yay..let's post abt ytd..went to huikuan for ling zi de practice..thn we practised with th seniors at huikuan..wah..th 'gao jiejie'(yu feng jiejie) damn pro lor..cher keep praise her..say she dance th best..haiix..i think i dance ling zi nt very nice lor..coz ling zi need very gentle..i so cu lu..hahaz..alamak..wonder hw i gonna dance this dance..well..thn after tt jiu came home le lor..was so tired tt after i finish bathing n jus lie on bed..jiu fall aslp liao..-_-'"..hahaz..thn woke up after tt..well..after tt of coz went back to slp la..nth much abt ytd le..oh ya..while walking to huikuan..all th memories came back..th same old route i alwaes take to go to huikuan..but it seemed so mo sheng..jus haf feeling tt i no longer belong to huikuan..all i felt when i go into huikuan was jus lk hw i felt when i first went to huikuan in th past..th feelings r jus...DIFFERENT

yay..let's tok abt todae..soooooo damn bored..was chatting with YUTING MEIMEI<3 for almost th whole day le..this meimei treat me so gd..hahaz..love her very much..teng her very much also..ppl out there dun jealous arh=X..lols..hmm..thn whole day was slacking n haiix..haf lots homework to do..i dun haf enough time do homework sia..mayb is coz ytd went dance or tt i todae do soo slow n slacked too much..well..nth much to say le..BYEBYE!!

HL todae..went for th dance thingy..thn chem super bored..thn emaths NO FILE CHECK~..lols..after recess is eng..they took fotos with ms heng..thn she gif us th fotos we took..i realli miss her..realli will..nt coz of slacking period..but mayb jus coz she call me penguin..duno lor..she said she will miss my walking-_-'''..thn sudden sadness filled my heart..coz i regretted nt cherishing moments with her..well..todae very angry with some stupid gerl..th one ting scold at her blog tt time u noe..ya tt gerl frm her clss..i realli hate her la..CAN U PLS STOP FLAUNTING TT U CAN DANCE WELL..n also hor..dancing alot doesnt mean u are a gd dancer can..u stupid or wad..lols..n y do u think ppl dun lk u n dun ask u for xtra prac..coz of ur own attitude n ur stupid arrogance la..stupid!!i cant believe there is this kinda ppl in this world lor..flaunting ur own dance skills n u r maligning us tt WE r doing it..wth lor..sot de..th brain nerve *kachak* alreadi issit..dun tok abt her le..spoil my mood..hmm..nt in gd mood nw..nth more to post..so BYES..
**n hor ting arh..cheer up..feel tt u nt in gd mood todae..**

todae first lesson humans..well..mdm matthews is sooo funny can..hmm..thn AM mrkwok nt here..relieve cher..she so heck care de sia..thn recess liao..MT gt my oral conversation..is lk gt alot of those competition on tv thn say abt it lor..th pros n cons..well..thn bio..th speed test think gonna fail it-_-'''..thn home sweet home le lor..i wan learn alot stuff..cantonese..japanese..piano..alot alot..haiix..but im too stupid=X

todae..skool was bored..H3 we stay at hall..thn th NE forum thing abt Mas Selamat..thn after tt go back clss do NYAA booklet..hahaz..thn after recess took foto with ms heng:) i will miss her de lor..thn chi clss..so angry with tt maggie mee..she zhen dui me de lor..whole grp talking..she scold me onli lor..walao..think jh is getting it soon..coz she noe her name liao!!LOLS..thn after tt dance..was still disappointed in myself..my yao realli very pain..so IT SUCKS!!i almost cried coz of this..suan le..nobody cares anw..thn todae we dance ling zi..i can FINALLY rmb all th steps..SOOO HAPPY!!!wel..nth much to say le..todae keep kena water attack..lols..

HAPPY BDAE IN ADVANCE TO CHAOS!!

ytd went to watch th opera performance..i tot th show was 2h..but in th end show 1h thn pre-show talk 1h..lols..hmm..hey ppl hu performed..u all did real well can!!i nearly cried sia..th part where they say th vows they made..oh..so touching sia..nearly moved me to tears..lols..thn after tt chat with my gladys jiejie..had a very long chat with her..i tot we so long no c liao..mayb nt tt close le..but we r still so gd lor!!here i must say srry to gladys jiejie lor..coz i had no faith in our friendship..i tot we would nvr b lk before..b lk hw close we r when i was still in huikuan..well..im srry jiejie..u will alwaes b my best jiejie ever..I LOVE GLADYS JIEJIE FOREVA!!

well..nth much happened todae..went to eat vegetarian food in lotus restaurant in quality hotel..lols..quite nice la..is buffet lor..jus tt is vegetarian food onli..went to eat with my aunt de family..lols..thn i shared lotsa food with my cousin..yay!!lols..hmm..thn on th way home..saw my honey on th train..she was on th way back frm huikuan..thn saw szeling n kaiyuan also la..hahaz..thn talked with honey..thn came home..was so tired tt i fell aslp when i lie on my bed..without changing out my clothes..lols..nth le..byebye..

