i m realli realli feelin dwn these days..dance was supposed to make me b free of troubles..but instead..it brought me sadness..as for studies..it haf nvr improved..instead..it haf been deproving..thn for personal life..it is th damn worst one..family troubles n all others..they jus dun seem to go away..i m realli getting more n more tired of life..getting tired of everything..i realli wish to continue dancing for th rest of my life..but i confirm cnnt do so de la..suan le..if i do so..my family will hate me for life..haiix..suan le..emoing~