and to my fren:
pls be strong my fren
he's just a bastard
dun be unhappy over him
coz no point
im sorry i dint stop th tragedy from happening
so all i can do is be here for u
everything is over now
lead ur life strong
let him noe tt losing u is his sun shi
ur frens are all here for u
JIAYOU!

went out to chinatown with laopo yyl zizhao!
had feng ji at people's park complex:D
thn went to chinatown point to buy yl de ring
thn ginsoon joined
pei him eat mac
thn we all go town
meet yq mj buy presents(:
okay thn walked from somerset to orchard
thn back to wdl meet snm peeps
had dinner at 136 zichar
thn meet mummy at interchange come back
tml potluck at yq hse!!!<3

haix.lotsa things happened today
ah ma pissed me off in afternoon
now a bastard tt hurt my fren
bastard,let me tell u this
u better watch out
walk dun fall down
cross road dun kena bang
cross custom dun kena rob
ride motor dun kena accident
eat dun choke dao
when using fire,pls dun be careful
hope th fire burns ur ass off!

ytd night oovoo with carmen melville galvan jasper till 3
thn slp and wake up at 6
omg.such a long day today
nearly died-_-
in sch keep kena disiao thanks to carmenkee
thn end sch le come back with gF and ben
ben look like a zi bi kid la!
haha oh thn saw jinkai at pending station
so back tgt
thn went to swim with snm peeps
too long nvr swim + lao liao
muscles pain
and sorta stretched my back muscles,causing pain now
thn went 167 eat dinner and back home!!
tired tired tired

did cprog in th morning
sat thr for hrs trying to do tt one qn
and ite still cnnt do
damn sian la!
thn went sch for s&w
at least today was quite fun.haha
coz of th interaction i guess
thn end le meet dade
back to cwp
meet laopo yyl zizhao
and ben joined
they had mac
i had waffle for dinner-_-
okay thn pool at wdl checkpoint thr
and back home
srsly hate cprog!!!
im dying!!

compro as usual.
super stress la sian
dunno how to do everything
went to bukit timah market thr eat lunch with classmates agn
they super dirty!
and super funny as well!(:
hmm now back to sch with them
guys playing dota
girls doing nth
ltr gg gF hse makan tomyam!!
i so LOVE her mum la!<3

why do i haf such irritating family?
they super psychotic lo
bian tai one
always yi shen yi gui
shen jing bing la!

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sch once agn
end le came back with gF
thn went cwp meet laopo
wanted to find tarot cards
but all not nice one
so walk walk
gt sth frm more than words
bought th SAME notebook agn-_-
thn went gF biaojie hse after tt see pangmei!
had lei cha thr
quite nice!!^^
thn homed

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wanted to wake up at 9
end up waking up at 9.15-_-
thn bathe le come out
everyone say my pants make me look lk i come frm india-_-
okay thn end sch le went canteen 2
eat liao went to play pool<3
my classmates are soooooo cute
I LOVE THEM!(:
thn meet erjie at cck for pizzahut
was super late
at first meet 6 at marsiling
thn she text wrong tell me meet 6.50
so i stayed awhile longer at pool thr
thn she miss called me 19times
and asked me go settle dinner myself
thn i told her she tell me 6.50 de
thn she realise she told me wrong time
so she waited at pizzahut for me
with 2 person's share of food
she said she looked lk an idiot
HAHAHAHA
okay thn we got down at marsiling walk home
see alot ppl lining up
i asked erjie 'are they humans?=x'
thn after tt see they were actually queueing up for bus
she was telling me 'dint u see them disappearing?'
dumb sister i haf-_-
well and here i am home(:

hmm out for breakfast with gF and family
mac breakfast!!
thn after tt walk around cwp
got a pair of ear stud AGAIN
and a ear piercing!!
ok thn back to 167
me mj kh slacked thr 5hrs to wait for laopo
thn kena bully by tt lesliepek
omg im fat!
im gg on diet soon=D
thn went cwp see swimming suit
and back for dinner
steamboat alone with er jie.LOL

u went out early in th morning
dint even ask us out for breakfast
when i go out haf breakfast with ppl and stay outside
u complain say ur off day i nvr pei u
thanks for tt
and nw u're gg out to sing agn,when im home
wow!so much for not pei-ing u
back for steamboat
when i reach home
everyone else finished
LOL
wad a family
mayb it's my fault for reaching late bah
well..i dun gif a damn to eating with u all
zzz

and u!
asshole
u treated me lk a puppet right?
wanna text jiu text
dun wan jiu dun text
and till today thn i noe
i was more than 90% right abt me being used by u as a puppet
u sucker!

