once agn,nth to do.today initially we gg celebrate ong yan shing's bdae,but he celebrating with his family,so in th end we only meeting for dinner.anw,HAPPY BDAE ONGYANSHING!i doubt he'll visit th blog,so forget it.haha.work haf benn extended till 10th.omg.sian.one more wk.but nvm,for th sake of $,i must persevere on!

seems lk only when im unhappy thn i'll post.so tired.i seem to hate wad's gg on around me,when thr shouldnt be anything wrong.ok.quite confusing,nvm.my life is without a goal.im just living my life coz i haf to,not coz i wan to.thanks to zaccheus,sort of brightened up my day coz he ask me go read FML.thanksthanks(: at least i still laughed,i managed to laugh,th real laugh i mean.pizza hut and gelare with sis and px ltr.whoots!

currently just reach my company.haix.omg.wad am i gonna do for th rest of my 8h??die.boring.nth to do!!wah piang.how i wish i can stay at home and slp=x haix,my grandma is currently still in hosp,and she has to go through another op.and her heartrate is super duper damn fast can!i tink even faster than mine.coz normal old ppl should be 60-70,her one 140+.omg,tt is even faster than a newborn baby lo.haix haix haix.howhowhow?????and thn so fast until 140+,thn suddenly drop down to 60+.haix.before she heals,i would haf alr 被累死，被吓死，担心死.):

haix haix haix.so stressed up recently.
so worried abt my grandma
so tired at work
so pissed at my lousy luck
wadever i do,it doesnt seem to go vry well..
so tired,feel lk stopping work..im so so tired everyday,my brain seem lk it's gonna explode anytime!having such a terrible headache,but i still haf to hang on, for 2 more wks.2 wk is so long,omg.maybe within th 2wks i'll pass away.LOL.zzz.sian la!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i finally bought my lappy from IT fair ytd.woohoo.very happy eh.so shuang,dun need to coz of com quarrel with my sis agn.
hmm..tml my ah ma will be admitted into hospital,monday op.haix,last time rly pekcek coz she always try to look sick in front of us,wan us care for her.but now,she nt feeling well all keep to herself dun wanna say.make me so xin tong.she must be very scared bah,an 80 yr old having to go for an op.heart op somemore.haix.actually i dint wan her to go for th op.i rly tink it's very dangerous for an 80 yr old to go for heart op.im just so scared..

lalalala

currently in th company,nth to do-_-
omg.ytd my sis drive us back sia.but luckily im still here alive=xx
no la.actually she quite zai when she drive.
recently quite tired,coz everyday after work haf to go down to th hospital visit my ah ma.dun even noe when is her op lo.th doc damn slow,check this check tt,thn she haf to stay thr so long.
haix,although everytime always say she always nag,always 夺命追魂call us,she's still my ah ma afterall.hope she'll be alright.and hope her neighbour at th hospital is alright too.her op today,same op as my ah ma..

wahahaha.finally full stop to my big piles of doc.wah,i do until wanna faint liao lo.but well,now finish le=D
damn sian.suckers in company piss me off.
firstly this jakarta agent gl me-_-
thn this idiot 1st flr receptionist also att me.wth!
tt's why i say,bitches and bastards everywhr.
idotic ppl who ruin my day):

haix.i dint know i actually mind wad other ppl say.it's actually much more than i've expected.im fat..tt was wad i haf been told recently,almost everyday bah.so tired of it.i rly hate th life nw.to other ppl,mayb my life is vry gd bah,coz i gt th job.but well,working is not fun at all,srsly..living in a family who always laughs at u for being fat,th feeling also isnt vry nice.i dun rebutt doesnt mean im not hurt.i rebutt also doesnt mean i att.

today is such a happy day,noe why?coz th damn company tt dint pay me got onto the newspaper,wah,they damn damn famous now.im gonna make them even more famous.hahaha.everyone passing by look at this!-->http://www.tnp.sg/news/story/0,4136,230413,00.html?

