hmm..todae was supposed to b doing th dance board deco..but ended up finished quite early..watched national treasure with gladys ruiling edmund aaron shawn..tt show was nice!!but it is so damn damn cold in th cinema lor..i was shivering sia..thn after tt was home sweet home..=D..wonder hw is my gladys jiejie lor..she headache duno ok le mahs..n duno if she feeling better le mahs..JIEJIE JIAYOU..MEIMEI WILL ALWAES B HERE FOR U!!

th past wk..i haf been dancing everyday..except wed..hmm..anw..tt dae is edmund de bdae..so HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO EDMUND=DD..hmm..past 2 days i haf been performing at v.t..hmm..th cosmetic is damn disgusting..make my face so disgusting nw..AHH!!haiix..suan le..n these few days..i came to noe something sad..kena backstab by fren de feeling is so so so hurt..i reali dint expect it to happen..my sis warned me b4..she says some frens r nt true frens..when they betray u..u will noe hw pain it is..nw i noe th pain..it realli hurts so much..thnk god i haf my GLADYS JIEJIE<33 there for me..i luv u 184..u haf been there for me in th past days..i m realli touched..this is true fren..

hmm..todae gt dance agn..hahaz..there seems to b dancing in every post huh..=DD todae we there learnt ma bian..thn my ma bian so heavy..my wrist very pain:(( i realli is getting more n more tired of th hse..i m realli very stressed at this hse..i no longer feel th warmth in this hse..i go dance..thn my dad go scold my mum..in th end they quarrel..make me feel so guilty n xintong for my mum..he succeeded..i decide to quit it..i m alwaes th one hu is making them quarrel..i m th hai ren jing..i hate myself..i m th source of unhappiness in th family..all i do is make them quarrel..wad's th use of me living in this world..i will onli cause more unhappiness..

oops..very long no blog agn..dun say my blog wan rot le hor..i blog le..wakakakz..hmm..these few days bz with dancing..or i should say..my whole holiday i m bz with dancing..haiix..my dancing getting lousier n lousier..hahaz..hmm..as for holiday homework..i still gt all th chi compre haven do!!!arghhh!!die le..anw..haf performance at the end of th month..27 28 29..a dance in th middle of opera performance..wakakaz..srry yanjun meimei..coz everytime u ask me out i also gt dance..srry..n misses!!hahaz..n i miss my darxx lor..everytime she cum my hse we will lk chat for more than an hr lk tt..i tink..i believe me n darxx will b foreva bez frens!!I MUST IMPROVE!!!

whoots!!so long no blog le sia..hey peeps ot there..miss me yeahs??srry for nt blogging for so long..was quite bz..last wk was dance camp!!hahaz..although i cant stay overnite there..but i had great days there..this camp improved my relationship with th dunman gerls..hahaz..they super cute lor..WEIJIA NING LI NAZI JOYLYNN<33..omg..they r 4 cute peeps eh..hahahaz..n had great times with my gladys jiejie..(although most of it are sad ones..)hmm..as for th performance on dec 1..i dint go..coz i went out with my sis..xpPp..i miss them so much..omg..looking forward to saturday de huikuan prac..YEAH!!ltr going huikuan le..so i will end this post here!!

haiix..todae actually need go huikuan practise jiu ji ke de..but hor..my parents dun let..they NEARLY dun let me go huikuan sia..sian..thn kena restricted liao..nw duno still gt dance zuyou dance..thn my jiu ji ke lk shit..omg..studies also lk hell..wah..nxt wk will b bz..monday seveners bbq at bukit batok<33..thn tues huikuan..wed thurs fri skool(plus wed huikuan at nite)..sat huikuan..sunday mayb..OMG..FULLY PACKED..sian diao..haiix..my pathetic taggy box..nobody tagg de..if anyone cums here..PLS PLS TAGG!!

dunno y la..jus hate this sucky family..i seem to alwaes quarrel with them over stupid things lor..with tt UNREASONABLE dad there..alwaes objecting wad i do..everything also wanna interfere..chalet..dance..wad more u wan interfere??i cnnt tahan le la..this stupid family gif me so much stress..everything also gif me stress..y cant they b lk pepsii mum??supportive of her dance career..even praise her in front of laoshi..me leh??object dao siao la..i realli cnnt stand it le..everything in life is so fan..it would b so gd to b dead..

