hmm..todae was supposed to b doing th dance board deco..but ended up finished quite early..watched national treasure with gladys ruiling edmund aaron shawn..tt show was nice!!but it is so damn damn cold in th cinema lor..i was shivering sia..thn after tt was home sweet home..=D..wonder hw is my gladys jiejie lor..she headache duno ok le mahs..n duno if she feeling better le mahs..JIEJIE JIAYOU..MEIMEI WILL ALWAES B HERE FOR U!!

th past wk..i haf been dancing everyday..except wed..hmm..anw..tt dae is edmund de bdae..so HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO EDMUND=DD..hmm..past 2 days i haf been performing at v.t..hmm..th cosmetic is damn disgusting..make my face so disgusting nw..AHH!!haiix..suan le..n these few days..i came to noe something sad..kena backstab by fren de feeling is so so so hurt..i reali dint expect it to happen..my sis warned me b4..she says some frens r nt true frens..when they betray u..u will noe hw pain it is..nw i noe th pain..it realli hurts so much..thnk god i haf my GLADYS JIEJIE<33 there for me..i luv u 184..u haf been there for me in th past days..i m realli touched..this is true fren..

hmm..todae gt dance agn..hahaz..there seems to b dancing in every post huh..=DD todae we there learnt ma bian..thn my ma bian so heavy..my wrist very pain:(( i realli is getting more n more tired of th hse..i m realli very stressed at this hse..i no longer feel th warmth in this hse..i go dance..thn my dad go scold my mum..in th end they quarrel..make me feel so guilty n xintong for my mum..he succeeded..i decide to quit it..i m alwaes th one hu is making them quarrel..i m th hai ren jing..i hate myself..i m th source of unhappiness in th family..all i do is make them quarrel..wad's th use of me living in this world..i will onli cause more unhappiness..

oops..very long no blog agn..dun say my blog wan rot le hor..i blog le..wakakakz..hmm..these few days bz with dancing..or i should say..my whole holiday i m bz with dancing..haiix..my dancing getting lousier n lousier..hahaz..hmm..as for holiday homework..i still gt all th chi compre haven do!!!arghhh!!die le..anw..haf performance at the end of th month..27 28 29..a dance in th middle of opera performance..wakakaz..srry yanjun meimei..coz everytime u ask me out i also gt dance..srry..n misses!!hahaz..n i miss my darxx lor..everytime she cum my hse we will lk chat for more than an hr lk tt..i tink..i believe me n darxx will b foreva bez frens!!I MUST IMPROVE!!!

whoots!!so long no blog le sia..hey peeps ot there..miss me yeahs??srry for nt blogging for so long..was quite bz..last wk was dance camp!!hahaz..although i cant stay overnite there..but i had great days there..this camp improved my relationship with th dunman gerls..hahaz..they super cute lor..WEIJIA NING LI NAZI JOYLYNN<33..omg..they r 4 cute peeps eh..hahahaz..n had great times with my gladys jiejie..(although most of it are sad ones..)hmm..as for th performance on dec 1..i dint go..coz i went out with my sis..xpPp..i miss them so much..omg..looking forward to saturday de huikuan prac..YEAH!!ltr going huikuan le..so i will end this post here!!

haiix..todae actually need go huikuan practise jiu ji ke de..but hor..my parents dun let..they NEARLY dun let me go huikuan sia..sian..thn kena restricted liao..nw duno still gt dance zuyou dance..thn my jiu ji ke lk shit..omg..studies also lk hell..wah..nxt wk will b bz..monday seveners bbq at bukit batok<33..thn tues huikuan..wed thurs fri skool(plus wed huikuan at nite)..sat huikuan..sunday mayb..OMG..FULLY PACKED..sian diao..haiix..my pathetic taggy box..nobody tagg de..if anyone cums here..PLS PLS TAGG!!

dunno y la..jus hate this sucky family..i seem to alwaes quarrel with them over stupid things lor..with tt UNREASONABLE dad there..alwaes objecting wad i do..everything also wanna interfere..chalet..dance..wad more u wan interfere??i cnnt tahan le la..this stupid family gif me so much stress..everything also gif me stress..y cant they b lk pepsii mum??supportive of her dance career..even praise her in front of laoshi..me leh??object dao siao la..i realli cnnt stand it le..everything in life is so fan..it would b so gd to b dead..

