boringboringboring.i dunno if it was right,for me to volunteer to stay home to tc of my ah ma.i had only th last wk left to relax before sch starts,but i haf to stay home to tc her.haix.i felt bad to tink tt she caused me to lose my 1 whole wk's time to relax.but,she've been taking care of me since young.she've been thr for me when my mother wasnt.i should take care of her de.why am i feeling she's a burden somehow?hate myself.how can i do tt.