"Are you demanding too much from the people around you right now? If you want more attention, maybe you should pay more attention."
it totally suits my thinking nw..this is quoted frm th frenster horoscope..mayb i realli IS demanding too much frm some person..i realli need some attention..haiix..i dunno la..nw is lk so luan for me lo..with this kinda idiotic result..with this kinda situations around me..
my frens..pls dun leave me..i realli need each n everyone of u nw..i need ur support to carry on anything..without all of ur support..i m gonna brk dwn soon..i realli will..i m realli tired le..tired of simply everything..

thnks alot to qii n zhao..luv both of u lots..created th video of th seveners..I REALLY REALLY MISS 2/7..we've been through thick n thin for 2 yrs..there is competition..we stay united to participate n win..there is scolding..all of us get it..all 40 of us r jus lk bro n sis hu lived tgt for 2 yrs..although some r of different race..all still managed to click n communicate..all th fun we had tgt..SEVENERS WILL ALWAES B REMEMBERED IN MY HARTth memories of th seveners will nvr b forgotten..th best clss i haf ever been to..with all those crappy ppl lk *fadzil*shahari..with cute ppl lk *rudy*joseph..(srry if dint mention ur name..)..with th bunch of cute gerls..my **my darxx..**my honey..all others..thx for all th beautiful memories u haf given me..i dun wanna leave tis clss..i wan to stay as it is..hw i wish we could all jus continue promoting..with th same clss..1/7 go 2/7..2/7 go 3/7..3/7 go 4/7..n we graduate tgt..haiix..ytd was last day..but i dint manage to take foto with th whole clss..hope during hols we haf gathering..n i will take foto take till lk siao de lor..coz tt will b th onli memories left for me..so seveners..PLS PLS turn up for th gathering..if any..

haiix..siianz..my results SUX ok..clss ranking 30/40..wad crap result!thn whole sch ranking 159/240..CRAP!!!such lousy results..it is such a disappointment to myself n also my family..crap lor..put in so much effort..wad comes out are these IDIOT RESULTS..WTH..haiix..thn as for dancing..duno la..tt father of mine keep tok crap there..he jus dun understand hw much i luv dance..so wad is my mum understands..my dad keep nag there..y dun he understand..y he lk to pick on me?coz i stupid?coz my result nt gd?or do i look lk i m someone hu is easily bullied?CRAP LA...aiyo...feel lk bursting into tears le..but hu would ever noe hw i feel..mayb onli my honey n my darrx bah..they r realli th ones hu noe me th best..my family should feel embarrassed..even outsiders noe me better than they do..

todae so damn tired..went for zuyou dance at huikuan..thx ruiling for her doughnut..hahahaz..my back n leg sia..siianz..haiix..i so luan nw sia..duno wad i thinking..so tired of everything sia..todae afternoon went find jiayee..thn go huikuan..gt caught in rain sia..siianz..when i reach huikuan..all drenched..nw abit headache..hahahaz..haiyo..lousy body..die liao la..y m i so stupid..do everything also fail..haiyoyo..siianz..rmb steps so lan..everything also lan de la..

wahahaz..so loong no blog ler..=DD..rotting liao..haiiz..nobody tagg me de..siianz..hahahaz..ltr going hk agn..wed thurs fri n sat..wow..4 days sia..bz..=DD..so bored sia..i luv gong zhu xiao mei lor!!so nice..angela so beautiful..she jus suits tt kinda princess costumes=DD..wu zun also suit those price costume..i luv it..n i also luv dong fang zhu li ye..EXAMS FINALLY OVER..can relax nw..concentrate on my dance career..hahahaz..i DANCE FREAK=D..haiix..tis few says pupil release day so siianz..y dun let me dance frm morning till nite..or let me go skool..at home realli very siianz lor..nth to do de..haiiix..BORED!!

todae was th el paper..okay..gonna fail paper 1 section 1 and paper 2 summary..tt equates to failing el..dead la..if i fail my el..i wun b able to promote??omg..damn scared la..but exam already over le..there is nth i can do actually..haiix..jus blame it on my laziness..i dun read bks..so my vocab lousy till duno lk wad shit..omg..aiya..must strive hard for other subjects..i wan get into thriple sci..n also geog for human..so must strive super hard for maths n sci..n tis 2 subjects r th onli 2 subjects i m interested in..n also geog??haiix..with such poor results..can i achieve tt??i dun think so..=((

i cnnt believe even my best fren starts to lose trust in me..she realli made me so disappointed..i told her all of my things..yet she still dun believe me..wad th hell la..nth to do issit..everytime think of tis kinda stupid things..go think for all u wan la..i nt gonna gif a damn for u anymore..listen..it is ANYMORE!!if u ever get to tis blog..c tis..u dun even trust me..forgt it..a frenship without a trust is jus nth..i was helping u all th way n u nw u dun trust me..fine..thn dun ever..n as u wish..i will leave tt person alone..so u wun gt scared in th hell out of no where..