"Are you demanding too much from the people around you right now? If you want more attention, maybe you should pay more attention."
it totally suits my thinking nw..this is quoted frm th frenster horoscope..mayb i realli IS demanding too much frm some person..i realli need some attention..haiix..i dunno la..nw is lk so luan for me lo..with this kinda idiotic result..with this kinda situations around me..
my frens..pls dun leave me..i realli need each n everyone of u nw..i need ur support to carry on anything..without all of ur support..i m gonna brk dwn soon..i realli will..i m realli tired le..tired of simply everything..

thnks alot to qii n zhao..luv both of u lots..created th video of th seveners..I REALLY REALLY MISS 2/7..we've been through thick n thin for 2 yrs..there is competition..we stay united to participate n win..there is scolding..all of us get it..all 40 of us r jus lk bro n sis hu lived tgt for 2 yrs..although some r of different race..all still managed to click n communicate..all th fun we had tgt..SEVENERS WILL ALWAES B REMEMBERED IN MY HARTth memories of th seveners will nvr b forgotten..th best clss i haf ever been to..with all those crappy ppl lk *fadzil*shahari..with cute ppl lk *rudy*joseph..(srry if dint mention ur name..)..with th bunch of cute gerls..my **my darxx..**my honey..all others..thx for all th beautiful memories u haf given me..i dun wanna leave tis clss..i wan to stay as it is..hw i wish we could all jus continue promoting..with th same clss..1/7 go 2/7..2/7 go 3/7..3/7 go 4/7..n we graduate tgt..haiix..ytd was last day..but i dint manage to take foto with th whole clss..hope during hols we haf gathering..n i will take foto take till lk siao de lor..coz tt will b th onli memories left for me..so seveners..PLS PLS turn up for th gathering..if any..

haiix..siianz..my results SUX ok..clss ranking 30/40..wad crap result!thn whole sch ranking 159/240..CRAP!!!such lousy results..it is such a disappointment to myself n also my family..crap lor..put in so much effort..wad comes out are these IDIOT RESULTS..WTH..haiix..thn as for dancing..duno la..tt father of mine keep tok crap there..he jus dun understand hw much i luv dance..so wad is my mum understands..my dad keep nag there..y dun he understand..y he lk to pick on me?coz i stupid?coz my result nt gd?or do i look lk i m someone hu is easily bullied?CRAP LA...aiyo...feel lk bursting into tears le..but hu would ever noe hw i feel..mayb onli my honey n my darrx bah..they r realli th ones hu noe me th best..my family should feel embarrassed..even outsiders noe me better than they do..

todae so damn tired..went for zuyou dance at huikuan..thx ruiling for her doughnut..hahahaz..my back n leg sia..siianz..haiix..i so luan nw sia..duno wad i thinking..so tired of everything sia..todae afternoon went find jiayee..thn go huikuan..gt caught in rain sia..siianz..when i reach huikuan..all drenched..nw abit headache..hahahaz..haiyo..lousy body..die liao la..y m i so stupid..do everything also fail..haiyoyo..siianz..rmb steps so lan..everything also lan de la..

wahahaz..so loong no blog ler..=DD..rotting liao..haiiz..nobody tagg me de..siianz..hahahaz..ltr going hk agn..wed thurs fri n sat..wow..4 days sia..bz..=DD..so bored sia..i luv gong zhu xiao mei lor!!so nice..angela so beautiful..she jus suits tt kinda princess costumes=DD..wu zun also suit those price costume..i luv it..n i also luv dong fang zhu li ye..EXAMS FINALLY OVER..can relax nw..concentrate on my dance career..hahahaz..i DANCE FREAK=D..haiix..tis few says pupil release day so siianz..y dun let me dance frm morning till nite..or let me go skool..at home realli very siianz lor..nth to do de..haiiix..BORED!!

todae was th el paper..okay..gonna fail paper 1 section 1 and paper 2 summary..tt equates to failing el..dead la..if i fail my el..i wun b able to promote??omg..damn scared la..but exam already over le..there is nth i can do actually..haiix..jus blame it on my laziness..i dun read bks..so my vocab lousy till duno lk wad shit..omg..aiya..must strive hard for other subjects..i wan get into thriple sci..n also geog for human..so must strive super hard for maths n sci..n tis 2 subjects r th onli 2 subjects i m interested in..n also geog??haiix..with such poor results..can i achieve tt??i dun think so..=((

i cnnt believe even my best fren starts to lose trust in me..she realli made me so disappointed..i told her all of my things..yet she still dun believe me..wad th hell la..nth to do issit..everytime think of tis kinda stupid things..go think for all u wan la..i nt gonna gif a damn for u anymore..listen..it is ANYMORE!!if u ever get to tis blog..c tis..u dun even trust me..forgt it..a frenship without a trust is jus nth..i was helping u all th way n u nw u dun trust me..fine..thn dun ever..n as u wish..i will leave tt person alone..so u wun gt scared in th hell out of no where..

todae first lesson wad CD period..hahaz..talked abt CYBERBULLYING..lols..bo liao topic..thn maths..ANOTHER PAPER AGN!!omg..everyday gif us one paper..do until gonna die le la..haiyo..thn HE th guys cook..thn gerls do their own work..so i managed to finish paper 1..hee..thn geog..same old thing..MINDMAP!!): sian diao lor..thn she go through th focus for geog for EOY..EL was peer-marking th compo..after skool went SWIMMING!!it was damn tired sia..my leg was damn tired lor..trap water for very long time..thn at time gt cramp also..dint do warm-ups b4 goin dwn to swim..so actually is quite dangerous la..thn no bring goggles..cnnt swim freestyle..onli can swim breaststroke...after tt went back to skool for MT wk de thing..th karaoke..mandy n gekteng pro sia..their 'si lu'..omg..they jus super pro lor..after all tt..HOME SWEET HOME(:

