boring.currently in NP.1 more hr before tutorials and lectures start agn-__-
so sad.recently alot sad things happen lo.so in order not to let any of these sad things happen on me,i'll stay single.i stand alone.i dun need tt so called 'family'.all i need is my frens.that's all.tt so called'family' is so sucky.cant find a better word to describe how lousy it is-__-

sian sian sian.was i right to work at astons?i find im quite happy working thr.although i noe i haf to be prepared tt my hole body is gonna be damn oily after work.haix.why must u all gif me burden?i work and earn for my own expenses,i dun find anything i did wrong.afterall,i used my sweat to earn money.i dunno la.fcuking irritated.a job tt supposedly,to them,tt doesnt suit me,but i rly feel happy working thr..

boringboringboring.i dunno if it was right,for me to volunteer to stay home to tc of my ah ma.i had only th last wk left to relax before sch starts,but i haf to stay home to tc her.haix.i felt bad to tink tt she caused me to lose my 1 whole wk's time to relax.but,she've been taking care of me since young.she've been thr for me when my mother wasnt.i should take care of her de.why am i feeling she's a burden somehow?hate myself.how can i do tt.