todae first lesson wad CD period..hahaz..talked abt CYBERBULLYING..lols..bo liao topic..thn maths..ANOTHER PAPER AGN!!omg..everyday gif us one paper..do until gonna die le la..haiyo..thn HE th guys cook..thn gerls do their own work..so i managed to finish paper 1..hee..thn geog..same old thing..MINDMAP!!): sian diao lor..thn she go through th focus for geog for EOY..EL was peer-marking th compo..after skool went SWIMMING!!it was damn tired sia..my leg was damn tired lor..trap water for very long time..thn at time gt cramp also..dint do warm-ups b4 goin dwn to swim..so actually is quite dangerous la..thn no bring goggles..cnnt swim freestyle..onli can swim breaststroke...after tt went back to skool for MT wk de thing..th karaoke..mandy n gekteng pro sia..their 'si lu'..omg..they jus super pro lor..after all tt..HOME SWEET HOME(:

AHH!!my leg very pain..='( jus nw laoshi wanted me to demo?!?!?!thn she used too much strength i guess??thn my leg there gt th 'crack' sound..both legs..nt one leg!!alamak..hw to walk tml??i nw sit crossing my leg also pain lor..can u imagine th pain??shit la..tml gt dance leh..haiix..hw m i gonna do jibengong??haiix..haf to rest my leg for a few wks..b4 it heals..i shouldnt do difficult jibengong..

haiix..these few days at home slacking..ARRGGHH!!alot of homework arhs..die le la..dun think will b able to finish it sia..die le la..tml gt huikuan sia..yeah!!!onli danciing can make me happy..free me frm unhappiness..=DD i luv danciing..danciing is my life..if u noe me well enough..u will noe hw imptnt dance is to me..VERY imptnt..hahaz..will try to finish my h/w..so as to shut my family frm saying danciing ruin my life n studies..=DD

ltr goin huikuan to learn sha??hmm..i cnnt everytime go on sunday de lor..is coz nxt wk holiday tt y can go todae lor..normal sundays dun think can go sia..die le la..sunday clss is all super pro de huikuan seniors..haiix..haven go alreadi feel th stress le..all so pro one..thn me leh??dance lk shit de..OMG!!ltr gonna meet gladys jiejie(ftp) at tpy..thn we go eat le thn go huikuan tgt:)))..hahaz..she very gd de..n i alwaes pour out my troubles to her de..n th poor her haf to listen to all my troubles..i think frens around me is very kelians..esp. very gd with me de..coz they will b bothered by me..LOLS!!

ytd went to huikuan in th afternoon..thn dance n all tt..th bai shou i gt a few steps nt very sure..but i can rmb almost all of it..thn as for th jiu ji ke..eh..can cope la..tt is all i can say..hmm..i cnnt stand my danciin lor..it realli sux lor..compare me with just any of th huikuan ppl..n i will lose..i cnnt even do handstand..ALAMAK!!so lousy!!haiix..siianz..thn after tt went KFC to eat..thn went home..

todae CD lesson..sat wit ht..thn chat chat chat..thn mr cheong look at me..thn i smile n turn away..xpPp..hahahaz..thn MUSIC..lols..ng c.j. late sia..let us wait so long..thn MATHS..left abit time onli..all coz of ng c.j. ..all her fault..waste our precious time..LOLS..hmm..thn DNT..finally gt abit shape out of th cardboard..did a littlt bit things onli la..haf alot more to go..thn GE..haiix..tt lesson is another no use lesson..EL..mrs yeo very gd..let us haf free time lor..she say all we needa do is jus keep quiet n b seated..=DD..after skool..RAINING!!!so no swimming..thn me n darxx while walking to cwp..was playing with water lor..we seem so much lk small kids sia..we kicking water to each other..thn in th end..both of us de skool shoes are wet lor..LOLS..she is so much lk a small kid..she c water..thn so excited..=DD..tml ACES day n cher' day celebration..i can predict tt it will b a very fun day..coz can meet pri skool frens after skool..thn th dance for ACES day..erm..is quite... ...hahaz..xpPp