currently at my workplace enjoying my biscuit.omg.i finished my work.so fast so fast.hahas.okay.im crazy.still haf some filings to do,but i still haf 2hrs to go.so i man man lai bah.wahahahaha

ytd went to SSC with mummy,ganma and gF to eat ASTONS=D
thn,walked around SSC,thn gF go work,so we went back to cwp.
walked around cwp,dint manage to buy dao anything.
shopping without buying anything,very sad de lei!=x
today dint go back sch,coz my nose tap cnnt stop-_-
cnnt stop for a few days le,ltr run out of water-_-
so i stayed home,with a boz of tissue beside me.
thn i was watching 1 litre of tears,thn my eye de tap cnnt stop-_-
very jialat,today de tap all spoil-_-
hehehe

today ben xiao jie gd mood,come blog abt some bitch.
okay.
firstly,this bitch is a fatty.she damn irritating
secondly,her mouth is sosososo big.any stuff she know.she will be lk a loud hailer.
hahas.also,she always zi bu liang li,tink she's so popular-_-
and most most imptnt.i feel tt she deserve wadever treatment her frens gave her!
fatty bitch,oil producer!
zzz.i dun need to gif u any face.whether u noe if im talking abt u or not,i dun gif a heck.
u r so shameless to do all those stuff,i dun need to gif u any face de
OILY BITCH.thanks arh.s'pore dun need to haf oil ridge liao.coz with u in s'pore,we haf abundant supply of OIL!!!!
& hor,pls dun go for any injection okay,im afraid u'll flood th whole clinic with ur oil when it spurts out.
careful do not go to any farm,or if they mistaken u as a pig,kill u,thn nt very gd le lo..

haix damn sian sian sian.
ooh ya just came back frm chalet ytd.
funfunfun with my clique lor!
here comes th unhappy part.srsly tink my blog url is named wrongly.
my memories,hw many of it is beautiful?close to zero
pissed pissed pissed la.
i rly hope i can reach 21 and move out of th hse.
i wanna go dance wanna go dance wanna go dance la!!!!
nobody ever approve of wad i do..............

fcuking pissed once again.
someday im gonna get high blood pressure or wadever shit coz of my family.
feel so restricted lor.
tink by th time i reach 21
i will CFM PLUS CHOP STAMP move out of th damn hse.
zzz.i wonder issit th family which fails,or m i th one.
im sick and tired of them la.
WHR TH FCUK IS MY FREEDOM?
kena eaten by dog issit?
or fall into th drain cnnt come up?
wth la.im just tired of it.
fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!

fcuking family without any warmth,without any love,without money,without freedom
without any fcuking thing.

pissedpissedpissed!
life without a job is lk shit.
really la.my money running low alr lo.
my ipod touch~!
haix.wan faster find job liao la.
in need of cash.$$$$
$_$

coz my szehuimummy<3 say i cnnt sad sad
so i post happy happy de post.
today went cwp with ganma<3 and gF<3 see elmo and frens.
sosososo cute can.
elmo and cookie monster keep act cute.
thn bert so shuai and macho.wahaha.
haix,too bad mummy gt work
if not we can see elmo tgt!!!
okayokay.happy happy post~!

fcuk la
should haf bought th ipod touch today
life's so like shit without money.zzz
without money,u can do jus nth.
sucks la.i wanna earn money!
jobless now,how to earn money.
no o's cert,how to find job.
shit la.fcuking pissed nw..

i dint know that being poor is a sin
until today,after i lived my life for 15 yrs 11 mths 29 days,which is today
being poor is actually a sin
coz u get looked down even by ur own sis
u cant buy wad u wan using ur own money
u haf to keep ask money from ur parents or whoever
being poor just lowers ur pride
being poor just allows ppl to haf reason to look down on u
i must earn alot of money,i mean ALOT
i wun wanna allow anyone to haf any reason to look down on me
money is th most imptnt thing in th world
without money,you're just shit..
i will try my best to earn as much as i can
if can,work 7 days,thn i wun need to be home so early everyday
i love money.perhaps im just tt materialistic.zzz.