AHH!!my leg very pain..='( jus nw laoshi wanted me to demo?!?!?!thn she used too much strength i guess??thn my leg there gt th 'crack' sound..both legs..nt one leg!!alamak..hw to walk tml??i nw sit crossing my leg also pain lor..can u imagine th pain??shit la..tml gt dance leh..haiix..hw m i gonna do jibengong??haiix..haf to rest my leg for a few wks..b4 it heals..i shouldnt do difficult jibengong..

haiix..these few days at home slacking..ARRGGHH!!alot of homework arhs..die le la..dun think will b able to finish it sia..die le la..tml gt huikuan sia..yeah!!!onli danciing can make me happy..free me frm unhappiness..=DD i luv danciing..danciing is my life..if u noe me well enough..u will noe hw imptnt dance is to me..VERY imptnt..hahaz..will try to finish my h/w..so as to shut my family frm saying danciing ruin my life n studies..=DD

ltr goin huikuan to learn sha??hmm..i cnnt everytime go on sunday de lor..is coz nxt wk holiday tt y can go todae lor..normal sundays dun think can go sia..die le la..sunday clss is all super pro de huikuan seniors..haiix..haven go alreadi feel th stress le..all so pro one..thn me leh??dance lk shit de..OMG!!ltr gonna meet gladys jiejie(ftp) at tpy..thn we go eat le thn go huikuan tgt:)))..hahaz..she very gd de..n i alwaes pour out my troubles to her de..n th poor her haf to listen to all my troubles..i think frens around me is very kelians..esp. very gd with me de..coz they will b bothered by me..LOLS!!

ytd went to huikuan in th afternoon..thn dance n all tt..th bai shou i gt a few steps nt very sure..but i can rmb almost all of it..thn as for th jiu ji ke..eh..can cope la..tt is all i can say..hmm..i cnnt stand my danciin lor..it realli sux lor..compare me with just any of th huikuan ppl..n i will lose..i cnnt even do handstand..ALAMAK!!so lousy!!haiix..siianz..thn after tt went KFC to eat..thn went home..

todae CD lesson..sat wit ht..thn chat chat chat..thn mr cheong look at me..thn i smile n turn away..xpPp..hahahaz..thn MUSIC..lols..ng c.j. late sia..let us wait so long..thn MATHS..left abit time onli..all coz of ng c.j. ..all her fault..waste our precious time..LOLS..hmm..thn DNT..finally gt abit shape out of th cardboard..did a littlt bit things onli la..haf alot more to go..thn GE..haiix..tt lesson is another no use lesson..EL..mrs yeo very gd..let us haf free time lor..she say all we needa do is jus keep quiet n b seated..=DD..after skool..RAINING!!!so no swimming..thn me n darxx while walking to cwp..was playing with water lor..we seem so much lk small kids sia..we kicking water to each other..thn in th end..both of us de skool shoes are wet lor..LOLS..she is so much lk a small kid..she c water..thn so excited..=DD..tml ACES day n cher' day celebration..i can predict tt it will b a very fun day..coz can meet pri skool frens after skool..thn th dance for ACES day..erm..is quite... ...hahaz..xpPp

wednesday
skooling..MT..th other grps present..thn PE..gerls V.S. bois..hahaz..after recess is EL n EM..thn after skool is DANCE!!!omg..i suffered so much pain sia..whole body pain lor..haiix..i must improve..I MUST IMPROVE!!!haf to improve my STUDIES n DANCE!!!

wahahahaz..my blog is ROTTING le wor??hee..finally exams over ler..so gt time to blog le..srry peeps hu cum here very often..i try my best to blog more often kays..hmm..todae home econs paper..gonna FLUNK it..DEAD!!hahs..hmm..thn gt back MATHS paper todae..hmm..PASSED IT!!miraculously..hahaz..21/25..first time sia..tml morning haf to wake up early..coz gonna buy ingredients wit jiahui..yueqii..huitiing..xinliing..should b lk tt la..gt add ppl anot i duno..wah..todae dance i over-stretched le lor..whole body ache nw..n i was so STUPID todae..i was kicking th back leg..thn my hand gt kicked by my leg..thn INTERNAL BLEEDING!!but nt very serious though..everytime left leg de fault de..last sat i kicked th huikuan mirror sia..when kicking th back leg agn..thn everyone was lk laughing at me??so MALU!!todae dance..practised all th turnings..making me feel lk puking..with dizzy spells even after chi dance end..hahaz..very jialat lor..thn todae was practising 'sha'..th syf 2009 dance..all i can say is..tt my danciin skills sux lk duno wad lor..i cnnt even do th steps of th dance properly..i m jus lousy..haiix..i wanna learn th dance 'xiang qin'..so NICE!!SUPER DUPER NICE sia..but th dance nice i dance thn nt nice ler..hahaz..my danciin skills jus sux ok..i muz realli improve on my studies n dance..JIAYOU MEIXIA..U CAN DO IT!!!=DDD

