ok..same old thing happened la..kena laoshi scold agn lor..laoshi gif us th feeling tt we SHOULD noe where those ppl stand..n we SHOULD noe wad is th formation lk..n a lot of other 'we SHOULD noe'..haiix..we put in so much effort..but all we get back is laoshi's comment abt us dancing so lousy..say we nvr put in effort..my ankle hurt..my wrist hurt..my back hurt..but still..i tried my best to dance everything..but cant reach laoshi de expectation..im so physically n mentally tired can..physically coz im lk dancing almost every part th girls dance lor..i run in run out..hahaz..thn at first wanna go huikuan de..but in th end..mum dun let..so i gt so unhappy coz of both dance n parents..n i tink my dad dun lk me:( he always lk treat my sis they all so gd..thn treat me cold cold de..if nt jiu scold me..i dun c him doing tt to them la..n sometimes it is th same situation..same day..but his reaction was different..n i found out tt my dad will go crazy when he hear tt i gg dancing..lalala..dance is my interest..im nt gonna gif up..sometimes gt real tired of dance coz of some stuff..but still..i will continue to dance with all my heart..coz dance is my passion..dance is my interest..i love dance..

todae we do th 盾牌 after my bio lesson..we put in lotsa effort to do tt de hor..must take gd care of it kays ppl:)) hmm..todae laoshi was still screaming at us lk before..n i noe im lousy..lalala..thn i feel so sad..i m unable to get my mum's trust lor..hahaz..m i so nt worth her trust?i loved dance so much..n all my parents do is to STOP ME frm dancing..mayb me myself is at fault coz i dint do enough to make them trust me?but as my mum..u should noe hw much i love dance..but jus coz u're scared my dad starts nagging at u..n u dun allow me go dance..they jus dunno hw much i love dance la..mayb there will b someday when i m even willing to die in order to dance?aiya..suan le..troubles r accumulating..im getting more n more tired each day..
srry ppl..i post until so sad everytime..hope u all dun get affected by me kays?=D

todae's dance wasnt tt bad..although still kena scold by laoshi la..but hor..at least todae was better..think laoshi was in a gd mood bah..i realli hope all th chinese dancers can do ur best n buck up in ur jibengong..me myself haf super high expectations out of myself..i m trying my very best to achieve better result in dance..coz seriously i feel tt im still lousy..laoshi has high expectations of us de..haiix..i noe we realli disappointed laoshi greatly lor..for my standard hor..i tink laoshi still thinks im lousy..i must realli buck up..ppl out there..we jiayou tgt ok!

well..first thing..THX YUTING MEIMEI FOR UR POST~! i realli felt better after seeing it..okay..u ppl sure will ask wad happened to me..well..kena laoshi scold agn lor..she said we dint set a goal for ourselves..she tinks tt we r nt serious..me n jy hear till le thn cried..aiya..i tink quite alot noe we cried la..but we managed to stop it in time..hmm..i dunno if i m disappointed in laoshi or tt i m disappointed in myself..mayb i realli dint put in enough effort?or issit tt i put in real lot of effort..jus tt laoshi wasnt able to c it..haiix..hmm..

& hor..
wan say srry to this SOMEONE..i promise u it wun ever happen agn kays(:

lalala..todae was once agn a disappointing day..with laoshi screaming at me during dance-_- well..guess laoshi was ONCE AGAIN disappointed in me..mayb she jus had too high expectation on me bah..aiya..dunno..was so sad when kena scold by laoshi..well..dunno..must buck up le lor..my skills all suck lk hell..plus nw hurt my back..i doubt i can improve on my jibengong..but i'll try my best la..hmm..tml nite mayb haf to go huikuan after skool prac..my mum also dint say whether i can go anot..aiya dun care la..it is for 3rd aug de performance lai de..but i duno is wad performance..tml dunno can wake up anot..my lesson starts at 9!so early can..i wan slp lor..

gd nites ppl((:

ytd so so so bored..thn at nite went to aunt's hse..11++ come back..thn in th morning wake up to go bball with cousins..we've been laughing n laughing..suddenly feel tt my aiming suck can..thn jus nw aunt bought some ice-cream for us!coz she noe we feeling warm n tired..so..hehe..gt ice-cream makan..thn i very hardworking lor..they go rest..thn i keep try my shooting..thn nw im so so so tired..hmm..nxt wk's gonna b a bz wk..with lessons n dance..ahh..im gonna die!hahaz..nvm..coz...