well..todae was SPORTS CARNIVAL..first game was mass game..thn we were th first grp to play..played frisbee with 3/8 de 5 gerls..thn they kena thrashed till very jialat..thn we won all Express clss n draw with 3/5..but lose to all Normal clss..well..still did quite well..thn CAPT BALL(3RD PLACING)..BBALL(2ND PLACING)..LONGJUMP n SOCCER(CHAMPION)..WHOOTS!!after tt thn went to eat at 883..jh no go:(..coz her mum say she sick..better nt to eat outside too often..sobs..GET WELL SOON:))..thn here i m at home..chatting with lots ppl..well..im going off nw..BYEE PPL:)

went out in th afternoon with th clique<3..we color="#ffff33">恋空!!VERY VERY SUPER DUPER NICE CAN!!i recommend ppl hu come my blog to go watch this show...hmm..smuggled lotsa stuffs inside..gt bbt fries sushi donuts chips..lols..应有尽有..lols..hahaz..thn after tt they went to book th chalet..n my forgetful boyfren(mojo) forgt to bring th coupon!!alamak..hahaz..so xl n ting went with her back home to take it..n they meet qii zhao n buff to go amk find qii's father..thn frm there they go book th chalet..hahaz..hmm..quite a fun day out<3..hope color="#ffff33">恋空realli very nice lor..so touching till i cried..hehs..PPL PLS PLS WATCH TH SHOW!!!!

whoots!!peeps..i m back frm my SEC 3 ADVENTURE CAMP!!!so damn fun..BUT BUT BUT..IT IS DAMN DIRTY!!kena sunburn sia..nw my face damn damn pain..n i gt lots of mosquito bites on my legs n hands=((..thn had my camp tee..damn BIG cans..hahaz..M size..can cover my fbt le sia..hmm..during camp..i had vegetarian meals..thn th instructor MARVIN keep call me 'hey vegetarian..dun eat away th forest'..lam shit sia..lols..but he was quite a fun instructor..n another CUTE CUTE SHORT SHORT de..forgt hw to spell his name le..lols..during camp..i slpt with jy honey..hahaz..thn at nite we keep chat chat chat:))..lk so long no haf such a gd talk with her le..we shared our problems n stuffs..during th camp i dun really haf th camping mood sia..whole mind was filled with lotsa stuffs sia...thn th scenery there is damn nice can!!having th whole sky filled with bright starsat nite..th scene of different layers of trees in th day..VERY NICE!!hmm..afterall i enjoyed it..but i wasnt in th mood at all..keep emo diao..xpPp

was disappointed in myself..i dunno issit coz i hurt my back ytd or wad..but todae..my吊腰 lousy lk shit can..mayb i should say..it dint hit my expectation..was realli disappointed..hmm..thn learning piano recently..n I NOE I HAF RETARDED FINGERS!!hmm..as for cantonese..still learning th song..learn so long still duno hw to sing..i noe i very jialat..hmm..camp coming..duno..dun haf th 'GOING CAMP!' mood...hahaz..aiya..duno wad happened to me sia..sot sot de..mayb im too tired of everything........

hmm..recently damn lots of sad things happened..dun wish to say abt it..hmm..time realli past damn fast can..13th month le sia..aiya dun care le la..suan le..it is impossible anw..hahaz..hmm..i also 4gt wad happened in th past wk..so..i'll post nxt wk thn=DD

exam period is realli damn sressful n bz..hahaz..nw finally i m free to come n blog here..hmm..recently learning cantonese with mj n ting..hahaz..thn learning a very nice song called 好心分手..although it is quite a erm old song or wadeva u call it..but it is jus damn nice..i luv this song sia..th tune makes me feel lk crying sia xpPp..lols..hmm..my cantonese still sux lk duno wad shit..shuli thn damn pro can..walao..she can speak cantonese so fluently..hahahaz..sometimes i m tired of life..imagine living in a hse with no privacy n no sense of belonging..n with tt father keep picking on me..n coz of tt th whole family feels irritated coz of this..th unhappiness of th family is realli caused by me..i wonder if im a jinx..hu bring bad luck n fortune to th family..i onli bring troubles to my family n frens..nth else..wad can i do??nth..should i say i m useless or should i say i m too useful in a bad way???

todae woke up quite early..8.15..thn went to ting hse..played mahjong..n i lost $1++..lols..thn after tt went dwn for lunch..thn went back to play mahjong agn..after tt went off with xl to buy bbt=D..thn went off..came back..thn went dwn to darxx de hse to find her n chat..we chat for lk 1hr plus thn she wan slp liao..zZz..hahaz..came back..slack slack slack..nth to do..sort of la..i also dunno..i duno my dad go malaysia sia..if nt i would haf went to th lian yi she buffet thingy..wah sianz..jus nw went to my san yi hse to c baby wenwei..i luv her lor..she damn cute can..hahaz..her radiant smiles bring my troubles away..for tt period of time..