whoots..peeps..srry for nt updating my blogs yeah??busy lately..jus came back frm camp on fri..thn sat gt performance at civic there..thn sunday is slackin all th way at home..resting..hee..so nw i post..th DANCE CAMP was SUPER FUN!!we stayed up till quite late..everyday 2++ or 3++ thn slp..morning 7++ wake up..hahaz..we had great time there yeahs??at nite play play laugh laugh..hahaz..lols..th last nite was super funny sia..we laughed all th way..for more than 15 mins i think??can u imagine..laughed for so long..n jaws bcum numb liao..but gt ppl say"my numbs r jaws" wor..tt made us laughed even more..jus had a super great time there lo!!lols..funny hor??'my numbs r jaws'..=X..nth much to blog le bah..haf a great hol peeps!!

ytd we went huikuan learn th dance..IT IS SUPER DUPER FUN U NOE!!hahaz..lols..VERY VERY fast..erm..gt abit cnnt catch up..xpPp..but i will TRY MY BEST N MORE to dance better..hee..wah..ytd scare us sia..liting n jiamin went to buy bread or something..thn they were OUT OF REACH!!!we thot something happened to them u noe..SO WORRIED!!hahaz..ltr still goin huikuan..but jiamin nt goin..she goin celebrate her grandma bdae or something in malaysia i think..I MISS JIAMIN<33..xpP..hahaz..troubles trouBLES TROUBLES!!!omg..so fann lo..xp

hmm..long time no post..everytime so long thn blog once..hahaz..omg!!i m broke lo..2 more days to hang..omg..lmaos..y ppl lk to keep things frm me de??m i nt so trustworthy to all of u tt u all chose to tell everything to others than tellin me??i shouldnt haf came home so early..i m so bored at home..nth to do..I WAN TO GO OUT!!!hahaz..lols..haiix..i wan dwnld audition..but my sis dun let..coz my com de anti-virus expire liao..thn she scared ltr com gt virus during dwnld-ing..siianz lo..I WAN PLAY!!!haiix..cn anione help me sort out wad i m thinkin??my whole mind is in a whirl nw..n i jus cnnt sort it out..haiix..very siianz la..getin back papers earliest on thurs??i will b DEAD thn..i sure gonna fail lotsa subjects de..as for oral..even if i haf 10 life also nt enough to die..hahaz..lols..xpp

wahaha..lols..long time no blog le..nw gonna blog..i m gonna FLUNK th past 3 papers(sci,eng,hmt)..I M GONNA B DEAD!!skool work is piling higher n higher everyday..i m holding them till i m very tired..it is super heavy for me!plus some other problems i haf..i m super TROUBLED these days lo!hw i wish i could return to pri skool..where there is no troubles..n jus FUN!!but..bein stupid..i rather rmb all th troubles..they r my memories..i dun wish to forgt any..no matter if it is happy or sad..they r still my memories..MEMORIES R MEANT TO B KEPT..NT FORGOTTEN!!..i think i will continue to wait..i will always b waiting..although i noe wad th ending will b..hw hurting th ending will b..but i will continue to do so..it may seem stupid to some ppl..but it is th truth..

we gt GOLD..frankly..was quite disappointed lo..coz oni gt gold..hw i wish we gt GOLD WITH HONOURS..really sad..but i tried my best le..hope others also did..well..since th result is alreadi out..there's nth i can do anymore..cn oni wait for th nxt syf..2 yrs ltr..hahaz..

SYF!!omg..when i was at th waiting area in th morning..i feel tt i m trembling all over..i m really SUPER DUPER scared lo..thn went in there to wait..i was SUPER DUPER nervous..but..when it was abt my turn..i keep calmin myself dwn by askin myself to treat it as dancin in skool..in th end..i RELAXED!!thn i went out of curtain there with SUPER BIG SMILEXX!!i found tt dancing on stage,,th time pass faster..but during practice..it seems to b nvr ending..jus nw when music start..i jus unknowingly danced all th step..lk unconsciously dancing lk tt..thn i suddenly thot when it was abt to end during th 1st part..tt hw cum th music lk so fast..my steps r unknowingly done to almost 3/4 of it..overall everything was alrite..oh ya..n i saw my pri skool fren,DIANNELOH..hahaz..her skool de item seemed very cute..but as it is b4 me..thn didnt gt to c..thn saw anderson sec de..was findin NGSUHUI!!but CNNT FIND!!her skool gt one very pro leh..fal dwn thn she still kept her smilexx there n continued to 'ban' th legs up..showed PROFFESIONALISM!!hahaz..wahaha..on th way back on bus..we ate mac..coke,fries,mchicken!!omg..it tastes heavenly to one hu was hungry for th whole day!!i onli drank a cup of milo in th morning n ate a sandwich in dance studio..hahaz..lols..band n choir gt SILVER!!wad do all of u think chi dance will gt??either GOLD/GOLDWHONOURS??i duno lehs..th result will b out tml!!

