currently in th company,nth to do-_-
omg.ytd my sis drive us back sia.but luckily im still here alive=xx
no la.actually she quite zai when she drive.
recently quite tired,coz everyday after work haf to go down to th hospital visit my ah ma.dun even noe when is her op lo.th doc damn slow,check this check tt,thn she haf to stay thr so long.
haix,although everytime always say she always nag,always 夺命追魂call us,she's still my ah ma afterall.hope she'll be alright.and hope her neighbour at th hospital is alright too.her op today,same op as my ah ma..

wahahaha.finally full stop to my big piles of doc.wah,i do until wanna faint liao lo.but well,now finish le=D
damn sian.suckers in company piss me off.
firstly this jakarta agent gl me-_-
thn this idiot 1st flr receptionist also att me.wth!
tt's why i say,bitches and bastards everywhr.
idotic ppl who ruin my day):

haix.i dint know i actually mind wad other ppl say.it's actually much more than i've expected.im fat..tt was wad i haf been told recently,almost everyday bah.so tired of it.i rly hate th life nw.to other ppl,mayb my life is vry gd bah,coz i gt th job.but well,working is not fun at all,srsly..living in a family who always laughs at u for being fat,th feeling also isnt vry nice.i dun rebutt doesnt mean im not hurt.i rebutt also doesnt mean i att.

today is such a happy day,noe why?coz th damn company tt dint pay me got onto the newspaper,wah,they damn damn famous now.im gonna make them even more famous.hahaha.everyone passing by look at this!-->http://www.tnp.sg/news/story/0,4136,230413,00.html?

currently at my workplace enjoying my biscuit.omg.i finished my work.so fast so fast.hahas.okay.im crazy.still haf some filings to do,but i still haf 2hrs to go.so i man man lai bah.wahahahaha

ytd went to SSC with mummy,ganma and gF to eat ASTONS=D
thn,walked around SSC,thn gF go work,so we went back to cwp.
walked around cwp,dint manage to buy dao anything.
shopping without buying anything,very sad de lei!=x
today dint go back sch,coz my nose tap cnnt stop-_-
cnnt stop for a few days le,ltr run out of water-_-
so i stayed home,with a boz of tissue beside me.
thn i was watching 1 litre of tears,thn my eye de tap cnnt stop-_-
very jialat,today de tap all spoil-_-
hehehe

today ben xiao jie gd mood,come blog abt some bitch.
okay.
firstly,this bitch is a fatty.she damn irritating
secondly,her mouth is sosososo big.any stuff she know.she will be lk a loud hailer.
hahas.also,she always zi bu liang li,tink she's so popular-_-
and most most imptnt.i feel tt she deserve wadever treatment her frens gave her!
fatty bitch,oil producer!
zzz.i dun need to gif u any face.whether u noe if im talking abt u or not,i dun gif a heck.
u r so shameless to do all those stuff,i dun need to gif u any face de
OILY BITCH.thanks arh.s'pore dun need to haf oil ridge liao.coz with u in s'pore,we haf abundant supply of OIL!!!!
& hor,pls dun go for any injection okay,im afraid u'll flood th whole clinic with ur oil when it spurts out.
careful do not go to any farm,or if they mistaken u as a pig,kill u,thn nt very gd le lo..

haix damn sian sian sian.
ooh ya just came back frm chalet ytd.
funfunfun with my clique lor!
here comes th unhappy part.srsly tink my blog url is named wrongly.
my memories,hw many of it is beautiful?close to zero
pissed pissed pissed la.
i rly hope i can reach 21 and move out of th hse.
i wanna go dance wanna go dance wanna go dance la!!!!
nobody ever approve of wad i do..............

fcuking pissed once again.
someday im gonna get high blood pressure or wadever shit coz of my family.
feel so restricted lor.
tink by th time i reach 21
i will CFM PLUS CHOP STAMP move out of th damn hse.
zzz.i wonder issit th family which fails,or m i th one.
im sick and tired of them la.
WHR TH FCUK IS MY FREEDOM?
kena eaten by dog issit?
or fall into th drain cnnt come up?
wth la.im just tired of it.
fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!

