so sorry..so long no post..well..recently too many things happened..i also dunno how to say..everything went wrong and er..aiya i also dunno hw to say la..some problems cropped up..alot of changes also..so was trying my best to adapt to changes and..hahas..dunno wad to say also..hmm..nxt mon,1dec,gg for a day surgery to remove my ear de infection thingy..dun worry ppl..coz it's only a 30mins surgery..but i very kelian..sunday night after 12.30 jiu cannot eat liao..th surgery date de morning haf to 5.30 wake up and can only eat WHITE bread(with no jam) and milo..i ask my mummy can i dun eat she say cnnt:( thn er..after 9.30 can only drink plain water..super kelian can?oh well..th surgery is 12.30..till 1..thn wait for me wake up jiu can go home le i tink..so dun worry ppl..well..tink nt gonna post tml le..so..wait for me to post nxt wk bah?byebye<3

DUN EVER TRY TO BULLY MY BELOVED DEAR<33 HOR!
if u dare bully any of my beloved,我就跟你没完没了！！

so long no post..hahas..well..nth to post..
as usual:
lousy family
lousy dancing skills
lousy studies
lousy attitude
lousy temper

1. Do you have secrets?
yes of course..everyone has..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy older than you?
yes..i dun go for younger guys-_-

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
i go skool for dance,not class..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
live happily ever after with my husband&kids?& my family

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
nope..

6. If you have to choose one person between your boyfriend & best friend, who will you choose?
well..dunno..

7.What is the thing that you desire now?
new clothes(not trying to be materialistic ok)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
continue loving him lor?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
him sending me home&pei me watch movie..lols

10. What makes you angry?
dunnos..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
richer,more mature,maybe prettier?

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
him,family,my beloved darxx&darling

13. What is the most important thing in life?
love(:

14. What is more important? Family or Career?
family bah i guess..

15. What is your favourite colour?
orange(not coz it's th combi of yellow& red)

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
obviously..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
not gonna happen..

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
if i can forgive,i will..coz hating someone is tiring..

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
iloveyou

20. 5 people I have tagged:
-ting-
-pecky-
-fengshan ganma-
-szehui mummy-
-gf-

woohoo..i kena scold again today..by my dad..everytime also scold..hahas..correct or not also scold..xi guan jiu hao..mayb u all think im crazy..coz im so happy tt my dad scold me-_-

woohoo~i hate my family..hahas..im BRAINLESS!!omg..im being scolded BRAINLESS!!im being said to be sinner again..im causing chaos in th hse!!my mum blames me for stressing her..oh well..i feel im so clvr..whoots!i hit th bull eye..i guessed th right things she wanted to say..omg..i so clvr:x(influenced by tingtheBHB) oh well..tml skool leh..getting back paper..will die..hahas..suan le la..very most retain jiu suan le..it will be so cool known to ppl im th only one in th family tt retains!omg..so cool~my parents will lose face until bang wall..hahahas!so funny~world's funniest ever(:

today was BAKING DAY!!
ting n pecky came..n we made a mess in kitchen..
thn when we take th foto..
we took almost more than 20 to get a perfect de..
aiya..thn super tired..
jus nw went downstairs find my pecky darxx..
so happy to live in same blk as her..
but maybe she dun think so?
coz i always fan her!hahas!
nth else..
for photos,pls refer to hoehuiting's blog(:

sianz..past few days de exams all suck lk hell..ss was lk shit..forgt abt riots de things..thn emaths p1 was okay..quite easy..emaths p2 so wasted..i spent too much time thinking..thn cant finish-_- cant finish those i dunno how to do de la..thn geog..hahas..sucks also..bio..alamak..confirm fail de..curve graph i can still draw best fit line-_- thn chem also dying i guess..hope phy paper n amaths will be better lor..

hmm..recently was thinking abt alot of stuffs la..figured out tt im really tired of alot of things..but still..figured out th problems but dint manage to figure out solutions..so..now of much use lor..haiix..well..think i concentrate in exams first lor..2 more days..thn i start thinking abt solutions to my problems(:

Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your blog, lj, xanga, wordpress.
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

go ahead la..i haf a violent family..my dad threatens to spoil my com..thn my mum threatens to nt buy a new one..wad a gd couple..hahahas..sucks la..why th hell m i born in this family?so sucky can?they all jus vent their frustrations on me..sian la..my dad scold me for using com n chatting on fone..my grandma nags at me n remind me EVERYDAY!wth..i gt enough..if this continues..gonna get depression..im gonna slit my wrist in front of them..srry for being so emo..but i cant stand it!

i jus hate every member of th family..my mum thinks im driving her crazy..only ask tml can go out anot..my ah ma there say i fri gt exam nvr study..my dad always sees me as a thorn in his flesh..my ah ma keep add oil on fire..others dun help or wad..keep as neutral..dun say they gg crazy..me myself also gg crazy..they ever wonder how much stress i having?let them treat me lk sinner lk tt..FCUK LA!i seldom scold vulgars on blog or wad de lor..but i gt enough i dun care..
FCUK FCUK FCUK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sucks la..why am i always th cause of chaos in th house?why must my dad pick on me?why he hate me so much?so sucky..i hate this house..hate this family..hate this world..hate myself..why??why do i deserve all this shit?can i dun live in this world?thn wun so fan..all coz of my dad..i hate him..i dun wan live with him..if i still stay at my ah ma hse jiu hao le..dun need bear with th crap he is giving me..he jus bu shuang me..teng my sis only..sian la..

I HATE YOU!

todae met mj n went to cck..after tt ting came to find us..thn went to eat tt dunno wad curry rice..oh well..thn went to shop..bought a long sleeveless cardigan..$10/pc at cottonon coz on 50% sale:) thn after tt came back cwp find aaron they all..thn sacked around at cwp n came back..mj came aunt's hse with me..n thn i acc her wait for bus thn go pecky darxx de hse talk to her awhile..thn came up back home..

this matter..it has nvr been out of my mind since th day i've found out..i wun bother to explain th feelings..coz it's of no use..n u wun need to bother to explain also..we'll jus be frens..i promise we'll still b frens..i wun hate u..i wun dislike u..well..i can tell u ppl..i really need u guys by my side..i need ur trust..i need ur understanding..i dunno..disappointed..tt's th only feeling im getting these 3 days..disappointed in u doing tt kinda unbelievable things..disappointed in my frens nt being able to uds..disappointed in simply everything..i dunno how to describe..
心好痛好痛，好累好累
是不是人善就注定被人欺？
我一次又一次地被出卖，被你伤害
我知道我可能无意间伤害了你，不过你是在报复吗？
请你别再逼我，请你们都别再逼我，我快给你们逼疯了！
你们觉得我很好受吗？她是我的朋友，却这样伤害我，要我怎样？
当作事情没发生过，然后继续逼自己当他的所谓的“好朋友”？
不能没有我会做出这种事吗？如果是这样，你的爱未免太恐怖了。
对不起，我担担不起。

EL paper 1..
section one..no idea how to write..although so easy..
section two..quite easy
EL paper 2..
compre..quite easy
summary..okok..
im gonna fail oral..so die le la..suan le..dun wan think le..
lazy post..tml BBQ with clique..will post lotsa thing tml(:

very sianz la..today oral..tio tsung..already sian liao..tt stupid pic make me even more sian..coz i dunno wad to say..cher keep prompt me:( thn tt mj go c th malay woman as a plastic bag-_- ok..nvm..thn went to 806 to buy teh-ice..hahas..after tt waited in canteen for those who went to TP..thx ting n mj for acc-ing me:) love you ppl alright?n shawn also..but is coz he wait for jy..ok..thn we acc huiming go buy ice-cream..n someone acc me home!:x so happy eh~ok..th feeling is quite sweet alright?:) thn jiu nth much le..okay..goodbye ppl:D

tagged by pecky darxx<3

1)your relationship with hm/her is : my beloved darxx

2)your five impression of her: caring,KPO,SAMPAT,ACT CUTE,BHB(see,only one good de:x)

3)the most memorable thing he/she has done for you : be with me when i needed her(:

4)the most memorable thing she had said to you: alot eh..

5)if he/she become your lover you will: LOVE HER!!(my erhemm dun jealous arh!)

6)if he/she become your lover the thing she have to improve on will be: she's th best le..

7)if she become your enemy you will: still love her lk before(:

8)if he /she become your enemy the reason will be..: not really possible..or i should say..it's IMPOSSIBLE(:

9)the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: find him a guy so tt he can take care of her

10)your overall impression of him/her is: LOVEABLE(:

11)how do you think people around you will feel about you: ACT CUTE:x

12)the characters that you like about yourself: no good de..

13)on the contrary the chaacters you hate about yourself: attitude,negative,lots more..

14)the most ideal person you want to be is : me(:

15) for people who care and likes you, you want to say: ILOVEYOU(:

pass this quiz to ten people that you wish to know how they feel about you

1)pecky
2)huiting
3)joanne
4)zhaoyi
5)yueqi
6)kelvin
7)aaron
8)chaos
9)huiming
10)mandy



16)is no.6 in any relationship with? hmm..no..but in future difficult to say:x

17)is no 9 male or female:male

18)if no 7 and 10 were together is it a good thing...:i will be very sad:x

19)wat is no 2 studying about: same as me..onli i bio she poa

20)when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?eh..few mins ago?

21)what kind of music does no 8 like?i duno leh..wad u lk?:x

22)does no 1 have any siblings ??2 bros!

23)would you woo no 3? she should woo me..she my BOYFREN!

24)how about no 7? he should woo me too:x

25) is no 4 single.. hmm..maybe to blahblahblah in future..hahas

26)what is the surname of no 5: PHUA(pck de daughter)

27) what is the hobby of no 4: slp bah?dunno eh..

28) does no5 and 9 get well?they noe each other?i dun even noe if they noe each other-_-

29) where does no 2 study at ^^: same as me

30) talk something random about no 1: ACT CUTE!!!

31)have you tried developing feeling for no 8?: no of course..i haf someone i love le:x

32)where does no 9 live at: Sinagpore,somewhere near me(:

33)what color does no 4 like?GREEN!!!!

34)are no 5 and 1 besties?: yes bah?

35)does no 7 like no2?: if yes..i'll bang th wall:x

36)how did you get to know no 2:she same clss as me for 3yrs(:

37)does no 1 have any pets?? she's a BIRD!

38) is no 7the sxiest being in the world..OF COURSE!if not i wun love him:x

I HATE 6SEPT!!!
this day really sucked..almost everyone cried..everyone is unhappy..im so sad..very sad..i dunno why..haiix..dunno..alot of homework undone..thn tml i gg off during chi clss..gg SATA for xray..tt stupid thing on my ear..i really feel lk taking a knife n cutting it off la..it is wasting my time..as well as my mum's..it hurts me to c my mm running all around with me..i noe she very tired..THANKYOU MUMMY!!im tired le..
ting arh..cheer up..anything pls tell me..
same to u mojo..pls pls..tell me wad happened ppl..

todae super early haf to wake up..coz need finish up NJRC dance..haiix..i really think i'll forgt th steps la..I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO!my back hurts so much all of a sudden..i dunno y..thn i dunno hw m i gonna continue to dance tml..i dunno dunno..super stressed up la..nth more to say..bye..

boring day~
afternoon went with my ah ma to some relative hse for their housewarming cum son's first bdae..thn i was playing my sis de psp for tt whole 2h..after tt came back home..watched 绿光森林..always tot it was a stupid show until i watched part of it today..kena sot by tt show already..found tt alot taiwan drama is abt promises made when they were kid n they fulfill it when they grow up..it's so sweet..but still..this kinda things only exists in tv shows n fairytales..lalalas..dunno..hmm..thn jus nw went chinatown to c doc..coz i hurt my back super long ago..one wk cnnt dance..lucky no dance prac during hols..hahas..hmm..very tired le..goodnight ppl..