fcuking pissed once again.
someday im gonna get high blood pressure or wadever shit coz of my family.
feel so restricted lor.
tink by th time i reach 21
i will CFM PLUS CHOP STAMP move out of th damn hse.
zzz.i wonder issit th family which fails,or m i th one.
im sick and tired of them la.
WHR TH FCUK IS MY FREEDOM?
kena eaten by dog issit?
or fall into th drain cnnt come up?
wth la.im just tired of it.
fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!

fcuking family without any warmth,without any love,without money,without freedom
without any fcuking thing.

pissedpissedpissed!
life without a job is lk shit.
really la.my money running low alr lo.
my ipod touch~!
haix.wan faster find job liao la.
in need of cash.$$$$
$_$

coz my szehuimummy<3 say i cnnt sad sad
so i post happy happy de post.
today went cwp with ganma<3 and gF<3 see elmo and frens.
sosososo cute can.
elmo and cookie monster keep act cute.
thn bert so shuai and macho.wahaha.
haix,too bad mummy gt work
if not we can see elmo tgt!!!
okayokay.happy happy post~!

fcuk la
should haf bought th ipod touch today
life's so like shit without money.zzz
without money,u can do jus nth.
sucks la.i wanna earn money!
jobless now,how to earn money.
no o's cert,how to find job.
shit la.fcuking pissed nw..

i dint know that being poor is a sin
until today,after i lived my life for 15 yrs 11 mths 29 days,which is today
being poor is actually a sin
coz u get looked down even by ur own sis
u cant buy wad u wan using ur own money
u haf to keep ask money from ur parents or whoever
being poor just lowers ur pride
being poor just allows ppl to haf reason to look down on u
i must earn alot of money,i mean ALOT
i wun wanna allow anyone to haf any reason to look down on me
money is th most imptnt thing in th world
without money,you're just shit..
i will try my best to earn as much as i can
if can,work 7 days,thn i wun need to be home so early everyday
i love money.perhaps im just tt materialistic.zzz.

haix.recently xin qing damn lousy.
th damn work place is lk driving me crazy la.
sucks.sorta regretted for not listening to my mum's quen gao
th place is lk shit la,wan jia ban jiu jia ban.wth!
and now just tendered my resignation letter,need work 7 more days for them.
hope nth goes wrong after tt.must ask hao th details first before i rly quit.
sucks la.make my whole family worry for me.zzz.

now having o's
like disasters happening everyday lk tt
em and am dunno can get a not
eng dunno can get b not
ss and chem just passed today,which was still manageable i guess

feeling so lousy recently
so stressed up over skool work
and haf been quite down bah..
I'LL CHEER UP&MOVE ON!!

GOODLUCK ALL OTHER PPL TAKING O'S!!

hmm,my blog always haf to be so dead,if not so emo.
mon-wed,evening academy till very late,thn reach home,jiu dying tt kind.im so shocked im still alive now=x
thn thurs went eat with yiping gorgor they all at amk de beg zhu chao.lols.damn nice la can.
thn today,nth much happen.mel fell ytd and gt her knee dislocated,so we went to visit her just nw,and vandalised her cast.LOL.everyday focus as usual,bored si le.

and our class gt gays=xx
our auntie lucy(rolla)
and mr michelle.lols

sosososolong nvr blog liao..
hmm..think im nt gonna blog abt very happy stuffs today,reason is coz im not happy.okay,im being so stupid.
well,too many things happened,dunno where to start.things come and go too fast,so fast until im unable to accept wad's around me now.
why did thngs turn out this way??why are things happening in this way??was it my fault??i dunno..i really dunno..well,i haf to put o's before everything.i'll try,i really will..

好痛。。我失去了振作起来的勇气。我这次彻彻底底地失败了。我真的没你想象中那么坚强，那么勇敢。我真的好累，我不想站起来，也没能力这么做。我好想倒下去，好好地休息。我从来不知道，自己原来那么烂，连小小的挫折都经不起。我放不下，真的放不下。所以，我决定不要放下。我知道这条路可能会很难走，不过，这始终还是我自己选的。我相信我不会后悔的。

tears are flowing dry,losing my appetite these few days,ytd had 2 meals,today had dinner only,lols.nth else to say le.lols

today is CIP day.
we had our flag day at sembawang,with 4/8.
super tired,but think im happy coz i can help them.
thn,a lady even offered to gif me 2dollars to buy drinks,but i told her to donate to th disabled ppl we'll be helping.
after that,wanted to take shuttle bus to daiso,NO MORE SHUTTLE BUS frm wdl le.
so we cab dwn,thn took shuttle bus back to sembawang and train back.
i ate ban mian at SSC,thn i dun wan meat,tt person gimme my favourite...MUSHROOM!!!

hmm..nth much to blog abt..
anyway,sth to say..if anyone wanna make comments to let me improve,pls tell me personally ok(: thankyou in advance for allowing me to become a better person.so,jus tell me straight next time if i said or did something tt made anyone of u out there unhappy ok?hahas.end.

Results:
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EMATHS-18/25
jus lk tt for now(:

hmm..HAPPY BELATED CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE:)
well..new yr was sort of boring this yr..coz there's tons of homework and no hp to use-_-
sian lor..thn mahjong keep lose..
as for th performance on last thurs,29jan,things was not really gg well.was tired,plus no mood,plus cnnt dance really well lk before..haiix.maybe is my expectation for myself too high le bah..thn th following day went to sis fren de hse to play mahjong:) thn sat de supp lesson,went breakfast with ting,went back to sis fren de hse,coz my supp starts later.

今天是除夕！！！
whoots..CNY tml wor..hmm..but i haf ALOT of homework lor:( haiix..pardon me for my emo post la,but i realy feel this way wad.sometimes i also dunno wad im doing is right or wrong..aiya,dunno how to say also la..ytd went to town with ting,mj,qii..bought accessories..i really lk to buy accessories:)

anyway,this post is for someone unimptnt,and tt is,u really is a big threat to me,but so wad,it's nt gonna affect me in any way.hope nth disgusting comes out frm your mouth,or i'll despise you to th core.you dun need to know if im talking abt you alright,coz you're th one who did XX wrong,so you haf no right at all to say anything.

ok.sorry for not posting for so long..hmm..firstly,my MT O lvl gt an A2.and i tink i will be continuing bah..thn recently found out alot of stuffs la..but all i wanna say is dun ever trust anyone,coz in this world,you can only trust yourself,nobody else.you'd never know,one day your best fren will stab you frm behind and leave you bleeding there.so must be strong,and also,dun judge a book by its cover.coz mayb th person may look innocent or harmless,but wadever they do behind your back,you wun noe.and if you happen to noe,tt's too bad,coz u have to jus be sad there.so,everyone must tc of yourself alright?