fcuking family without any warmth,without any love,without money,without freedom
without any fcuking thing.

pissedpissedpissed!
life without a job is lk shit.
really la.my money running low alr lo.
my ipod touch~!
haix.wan faster find job liao la.
in need of cash.$$$$
$_$

coz my szehuimummy<3 say i cnnt sad sad
so i post happy happy de post.
today went cwp with ganma<3 and gF<3 see elmo and frens.
sosososo cute can.
elmo and cookie monster keep act cute.
thn bert so shuai and macho.wahaha.
haix,too bad mummy gt work
if not we can see elmo tgt!!!
okayokay.happy happy post~!

fcuk la
should haf bought th ipod touch today
life's so like shit without money.zzz
without money,u can do jus nth.
sucks la.i wanna earn money!
jobless now,how to earn money.
no o's cert,how to find job.
shit la.fcuking pissed nw..

i dint know that being poor is a sin
until today,after i lived my life for 15 yrs 11 mths 29 days,which is today
being poor is actually a sin
coz u get looked down even by ur own sis
u cant buy wad u wan using ur own money
u haf to keep ask money from ur parents or whoever
being poor just lowers ur pride
being poor just allows ppl to haf reason to look down on u
i must earn alot of money,i mean ALOT
i wun wanna allow anyone to haf any reason to look down on me
money is th most imptnt thing in th world
without money,you're just shit..
i will try my best to earn as much as i can
if can,work 7 days,thn i wun need to be home so early everyday
i love money.perhaps im just tt materialistic.zzz.

haix.recently xin qing damn lousy.
th damn work place is lk driving me crazy la.
sucks.sorta regretted for not listening to my mum's quen gao
th place is lk shit la,wan jia ban jiu jia ban.wth!
and now just tendered my resignation letter,need work 7 more days for them.
hope nth goes wrong after tt.must ask hao th details first before i rly quit.
sucks la.make my whole family worry for me.zzz.

now having o's
like disasters happening everyday lk tt
em and am dunno can get a not
eng dunno can get b not
ss and chem just passed today,which was still manageable i guess

feeling so lousy recently
so stressed up over skool work
and haf been quite down bah..
I'LL CHEER UP&MOVE ON!!

GOODLUCK ALL OTHER PPL TAKING O'S!!

hmm,my blog always haf to be so dead,if not so emo.
mon-wed,evening academy till very late,thn reach home,jiu dying tt kind.im so shocked im still alive now=x
thn thurs went eat with yiping gorgor they all at amk de beg zhu chao.lols.damn nice la can.
thn today,nth much happen.mel fell ytd and gt her knee dislocated,so we went to visit her just nw,and vandalised her cast.LOL.everyday focus as usual,bored si le.

and our class gt gays=xx
our auntie lucy(rolla)
and mr michelle.lols

sosososolong nvr blog liao..
hmm..think im nt gonna blog abt very happy stuffs today,reason is coz im not happy.okay,im being so stupid.
well,too many things happened,dunno where to start.things come and go too fast,so fast until im unable to accept wad's around me now.
why did thngs turn out this way??why are things happening in this way??was it my fault??i dunno..i really dunno..well,i haf to put o's before everything.i'll try,i really will..

好痛。。我失去了振作起来的勇气。我这次彻彻底底地失败了。我真的没你想象中那么坚强，那么勇敢。我真的好累，我不想站起来，也没能力这么做。我好想倒下去，好好地休息。我从来不知道，自己原来那么烂，连小小的挫折都经不起。我放不下，真的放不下。所以，我决定不要放下。我知道这条路可能会很难走，不过，这始终还是我自己选的。我相信我不会后悔的。

tears are flowing dry,losing my appetite these few days,ytd had 2 meals,today had dinner only,lols.nth else to say le.lols