wahaha..oops..long time no post le..todae i post a SUPER DUPER long one k??hahaz..TML SYF!!0h my shit!!i SUPER DUPER scared sia..i scared i cnnt dance well..i m LOUSIEST among th 6 ppl..haiix..i scared i harm th whole dance grp cnnt get gold(honours)..wad if..i mean WAD IF i fall dwn or do some movements wrong??WAD IF i m th cause of us nt being able to achieve gold(honours)..I M REALLY SUPER NERVOUS LO..well..tml will b th BIG N IMPORTANTfor all th RS chi dancers..all mus jiayou jiaYOU JIAYOU k??gif our BEST N MORE in th competition yeahs,dancers?u guys rox my life ok??hahaz..i luv all chi dance ppl..all of them rox!!all dance soo gd sia..everyone mus rmb to SMILEXX tml k??=DD..thx for everyone hu encouraged me..lex,huilin,jiayee,jiafeng,hanis..thx to all hu encouraged me..srry if i mised out anybody..oh ya..nearly missed out my cousin..thx very much for all th encouragement given..hahaz..lotsa thanx to all ok..cn anyone tell me wad i m thinkin??i m really sot or something??cn anione tell me if wad i m doin is rite??i cnnt tell if wad i m doin is rite or wrong..

wahahaha..long time no post le..xPP..so siianz..tml goin back skool agn..i haven rest enough yet..th weekend seemed lk nth to me..my h.w. gt some nt due tml de..so nvr do..tml gt chi. dance..tues n wed also..i scared i cnnt cope with my skool h.w...i understand we r nt very gd..need ALOT of practice..(esp. me..)but..skool work is also quite impt..i will try my best to balance skool work n dancing de..hahaz..i wun ever try to find any reasons to pon dance..i think tt's stupid..if u r trying to find reasons to pon dance..y nt quit chi. dance??since u dun feel lk cumin..jus wan find reasons to pon..y nt jus quit??dun even haf to cum..I HATE PPL HU TRY TO PON DANCE!!valid reason de i think hai hao..but valid reason onli include-nt feelin well,MC,injuries..wahaha..to me la..to others mayb nt lk tt?hahaz..i duno..n i dun wanna noe..

hmm..thurs when dancing i cried..i jus cnnt control..i noe i lousy..i damn lousy de lo..vocab quiz gt onli 1/10..lousy bahs..i guess u cnnt find anyone 'beta' thn me le..y m i born so stupid??it's lk dancing thn i will feel nervous..thn my dancing will b lk SHIT!!**but i nt nervous also dance lk shit**hahaz..lols..=))i duno wad to do with myself..studies lk SHIT..dancing still lk SHIT..i tried my BEST!!but i still cnnt do it..wad's th problem with me??cn anyone tell me??i will CHIONG all th way in term 2..i will try MY BEST N MORE!!rmb??th skool motto..i mus strive hard..i wanna b th first in clss..if in th skool is best..but i think i cnnt..WISHFUL THINKING onli laa..all tt i haf thot is WISHFUL thinking..

wahahaha..hols..=))..siianz..todae ah ma nt feelin well..haf to stay at home lors..cnnt go out..dey all go bowlin sia..hahaz..but i dunno hw to play..so nt gg..hahaz..stuck at home..very siianz sia..hahaz..homework piling up..omg!!gg to die!!hahaz..lols..hmm..should i go huii guann??aggrhh!!cn anyone tell me..if tis lousy dancer should go huii guann..lk tt lk bu zi liang li lo..i t00 lousy..cher dun wan me..thn i still go..=((..but go liao i will scared lehs..coz ltr very late thn cum back..WAD SHOULD I DO??haiix..pls leave a tag to tell me yeahs,ppl??

wohoo..long time no blogg le..hahaz..todae morning went tuu play bball with my cousins..thn cousin fell dwn..soo sad..xin tong nehs..hahaz..thn my leg gt BLISTERS..pain sia..haiix..still deciding whether to go huii guann learn tt SYF opening dance anot..coz cher nvr call me..is i wan learn de..but..i nt every lesson cn go..if i go my aunt hse..thn i gonna skip..i scared cher think i irresponsible..but i realli haf to go my aunt de hse for some important things..but i also realli wanna learn tt dance..wad should i do??i dun wan ppl think i irresponsible..but i cnnt skip tt too..cn anyone tell me wad i should do??gif me sum advice cn??realli so FAN..but i realli wan learn de..i m too lousy liao..tt's y cher nvr choose me..resultin in tis dilema..i sux ok..my dance,jibengong,looks,results all LAN!!aiya..i m lousiest in EVRYTHING!!simply EVERYTHING..