HAPPY CNY PPL:))
hmm..new yr wasnt tt happy than i tot it was gonna b..
first day of new yr..went to relatives' hse n get lotsa angbaos=XX
second day went to malaysia n gt a little little bit of malaysia ringgit xpPp
todae was MAJHONG DAY!!won $2.50 onli..hahahaz..
th whole new yr was real bored..n i haf to start my homework tml..
jiayou meixia..chiong arh!!
this is th most unhappy new yr i ever had..
even cried..
this is th first new yr i m crying....................

th modern jazz todae learn last yr de ACES day de dance..lols..thn lessons..after skool went NAFA open hse..by th time we reach there..th modern dance already finish liao..N WE DINT EVEN MANAGE TO GO N C TH DANCE STUDIO THERE!!sian lor..walao..thn th whole building is for arts de i tink..those drawing n things as such..thn we went there for lk less than 1hr..waste my time..nth abt dance there..arghh!thn was some sort of erm emoing there when i go n come back frm there..n i erm cried?lols..i dunno la..suan le..soo tired~

skooling as usual..th whole day sian sian sian..thn after skool went to yq de hse..tt stupid maomao..c me thn bark at me..damn high-pitched..wonder if he is changing into a female..hahaha..thn keep lick me..my legs n hands r full of his saliva..eeeeks!thn we makan there..thn b guai kia=XX..we do homework there leh!!guai bah??heh heh..thn blasting music n singing songs there...all in all..VERY DAMN FUN THERE..it would b better with jh zy..hahahaz..i want bake something to eat leh..but hor..they say ltr bake liao..thn we will spend our new yr in th hospital..hahahaz..coz of food poisoning?lols..xpPp

todae skooling was bored..thn during amaths smsing with ht..hahaz..at first wanna meet up at toilet de..but after tt no chance go toilet..so suan le lor..recess shared laksa with jh n ht..lols..after skool dance..was happy todae..coz laoshi said i improved..so gan dong..my hard work all paid off..hahaz..anw..this fri 1st feb..we going to NAFA for their open hse sia!!thn jus nw came back..went to aunt de hse to c baby wenwei..n my xunxun!!!lols..came back n chiong homework..n here i m..BLOGGING HERE!!

i m realli realli feelin dwn these days..dance was supposed to make me b free of troubles..but instead..it brought me sadness..as for studies..it haf nvr improved..instead..it haf been deproving..thn for personal life..it is th damn worst one..family troubles n all others..they jus dun seem to go away..i m realli getting more n more tired of life..getting tired of everything..i realli wish to continue dancing for th rest of my life..but i confirm cnnt do so de la..suan le..if i do so..my family will hate me for life..haiix..suan le..emoing~

jus nw came back at ard 6++..hahaz..it was so fun sia..going out with them..xl ht yq zy buff mojo..at first..went to horizon to eat lunch..me xl n yq eat th same thing..white carrot cake!!hahahaz..thn after tt went shopping for mojo's clothes..ht n mojo's shoes..thn went to c th mediacorp artists there..frm shows lk 缘之绘，我的饭店，手足2 de artist..shuai ge n mei nu sia..thn after tt went to second floor there n slack there..trying out th cosmetics we bought..we helped yq do mascara..realli gt use sia..her eyelash realli lengthen!!lols..thn help ht put eyeliner..n help mojo put her eyeshadow..lols..miraculously...they trust me sia..i dun even trust myself..lols..thn after tt they went to eat..thn i went home..jus woke up onli..jus nw fell aslp..tonite duno hw to slp le..hahaz..

ytd after skool went to meet mrs leong sia..chat abt lotsa things..jobs in future..BGR stuffs..n alot other stuffs..sat there n chat for lk one hr or so..thn she haf to go back for th stupid meeting..we haven graduate haf th meeting..nw we graduate 3 yrs le she still haf th same meeting at th same time..i will miss mrs leong de..she will onli b cuming back after 2 yrs..coz she gg australia with her husband..I WILL MISS U VERY MUCH MRS LEONG..thn hor..went back skool..thn xl teach me th secret de piano..i learn very long still haven finish learning..too stupid=X..hahaz..thn went to cwp with ht..anw ltr gg out to meet them..gg shopping n mayb watching movie with them..i nw listening to a music..realli feel lk crying..it is a music of a dance taught in hk..i realli luv tt place very much sia..whenever i listen to th song..i feel lk crying..i realli realli luv n miss tt place..ltr thn post bahs..after i come back frm cwp=D

todae went to KUSU ISLAND..th scenery there so nice lor..i luv it sia..thn we were taking fotos there till lk siao..so zilians..hahaz..it haf been a long long time since i went to a beach..th feeling was great..th breezy wind..th coastal sand..th grass patch..th rocks..th island is realli full of turtles..hahaz..all so cute de lor..will upload all th pics nxt time..thn we climbed alot of steps to get th th muslim shrine..tiring sia..but th trip was onli an hr..it was too short..): n hor..i was damn dizzy on th boat..thn on th way there on bus is also dizzy..nearly puked sia..i was dizzy for a total of 4 TIMES..kelians bah??but feel tt it was all worth it..looking at th sceneries there makes me feel so free n easy...fruitful trip((: