secondly,her mouth is sosososo big.any stuff she know.she will be lk a loud hailer.
hahas.also,she always zi bu liang li,tink she's so popular-_-
and most most imptnt.i feel tt she deserve wadever treatment her frens gave her!
fatty bitch,oil producer!
zzz.i dun need to gif u any face.whether u noe if im talking abt u or not,i dun gif a heck.
u r so shameless to do all those stuff,i dun need to gif u any face de
OILY BITCH.thanks arh.s'pore dun need to haf oil ridge liao.coz with u in s'pore,we haf abundant supply of OIL!!!!
& hor,pls dun go for any injection okay,im afraid u'll flood th whole clinic with ur oil when it spurts out.
careful do not go to any farm,or if they mistaken u as a pig,kill u,thn nt very gd le lo..

haix damn sian sian sian.
ooh ya just came back frm chalet ytd.
funfunfun with my clique lor!
here comes th unhappy part.srsly tink my blog url is named wrongly.
my memories,hw many of it is beautiful?close to zero
pissed pissed pissed la.
i rly hope i can reach 21 and move out of th hse.
i wanna go dance wanna go dance wanna go dance la!!!!
nobody ever approve of wad i do..............