today SUPER tired de lo..i tell u all..hl..do th brisk walk..so tired..thn after hl is pe..i haf to run 2.4km(3 rounds ard skool)..coz last wk gt chi. dance..cnnt sweat..todae all playing thn we running..i should haf ran last wk..jus dun care n run..thn tis wk can play capt. ball..yeah!!i nvr fail..so nxt wk no need run..can play capt. ball..=))..17 mins leh..hahaz..i noe it is nt very fast..but at least i dun fail..i gastric suddenly pain thn i still carry on chiong-ing..quite worth it..even if i faint i also wan run..train stamina..thn th real 2.4km will run faster than 17 mins..=))..thn after recess..dance..we dance th dance thn i keep forgt th last part..i m jus a useless bum..n also a lazy bum..i m realli super duper lousy..n also stupid..thn sci..siianz de lo..after skool gt tt chi. test..th compre n self evaluation..i die le laa..sure fail de..lk i say..i m LOUSY!!i hate myself..i realli do..i realli cnnt find any gd points of me lo..nt even one..i m realli very shi bai..to b a person without any gd points..hahaz..thn go buff hse gamble..xP..erm..thn chiong back for chi. dance..hee..thn is lk chattin all th way..no chi. dance..lmaos..hahaz..lols..

bloggin abt ytd de things..ytd is the 2nd day of cny..i should haf been happy..coz we play mahjong(lose money frm top,nvr even win once) n poker(win back own money)..thn my relative came..one of my cousin study in th same clss as my another cousin(closer to me)..i ten th cousin very much..coz he very gd..th other one is no contact with ME..hahaz..thn my cousin(closer to me) always say tt th other cousin face red red de..meaning:pimpled-face..thn i was thinkin hw cum he lk tt huh..hahaz..think he gt ABIT bad..hahaz..but ytd tt other cousin came..startin to speak bad abt the cousin i ten very much..she say he always talk in clss..n everything..coz my cousin(th closer one) is a vegetarian,n he is 'botak' in a sense..coz he always cut away his hair..he is used to tis hairstyle liao..tt he cannt change..thn tt gerl say tt behind his back,when they say 'botak',thn all will noe hu they r toking abt..thn is lk she say wad:he is th onli vegetarian in th clss,botak very ugly..i very angry lo..i feel lk rebutting her..but tis is cny period..tt y i nvr say much back..n one more thing..SHE DUN BUY PRESENTS FOR HER FRENZ!!N SHE LOSE TO HER GRANDPA DUN PAY $$..walao..thn is lk she say wad aiya..is frm hart de..no need buy..ya i agree..but at least a small token or something rite??thn she say botak ugly..thn i rebutt her saying:botak suits him wad..he look SO handsome to me..i realli think he is handsome wad..he think she very pretty meh??so DA XIAO JIE..ask her try some vegetarian food she say eee..nt nice de..she dun wan..thn her mum was saying she very choosy in food..fish nt fresh she dun wan liao..she think eat alot of meat gd meh??eat alot of meat thn u will haf merit when u die..believe it or not..n i wanna try to convert to vegetarian..me n my sis all wan try..but jus cnnt..mayb we gt use to eatin meat le bahs..i duno..i wanna try to eat vegetarian on 1st n 15th of lunar calendar..i 1st of lunar calendar nvr eat meat leh..coz my ah ma tell me todae first..eat vege..SO ANGRY WITH HER..SPEAK ILL OF MY COUSIN!!HW I WISH I DUN EVER C HER AGN LO!!hahaz..post beta things laa..hua yang shao nian shoa nv bery nice lehs..wu zun super shuai lo..i c him thn so high lo..coz he too shuai to b true..at first i tot tt wang dong cheng looks beta..but nw..wu zun surpass him liao..hahaz..wu zun rox!!!haix..hahaz..havin blog so gd..pour out all my sadness..unhappiness..happiness..anger..aiya..jus all..=))feel much beta after bloggin thse things..=))n ppl..if cum my blog..pls leave a tag or something can??my tagboard is super pathetic..stop on valentines day leh..when nw is cny..hahaz..lols..byesss!!!

wahaha..todae is new yr eve..tonite 12 goin over to neighbour de hse to bai nian..hahaz..=))..receive angbaos..i went to buy white color de nail polish jus nw..very nice..luv it so much lo..=))..look quite alrite with it..ytd i forgt post something..i was climbing th things at th back of th pri skool..thn i jump dwn..my leg hit th volleyball put net tt metal thingy..pain ehs..black blue!!abit swollen..kelians rite??gt ppl xin tong me mahs?hope chinese new yr can receive lotsa hongbaos..