ILOVEDANCE<33!!!

yo ppl..hahaz..ytd nite went to huikuan..im so so so stressed up when laoshi is teaching..hahaz..well..cher said i had improvements..i haf more confidence le(according to laoshi..but i dun tink is true la)..thn my gladys jiejie..we must jiayou tgt ok..ILOVEYOU GLADYSNG!hmm..thn came back home..lalala..todae is gonna b a boring day..no dance no nth..bored..im boredd!

hmm..todae bored sia..lesson lesson lesson..thn after skool came home..thn went to 368 there de bball court find th chi dance guys..they play bball there..found out tt when th guys play bball..they look as if they're dancing..lols..thn went to cwp with jy honey to meet yuting steadyganmeimei!hahaz..thn went to RP c th performance..hmm..th evergreen pri de super nice can!no wonder they gt gold with honours sia..thn their indian dance also nice..hahaz..thn came back home..tml mayb gg hk..coz laoshi wan me go dwn train jibengong..but my muscleache haven heal..so mayb i jus gonna try my best tml bah..hahaz..BYES((:

FINALLY my stupid internet modem thingy ok liao..sooo stupid..past few days cant use com..hmm..finished th second love novel..this wasnt as touching as th first one..but still..hmm..quite nice la..well..todae phy chem el am all is free period..n life without mojo is so sian can!get well soon mojo:) hmm..thn dance..wow..todae jibengong onli gt 6 ppl do-_- all go wad veg farm..wad course..wad competition..n NE quiz..in th end..left with pathetic few..well..i hurt my back once agn..stupid rite?i noe..aiya..thn dance lor..todae is as tiring as ytd..ytd jiafeng punish us by asking us run 10 rounds..todae jibengong do alot thingy sia..frog jump..tt's tiring..hahaz..thn went cwp for dance comm meeting at food court..lols..thn came home..disappointed with family..lalalas..suan liao la..dun say unhappy stuff le..HOLIDAYS COMING=CHALET COMING!!!

hmm..todae was bored..was reading th novel in th day n slping..thn went out to dinner with aunt cousins sis & ahma..hahaz..thn went to eat vegetarian food..thn was shopping round cwp..came back..thn mahjong-ed..ytd n todae also lose..suay sia..but nvm la..coz we play for leisure..nt for winning..th most imptnt part nt winning..but th process=D thn here i m blogging..im nt feeling well these few days..sore throat n feeling giddy sometimes..falling sick soon..sianz la..i hate falling sick..coz i'll get sexy voice-_- i wan dance nxt tues n wed..pls dun let me fall sick!!i needa practise extra harder than anybody else..coz tt time i hurt my back..thn i deprove..so i must jiayou..CHIONG ARH!=DD

hmm..let's post abt ytd bah..went to skool..thn HL..went for th dance thingy..thn after tt was checking scripts..disappointed in myself..during exam period..no matter hw hard i tried..i jus cant get anything into my brain..well..i suck ok..thn th results is jus as shity as i haf imagined..

