I will learn to be strong..
I'm nvr gonna be hurt by u agn
My heart is rly tired
Seems lk it's gonna stop beating..
After this post I'm nt gonna tink abt u anymore
I'm gg to move on my life
And let some other guy heal my wounds
I wun be stupid enough to hurt myself agn and agn
Gonna keep my tears away and be strong
Be prepared to see th armored me!

Result is out..th one left behind is me..
Perhaps it's ur fault,perhaps it's mine,but it's no longer impt
U're nt th only one who hate the situation
I'm tired of it as well
We kept on chasing after each other
End up hurting each other
Maybe u're right
We should be lk tt
4 yrs le,time rly flies
Time to put it down
I haf to learn
I shouldn't be an ostrich
I tot by nt tinking,it fades off
But th moment I see u,my wound tears
It bleeds and th cut gets deeper
Guess we're rly nt fated bah
Nobody else can miss each other as much as we do..

Wad should I do?
When I finally convinced myself on th right thing to do
U came to talk to me
My mind gt fucked up once again
I dunno how should I face u
Wad kind of feeling I should haf when I see u
I can't put u down
Need time..
Took me 3yrs and I failed terribly..

Haix why must fate let me see you in sch today?
I rly cnnt take it tt we haf to go pass each other lk acquaintance
I dunno wad to do
I can't forget us,I rly can't
But wad can I do?
We are nw in th situation when we cnnt do anything to salvage our situation
If we're fated we will be tgt de bah?

Cant believe I was actually crying at dance and after dance
U tot I was meeting my bf,and know what?
I was meeting my Carmen to brk down and cry in front of them
And dint noe I would actually meet u guys at mrt thr
Perhaps I shouldn't even say hi thn I would save myself all th anger and stuff

Haix I guess I caused quite alot of commotion on twitter
Perhaps th beat thing I could ever do would be staying at th current situation
I can't afford to hurt him agn
And maybe u can move on ur life as well bah
This may be a better situation
And pls la u guys dunno anything can dun comment anot?
U guys dunno how much hurt I've been through
So u haf no stand to comment abt anything
I noe diff side cfm haf diff story la,
Pls try to uds th other party's situation as well

I realised I'm a bitch!
I can't make up my mind on wad to do..
I hurt him before I dun wish to hurt him
But I just can't stop tinking abt our past.
Why must heaven do this to me??
I dunno wad to do
I rly wished u made a decision tt day,
Thn I wun be stucked in such a situation.ur frens are right
I suck I'm a terrible woman
I left u thr for so long,I shouldn't expect anything else

Have been very long ever since I last posted..
I'm back at hk to dance,to pursue my dream
But first day back I have been crying lk crazy
Coz of u agn !
When can I not care abt u??
Everytime I can't put u down,I only bring hurt to myself
I can't put down everything between us..
I tried really hard
First time I failed I put den my dignity and went back to u
End up my heart was smashed agn into pieces
Thr's alr alot of scar,it is alr shattered
U chose to hurt it once again
Despite all th hurt,I sill dint manage to put down us
But u disappoint me agn and agn
U can't stay faithful at all
Why can't u surprise me with some sincerity and true love?
Or issit tt u dun haf it tt's why u cant show?
U fucking bastard!
Fucking flirt!
With ur flirtatious character,doubt no woman will stay by u for long!
At least,not as stupid as how I was !
To love u for a yr plus,and bring myself three yr plus
I've seen through u,TOTALLY