out to town with laopo today.
only bought anklet and ear studs
for her is bracelet and ear studs
thn ate dingtaifung!<3
walk walk thr thn came back meet snm peeps
went chongpang eat zichar
damn nice!!<3
thn went to northpoint and back to adm
sat at food court waste abit time
and here i am back home!hehe
tml wan go jog lei
hope im nt too lazy to do so=x

early in morning kena stuck in jam for abt 1hr

damn sian!!

thn lesson

failed my prac test

had retest with my cher helping me half th paper-_-

okay thn end and went home with gF

her mum nvr cook her dinner

so we ate

lester issac hangwei zhenyu joined(:

crapped thr

tt stupid leslie say i fat le

sadded):

conclusion:zhenyu super bian tai!-_-

thn back to woodgrove find snm peeps

ate durians!

thn walked to cwp with them

and took bus back-_-

tml gg town with laopo!!<3

IS challenge

waste of my time-_-

okay thn go th dialogue session

ANOTHER waste of time-_-

homed!

was on th same bus as kel zijian and joel(:

thn waited for 912 for half hr-_-

thn back home and ate maggie mee

went ntuc buy cereals!(:

wan go on diet le!

cprog today agn

was like disaster once agn-_-

ok thn end le walked to mac with carmen galvan melville leon junxiong elton weehan

thn makan liao walk back sch wait for gF

went to co-op to buy ALOT tidbits

but after i pay for it

she tell me she end lesson le

so i went lsct blk find her and bused back

slacked at her hse until 5 went down meet laopo for dinner

astons agn with free fries(thanks to qq:D)

thn chit chat till 8

and bought bbt up for gF and yj

thn crapped until 9plus walk home

tml gonna haf crap

8.30 to 5.30 IS challenge-_-

5-6 dialogue with ME director-_-

wad a boring life i haf eh srsly-_-

stayed back till 5 for a stupid talk

utter waste of time

so regret staying back!

came back with lester

FINALLY once we came back tgt lo

crapping all th way

thn back home and having headache

i dunno wad to do.im tired..

'wad's meant to be will be'

god can u let this quote come true..?

so boring la sch
ahhhhhhh
life sucks!
weehan and kenneth is so bad!
they keep study study study.stress me):

today so not in a good mood
dunno why also
somehow a little sad?
i dunno la.
not gonna care alr
hope i can meet my mr right soon
okay somehow i sounded abit despo once agn
LOL
nah.tt's nt th case
i just hoped i can rely on someone
usual things happen
usual thinkings
lalalalala

how i wished i haf someone to rely on as well.
just a random thought(okay sounded despo somehow but im nt-_-)
currently not tinking of any guys
maybe should start thinking of girls!hahaha

sch as usual
went to lsct see mice(:
came back with gF and phoebe
thn went gF's biaojie hse eat steamboat
nice tomyam and chilli<3
thn homed!
boring life indeed.
routines is sch and gF's hse-_-

hmm went mayim with my cute laopo
thn walked around
gt same necklace and same shirts<3
ok thn went checkpoint return nametag and get cheque
thn went to take bus
took 856
i forgt 856 cnnt reach marsiling
so...we got off
SUPER EPIC THINGS HAPPEN!
my cute laopo LEAPED onto th bus to tap her card!
i was laughing until lk crazy
thn walked to last bus stop take bus to 167
at bus stop she nearly slipped and fell
thn took 911
otw walking she nearly fell AGAIN!
$1 3 try.HAHA
okays thn slacked thr
and laopo went home
so i went to join gF and family
srsly her family SUPER DUPER cute la!
thn homed and here i am(:

ytd went eat lunch
thn meet with laopo and yl at adm
went to mai cai<3
thn went mj hse steamboat with snm peeps
we were late for our predators movie at 9.15
coz we started steamboat late(only at 7plus gg 8!)
okay movie wasnt very nice=/
thn homed

lesson as usual
came back with dade to meet th peeps for dinner
was abit pissed just nw
so i just walked off
so sorry if i shocked u guys
abit mood swing=/
okays thn go 888 playground
hurt my leg-_-
thn chit-chat thr
and here im back
tml gonna die
coz gt cprog written test
and lucky junxiong posted tt tml gt eng mech test
if nt tml i GG liao-_-

lesson ended at 12 today!(:
went back home to put lappy
thn came out go eat seoul garden!
started with mj first
thn laopo yyl and zizhao joined(:
thn gF said wanna eat icecream
so i pei her eat lo
thn back to her hse
pangmei so cute!!(:

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boring lesson in sch
okay sch end
thn carmen and me go pizza hut with guys to eat
they damn crap!
sometimes being with them can make me nt tink abt anything
coz they nvr fail to make me laugh(:
okay thn back meet laopo at cwp
pei her eat lunch
and bought photo frame for my new table!(:
thn yyl zizhao and mj came meet us
went mac slack awhile
went peixuan hse after tt
she drive us go chongpang zichar makan
NICE!(:
thn she went to find cage for her xiaobai(hamster)
thn back home.

dunno wad i thinking sia
very luan lei now
nth seems right
i dint wanna seem emo
i wan to be happy
i wun let any guys bring my mood down
being free and easy isnt sth bad
i can do anything and everything
haha yeah
alone is gd at times too i guess
i'll be fine
just need some time
wait for th cheerful me
coz IM COMING!

boring day at sch
ytd watched wc
SPAIN WON!
and total time was lk 2hr-_-
thn slpt at 6 woke up at 8 to eat breakfast with mum
thn lesson blahblahblah
went to lsct blk to find gF
had to climb th LONG flight of stairs!
okay thn went to see guinea pig at her lab(:
thn back to her hse to eat tomyam!!!
omg.
studying is bored):

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i just realised my blog de dates all wrong
im too lazy to chge
so i just put date before every post(:

went brunch with laopo
and thn went marsiling cc k!
okay thn back home
and out agn to dye my hair
and cut my fringe
i've gt myself bangs!(:
okays thn back home
just finished my cprog quiz
gonna do my web tutorials
sch is bored!!!

headache now
think is coz of th vodka ytd
hmm ltr meeting laopo for brunch<3

i alr decided
nvr to be sad over u agn
time to move on
i believe in myself that i can!

kena asked to wake up early today
coz it's my sis's 21st today!
Happy birthday sis<3!
okay,thn helped with abit deco
oh ya and thx to px
had some carrot cake for breakfast(:
thn blahblahblah
ate th nice food from whole earth!(very nice veg buffet!)
okay thn went to collect cake with px n biaojie(:
tweety and sylvester!!
with th words"happy birthday to shopaholic"
hahas so damn funny!
initially wasnt sure if th cake was right
but th time when i saw th shopaholic
im so freaking sure that's th right cake.LOL
okay bck and cut cake
thn guests went back
i went to slp
and wake up go religious class
and went ky hse find laopo they all
had a little alcohol
absolute peach + F&N orange
thn here i am back(:

lesson at 8
but reached early
saw melville and so walked to clss blk with him
thn were talking abt wc,octopus paul and th parrot
funny la!
octopus --> tako
parrot -->kfp
they so kelian
predict wrong will become lk tt.haha!
hmm thn homed to put bag
and out agn to meet sat night ppl eat dinner at chongpang<3
omg man.food thr nice!!<3
and also ben is freaking gay man!
keep kena slap by dade.LOL
kelian!
thn back pei sis go find dress for her party tml
but she dint manage to find any
so here i am back home

it isnt vry nice to act happy and crazy in front of everyone
i hope i can just coop at one corner and tink through everything
i lk to coop myself at one side
and be quiet for a period of time
and thn i'll be fine..
tired!
i cnnt take it
i noe it's impossible
but i still had hope somehow
i noe im dumb
but i just cant help it
FCUK LIFE!

life still sucked today
i had to do th whole thing.
it's gg 1 now and im not done with it yet
im sleepy
watched 2 night's wc
plus tml 8 de lesson
i can predict im gonna be shag tml

sch as usual today
end le went to astons drink mushroom soup
coz suddenly felt lk drinking tt
thn dabao banmian go gF hse eat
went to pangmei hse
pangmei so kelian keep kena scold by gF
she super duper fierce!
went to kpt buy drink before coming back
thn homed did proj for lk 3-4hr
which is until now

wad am i to u?
i noe im redundant in ur life
but can u dun show it until so obvious?!