Results below:
English-55.8/100
E-Maths-69/100
A-Maths-63.8/100
Combined Science-71/100
Combined Humanities-57.9/100
Biology-56/100

hmm..continuing frm where i stopped..went to yq hse after skool..mahjong-ed..won $1.30..heh..pro leh?!:x thn pia home lor..hmm..my dance also deprove le..i nw suck at everything-_-

todae went to cck..thn found out tt stupid SSC gt meeting..thn ALL swimming pools nt open..but thx to jh..went to her biao sao de condo de swimming pool..after tt rushed back to cwp meet jy..she is nt late todae wor!!MIRACULOUSLY!!lols..hmm..thn went back skool..but th 2 chers nt in-_- haiix..wasted out time..thn after tt slacking ard cwp..thn home sweet home!!!

heys ppl((:

hmm..todae damn tired..ytd 2 liddat thn slp..thn morning 7+ haf to wake up jus for tt stupid elearning..sucky la..i dunno hw to do..anyone out there wan lend me ur elearning thingy to let me copy??i realli dunno hw to do la..too stupid liao le!hmm..thn my sis bought back secret de piano score for me?lols..well..it was a damn bored day..so i tink i was slping almost half of th day?too bored le..IM NT PIG=D

well..todae was bored bored bored...ppl out there..recently duno y..mood swing..so if i become unreasonable or wad..pls forgive me..recently i jus had too much problems in mind..firstly..im gonna flunk alot subjects..well..getting damn stressed up over this..any 'counsellors' out there hu can counsel me?lols..hmm..thn secondly..some personal stuffs to think abt..thirdly..i gt enough of th family?well..im tired..they nt onli dun gif me warmth..they still make me feel tt this home is so fan..i gt alot of things to fan..thn they keep come bother me..sometimes i feel tt it is too much for me to take it..i need to take a break..i need to start planning abt my future?i also duno wad im thinking..my mind is in a total mess...

todae morning needa wake up at 8+ to pei my ah ma go perm her hair-_- aiyo..very sian can..i spent 2h there lo..thn half th time i was reading my love novel..DAMN SWEET~ thn rest of th time nth to do..i nearly died there can..too bored le..thn after tt went to cwp haf lunch..come back le thn went out agn to borrow MORE love novels..soo sweet~..hw i wish my life was lk tt of th female lead..although it would mean i would haf a sad childhood..but at least th guy loved her so dearly..OMG!! i so envious..hahaz..will it happen on me someday??lols..i should stop dreaming le lor..hahaz..im gonna start on another book ltr..so update u all nxt time..

EXAMS OVER!!
well..nth to do sia..no homework..no skooling.no nth..haiix..so sianz..well..recently gt addicted to love novels thx to tt cousin of mine eh..super nice n sweet..haven finish reading..finish le thn i tell everyone wad th story is abt kays?=D hmm..nxt wk slacking th whole wk..frm mon to thurs..coz no skool!tues gg with clique to swim i guess..whoots!todae was mother's day..so went out with mum..thn we bought a cake back for ah ma..heh heh..th cake was very chocolaty?hahahaz..thn played mahjong..i was th onli one hu won!!nan de sia..everytime i m th onli one hu lose de..yay!!thn..nw here i m blogging here coz of my beloved yuting meimei..honoured eh meimei??well..nth to post le..so guess i'll stop here..GOOD MORNING PPL((:

let's post abt ytd..th paper was so sucky-_- my 公涵go write私人给团体..by right is 团体给团体..stupid rite?i noe!ahh!!hmm..thn paper 2..i dun realli understand th qn..so in conclusion..IM GONNA FLUNK MY CHI PAPER!hmm..after tt went to eat pasta with clique..everyone drank each-a-cup..hahs..thn i went off early..coz mum wants me to reach home by 3.30-_- thn came home..help ah ma change bedsheet..went for a run with my mum in th evening..came back played mahjong after dinner..thn went to darxx hse take amaths tys..im hardworking wor?:x jkjk..hahaz..aiya..thn chat with her till 10 liddat..tot will get scolding frm mum..coz she ask me b back by 9.45..hahaz..blehhx..

as for today..woke up early in th morning pei my aunt go run..n my diet was successful can!in th past it was 43(fat hor?)..nw is 41.5 le..congratulate me wor!!!hahaz..thn nth more le lor..was studying SS jus nw..but too tired tt i fell aslp xP hmm..exams faster over..bear with it for this wk n it will b over le!!yay!!thn there comes th june hols!with chalets n bdaes:x