the performance todae rox manz..although i was trembling coz i scared..but quite fun actually..was th performance alrites??i think it would b beta without me lo..coz mayb i m th one hu ruin the dance..i m t00 lousy..so srry..was on th stage..thn when th finale..saw peckyong on th stage..=))..we chat at th back there..coz th cher all block us frm th audience..hahaz..th chuan ge was sort of a success..beta thn th practice..=))..i think..th costume is quite SEXY..thn gif the mandarin orange to the cher..i gif de cher all is teach me de..mr cheong,my form cher..thn mdm huang,th chinese cher..thn i gif mrs pang n mrs singh th ornage..omg..so scary!!i trembling all over..me so lmaos..hee..

hellos everyone..=))..todae sooo tired lo..go skool..thn th lessons(boring)..thn after skool go practise chuan ge..coz performing tml mahs..very nervous..hope i can dance well tml..tml meeting pri skool frenz for gathering at cwp..jus nw dance the SYF item for the VP..dunno hw to spell her name laa..n mdm ho..thn is lk we r th last grp to dance..b4 us was modern,malay n indian..stress..when th guys dance through halfway,th music suddenly stopped!!!thn we haf to restart agn..hahaz..after tt all go back..we continue with our chuan ge..i realli think we improved le lo..coz i think i realli put in alot of effort..so wad if i dance nt nice..i noe i nt gd..ji ben gong,dance also nt gd..but..edmund is rite..i put in whole of my effort,i m satisfied if i try my best!!i will continue to work hard..jiayoumeixia!!hahaz..jiayou to every other ppl t00!!hee..todae at debate i sux ok..omg..they say i very soft..but i scared mahs..but i reach 3 mins lo..sooo happy..hee..

hellos everyone..HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!todae had a super fun dae..thanx jiamin baobeixx..for givin me the lollipop..peckyong darx de mentos..pouing de mentos..laoshi de chocolate..hahaz..received the first rose of my life today??thanx lotsa..=)))..hahaz..thn todae chinese dance dance th chuan ge..i sooo scared i haf to wear fake hair lo!!hahaz..in th end cher say no need!!!hahaz..lols..so happi..after skool went to buy graph paper n ferrero rocher..haiix..so siianz..reach home at abt 7++..thn th show super nt nice..lookin forwrd to fri..i mean both th performance n gg back to wdp!!mrs leong,i m cuming back!!!hahaz..lols..

haiix..die liao..lotsa self-prac. to do lo..tml gt dance,tues gt dance,wed gt dance..then thurs haf to pass up liao..i think haf to wake up early on 1 of these 3 days to do homework..the mood is nt here yet..the new yr mood..think coz even valentines haf maths test..tt's y dun realli haf the mood..mayb haf to wait till fri..mon:geog test,tues:his test,wed(valentines):maths test..kelians rite..i jus rmb it in th weekend..tt time ms christine ask..thn i onli rmb tt valentines day tt test..coz very cham..kelians dao~..hahaz..lols..ee..i wan go back wdp on fri to take hongbao..xP..hahaz..we tell cher dun cheat us liao..tt time gif us the choco coin..hahaz..tis time we wan real hongbao horxx!!!xD..tons of h.w. is piling on top of me..i m suffocatin..n oh ya!!nxt wk debate..die liao laa..i haven rite que card..lmaos..aggrhhh!!=(((

wahaha..todae so siianz..jus nw went to my aunt's hse to gif her the pineapple tarts n some biscuits we made..then went cwp..ah ma went to mini bits to buy necklace??hahaz..lols..so funny lo..thn i went to buy a BROWN-coloured hair band..blahs..thn i was coughin lk hell..haiix..so siianz..haven heal..kelians rite??hahaz..4 days to valentines..hee..i counting dwn for everyone..c..i so gd..i wan join hui guan lehs..but my WHOLE FAMILY objects..reason:1.$$$ 2.studies..siianz..my ah ma,aunt,dad,mum,sis all OBJECTS VIOLENTLY..hahaz..lols..hw i wish valentines dun fall on wed..CCA day lo..so siianz..hahaz..but i tis kinda ppl dun haf rites to haf valentines??hahaz..lols..dunno laa..haiya..super FAN!!!Aggrhhhh!!hahaz..ngsuhui u also very lame lo..suddenly call to say tt lame lame thing..hahaz..lols..

sooo tired..haiix..todae gt dance practice..scared leh..tml gt SYF rehearsal..i scared i dance wrong or sth..then ltr cher scold..xP..i t00 stupid liao..todae after dance went to mos with bear jiafeng jiaminbaobeixx jiaengalgal jiayeehoney melissa n szeling..hahaz..laughin all the way..but i haf to leave earlier than all others..so siianz..im sure i missed lotsa stuffs..hahaz..lols..lotsa h.w...die liao..but lucky tml no lesson..SO LUCKY!!

k..nw is boggin abt ytd..omg..ytd almost whole clss sick..me cough n flu..peck was sick till very jialat..was very worried for her..vomitted alot of time ytd..i very xin tong lehs..dardarxx..mus get well soon k..then huiting also sick until quite jialat..but nt as bad as peck de laa..still gt lots..xinling jiayeehoney denzel shenghao..n ya..zhao yi..nvr cum skool leh..joseph xin tong???hahaz..i duno laas..xP..ytd sent peck home to her hse door..coz i worried ltr she faint halfway back home..hahaz..so i sent her back home..hahaz..i her bf..xP..oomg..i found these days i everytime say liao then i haf the tendency to say wad did i say jus nw??hahaz..so stupid laa..me..in short..the whole clss sick ytd..xintong my besties hu were sick..ALL MUS GET WELL SOON HORXX!!!

i m going to blog abt thurs de things..hahaz..after skool went back to celebrate mrs leong de bdae with my HEAVY BAG..bought a choco cake for her..it was nice..then we chatted..chat with mrs leong n huisze suhui qianni jessie n the guys..then lester is lk jus shi lian lk tt..sitting there at mac..so so cold..hahaz..gu du lao ren..then i duno y hor..think is infuenced by the clss de lame-ness tt y keep crack LAME jokes..hahaz..lols..

hahaz..jus nw tt one is ytd de..nw is todae de..went to ppy hse to do the pbl..hahaz..we were tokin abt something..which maybe most ppl wun noe..so i wun say le..then we went to buy bubbletea..then went up to continue doin..then the microsoft word of ppy de hse cannt open!!!omg!!then we were doin maths h.w..haiya..then went up to my hse..chatted with ppy abt something(secret lehs xD)..then came back do h.w..then watch tv..i wan faster sat then can go hui guan..xD..i wan go do the ji ben gong lehs..train my flexibility..but duno can anot..jia yee say can lehs..coz ytd melissa went for it..realli can mahs??scared ltr cannt paiseh lehs..xP..hahaz..lols..

i wanna post abt ytd..went to meet min baobei en deardear n meiling..went mac eat..actually wanna celebrate with ting de..coz her bdae..but she didnt turn up..so sad..then went for neoprints lehs..hahaz..lols..i so ugly..ruined the pictures..hahaz..lols..then after tt then we go hui guan..hahaz..fun lehs..wanna join lo..but mummy dun let wor..sad seh..there always very fun de..especially c the suyue jiejie n yufeng jiejie..hahaz..they very cute wor..kawaiiine..xP..but 8++ then can go..eat until 9++..then saw mummy on the train..hahaz..thanx to min en jia yee n all others hu accompanied me ytd..thanx for nt ps'ing me..<33 all of u n the KZB..all gaf me concern..thanx very much..SPECIAL THANX TO:baobeixx deardear honey!!!<3333 184

wah sianz leh today..found out tt tml needa go hui guan..there is gd n bad laa..gd is can practise chuan ge,get out of house on sat..but bad is coz homework gt lots,ltr too late i dun dare go home..hahaz..lols..very timid hor??xP..hahaz..sianz..dunno tml wanna go with hu lehs..dunno can go with jia yee anot lo..ltr go too early the nth to do..haiya..dunno laa..sianz..

todae went on learning journey lo!!quite sianz bah actually..went to otah factory..the thai style de otah was SUPER DUPER NICE MAN!!!bought 3 normal de..4 thai style de..hahaz..lols..nice nice..but very far lo..at joo chiat lehs..far bahs??hee..aiyo..todae i thot i forgt bring geog wb then tt ezzuan n denzel keep scaring me,say wad gt pink form..hahaz..but luckily it is in the locker..hee..xP..

todae super tiring manz..ran the netball court for 6 minutes lo!!wah..long rite..till nw my leg still gt abit wobbly lo..hahaz..todae de HL didnt even haf a drop of sweat..hahaz..laughing all the way..bought new phone on tues..but onli started using todae..=)nokia 6233..so happi lo..gt cable lehs!!omg..can upload my photos into com?!?xP..dun wan la..ltr ppl call me zi lian kuang..hahaz..lols..so sianz lo..on wed nite onli slp 4 hrs..coz i thot haf to pass up on the nxt day..then do till 12 then slp..nxt day 4++ wake up..but go skool then find out the chi. not tt day pass up..sianz..lmaos..waste my slping time..i love my new phone!!especially the pouch tt i put it in..pooh bear der lehs..my favorite pooh bear!!!hahaz..lols..

WoW..long time since i blog..but i think nobody would wanna come c my blog..hahaz..lols..i dunno..h/w seems lk cannt finish de lo..so much hw to finish wor..die liao le laa..haix..so sianz..was sick the past 2 days..saturday fever..then cough n flu since then till nw still haven recover..ON DIET!!!hahaz..lols..so dun try to come use food to come n ying you me hor..hahaz..lols..

wow..long time no blog le wor..haix..todae is cca open hse..wah..weather so hot sia..under the hot sun we haf to gif out flyers lo..sianz..but thinkin nxt yr will haf new juniors comin in..think quite worth it lo..hee..tired eh!!wah..luckily no h/w..then cum back can rest lo..hahaz..lols..