damn sian.
10bucks fly away
germany lost):
but actually quite happy spain won
coz i support spain!!
just tt i tot germany would win th match
okay im contradicting myself-_-

hmm feel so tired sia
but still haf to go sch
consecutively 2 nights wc is enough to kill!!
ltr need go for th crap IS and S&W
waste of my precious time.LOL.

sick and tired of ur actions..
do u actually noe ur actions are just so misleading?
and th dumb me just haf hopes and th hopes gt smashed..
fml.im tired!!
shouldnt haf let u entered my life once agn
brought myself all these trouble!

sch le thn met px for lunch
yummy pasta!
thn went to her hse
thn met laopo go astons
slacked thr till 9plus
thn homed
thought through alot..
i should haf persevered on..
shouldnt haf text-ed you..
make my mind so luan now
i cnnt take it le
rly very stressed up with everything
i feel lk crying
i feel pain once again..

why am i always th one waiting?
i dun lk this feeling at all!):

hate lessons!
went mac with clssmates after sch today
they damn crap!!
thn home-ed
slp awhile
thn bring uniform go checkpoint return
otw thn rmb i forgt bring nametag
so need go thr AGAIN!-_-
thn went cwp meet ganma mummy and wenkang for sakae<3
funny time thr with them
thn walked home with mummy frm cwp thn bus-ed home
oh ya and mj gave me belated present just now.PINK PANTHER!<3
thanks lots mj!!!(:

otw back,tot abt alot
emo-ed alot
i'll try my best to cheer up!

lesson at 1
ended at 4
initially wanted to go cca
but i had to wait 1hr+ alone
so i just came back
bet my senior killing me soon
thn went gF's hse slack awhile
thn went to 768 yumcha with laopo they all
thn back home

im tired of life
wad's th pt of trying to be happy when u're nt
i rly missed u
missed talking to u
but i dun wanna let myself go back to th situation
when im waiting for ur sms day and night
u dun even fcuking look at me..

afternoon went mayim with peeps
thn after tt laopo go back do pw
me dade ben kh go occ play pool AGAIN
all i can say is
TT STUPID DADE IS CURSED!!
thn went northpoint de food court eat
laopo joined us
thn we went laopo hse thr de playgroung play catching-_-
thn bus-ed home

life sucks!
firstly life is boring
secondly feeling of being alone is nt very nice
thirdly i noe im thinking too much but i cant help it

ytd was feeling a little sick + raining
so dint go town with them
afternoon tt time went to qi's hse to mj
i lost 1plus(thanks to stupid dade who keep cursing me!)
thn ate at qi's hse(qi mama's cooking was AWESOME!esp curry<3)
hmm thn played twister
damn fun!everyone was playing until leg and hand stretch until dunno whr
thn went off early go 768 yumcha with laopo yl kh
thn home sweet home(:
was watching germany & argentina match
omg argentina was lk...OMG
striker keep miss,thn goalie also quite weak
so germany won!
initially wanted slp awhile wake to watch spain and paraguay
but couldnt wake
in th end spain still win!!(:

feeling of pain
gradually becoming numb..

sch was lk hell today
sleepy sleepy & sleepy!
still sick!):
just now end sch went to amk with laopo to buy KOI again<3
gt drenched in th rain
hope tt wasnt th cause of my headache-_-
thn trained back to cwp meet lucas and ben
thn we bought cake for dade
CAREBEAR CAKE!!(idea by lucas=x)
meet juaen mummy
ok thn proceeded to sembawang
meet mj kkh dade
and off to ssc opp de some zichar
zizhao and yyl came
food was okok only anw-_-
thn sing bdae song for dade
as expected he cutted all th care bears into half!-_-
ok thn 3 person tio th cream of th cake
which is me lucas dade!
ok eateateat
up next,we go occ play pool agn
and trained back to adm took cab back with zizhao
lucky no midnight charge
so only 4bucks
and here i am blogging
so sleepy and tired
gonna get some medicine and slp
tml town with lucas dade juaen mummy(not sure if any other is joining though)

Happy birthday dade!<3
lousy day today!
Set wrong time for alarm
in th end late for sch-_-
still feel so sleepy):
intended to pon de
but today gt lab
currently waiting for lesson to start

lost in th dark..
I'm gonna gif u up
starting to feel tt feelings are fading..
Issit coz we nvr chat
issit coz I keep forcing myself to not think of u
or is my feeling rly fading
I rly dunno..