todae agn a slacking day..dint do much homework..i gave up on compo n public speaking..no inspirations to do it..thn afternoon do ondeh ondeh..hahas..failure:( alot had 'miscarriage'..n th filling leak out..omg..alamak..hahs..im lousy..nvm..要越战越勇..so i'll try nxt time agn..if gt improvement..i'll make for u ppl..but must wait long long..wait for me to perfect my ondeh ondeh:) n for SOMEONE's information..ondeh ondeh is nt indian cake..it is a type of chinese kueh ok!hahas..loves ondeh ondeh forever..so nice!aiya..thn tml starting skool liao..still quite stressed up bah..regretted getting into bio clss la..i wan poa..i dun wan bio..coz bio really suck-_-

i hate my family...i jus hate them..im tired of them..jus kena scolded by mum for nt preparing th stuffs needed fo making IC tml-_-she say she nt at home..thn i should prepare everything n stuff..dunno la..i noe im at fault..but they also somewhat haf fault bah?if they nt home..hw i gonna take th IC to go photocopy??

todae bored..thn do homework?hahs..thn chat with GLADYS JIEJIE<3!love her damn lots ok!thn slack n stuff..jiu go over aunt de hse c baby..tt baby is getting cuter n cuter can..ok..thn nw im chatting with 3 very crap ppl:
YUTING STEADY GANMEIMEI AKA CAREBEARYYY PREGNANT GF
JOCELENE SUPER CHIO BU MEIMEI
XINKAI CUTECUTE MEIMEI
lols..with u all there to make me laugh lk siao..thn jiu wun emo le..so dun wrry ok..ppl out there..dun wrry for me..coz im fine la..thn haiix..unhappy abt family once agn..jus talking abt my result jus nw lor..thn is lk i dint do very badly this time wad..thn they're lk saying if nxt time can stay this standard thn gd lor..i expected encouraging words lk u did very well this time..keep up th gd work n stuff..hahs..but guess i think too much le..they wun say this kinda stuff to me de..n my sis is lk saying i study combined sci..thn SHOULD get an A de-_-she say combined sci much easier than pure sci..should score well..thn i dunno la..they expect so much frm me..they dun understand th stress im gg through nw..th timetable all so packed..im gonna b very stressed up when skool reopens..y cant they jus try to put themselves into my shoes??y cant they jus try to understand me??hahs..but my meimeis..dun wrry..im alrite nw..coz u all r there for me!!!!

我累了!!

im so so so tired of everything..there is still a big pile of homework there waiting for me to finish..make me so stressed up..i hate skool lor..n tt sucky timetable..3 days of bio..im gonna faint..thn everyday de lesson all very packed lor..nt even one day for us to slack..im gonna haf a hard time nxt term..i realli feel lk stopping skool at times..frankly speaking..i go skool for dancing..nt for studying..thn haix..dance also sure haf stress de la..so tt one i'll skip..coz posted abt tt alot of times le..thn nt realli in gd mood lor..also dunno y..stupid brain..stupid mind..lalalas..but i'll b alrite soon..coz im able to cheer myself up:) hahas..so dun wrry ppl..

ok..todae wad to post abt leh..nth to post abt..slacking th whole day..sleep..thn do abit homework..life is getting more n more bored each day..im getting so tired of it everyday..BUT thnk god i haf these meimeis around me..hu wan me to post happy post..so i cnnt post emo post..nvm..nth abt todae bah..jus coz yuting steadyganmeimei wan me post..so here i m posting(:

srry ppl..so long no post..thx for all th bdae wishes ppl..
FIRSTLY,special thnks to my clique..thx for tt cake..i was realli touched..nearly cried..hahaz..n thx for tt pooh bear..i named it "晓维"..n i hugged it every nite!!!thx lots for buying my fav pooh for me!!lols..i noe it's stupid..nvm..thn thx for everything..u all made my day ok!
SECONDLY,my cute juniors..u all made me a stack of bdae wishes..hahaz..thx lots..im damn damn touched..all ask me dun emo..dun wrry..im fine..n i noe u all will always be there for me de..n tt chocolate is very nice(:
THIRDLY,my dearest HONEY<3 & GLADYS JIEJIE<3 & all other huikuan ppl..thx for th cake ok!very touched also..hahaz..n must gif credit to KEL GOR!!he ran to mobil to buy paper plate sia!!thx lots gor!!
As for others..if i 4gt to say ur name..im srry..haha..but still thx to everyone..im so so so touched..best bdae ever ok!

ok..hmm..as for todae..slacked whole day today..but had diarrhoea in th afternoon..alamak..i finish makan my food le jiu come out le..so gt makan=no makan..hahaz..ehh..think nth more le..i'll post pic thn(:

haiix..todae unhappy things happened..im th SINNER agn..wth can..my mum thinks im always bothering her abt me gg dance or gg out..sian la..gt enough le..cant i just dance?cant i just do something i love..since young..i dint haf this kinda interest or passion u call it..this is th first time i haf th feeling of wanting to realli dance lor..i dunno hw to explain th feeling la..aiyo..but they cant understand my feeling n thinking lor..i dunno is it me who failed to let them noe hw i tink..or is it them hu failed to understand me..i gt enough..these few days i've been feeling dwn..th onli thing tt can cheer me up is dance i guess..but u all dun let me go dance..sianz la..tired..can someone help me??can someone realli be there for me??can someone take care of me??can someone hug me tight n nvr let me go??can someone jus let me feel loved??jus let me feel my importance in th world..even if it is a little..i'll be contented...srry meimeis for my emo post agn..hahaz..

lalalas..fell dwn on my butt jus nw:x coz my aunt mop th floor..very slippery..thn i forgt..so i was walking n i fell dwn..my butt so pain:x thn hor..my hand gt bruise..purplish on th outside n brown on th inside..wakakaz..but my family dun even care..i fall dwn they still think is coz i jump around..i was jus walking very NORMALLY ok..thn i fell..thn aiya..IM NT STUPID!hahahaz..tonite mayb i gg malaysia..coz tml is my ah ma de death anniversary..but i lazy go sia..inside nth to do..nt tt close with cousins..so im still deciding whether to go anot lor..well..thx ppl out there..i felt better..whether u all noe wad happened or not..but u tried ur best to cheer me up..thx..

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
YUTING STEADY GAN MEIMEI AKA CAREBEARYYY PREGNANT GF
JOCELENE SUPER CHIOBU MEIMEI
PECKYONG DARXX
JIAYEE HONEY
KELVIN GORGOR
SHAWN DIDI
HUITING DARLINGG
JOANNE BOYFREN
*srry if i 4gt mention ur name*

i'll nvr forgt u..nvr ever..i tried my best to stop th tears frm coming out..but still..i failed..my heart feels so pain..i feel tt my heartbeat is gonna stop..i feel so sad..i cant find any word to explain hw im feeling nw..perhaps time can slowly heal my wound..im tired le..but still..i wasnt able to put down everything..things r happening jus too sudden..it is happening so fast..so fast until im unable to think and react properly..im tired le..realli tired le..can god pls take my life away?

todae went for tt stupid clss meeting..thn discuss dunno wad skid..dunno la..i wasnt in th mood to do anything todae lor..after come back thn play com..chat on fone..im realli tired..i wish there's a shoulder for me to lie on..i hope someone will hug me tight..let me b free of troubles..but there is no such ppl hu can do it..im feeling tired..jus hope my dying day gets nearer..so tt i can go to th nxt life..where i can meet someone hu can lend me shoulder..hu can hug me tight in his arms..srry my meimeis..my post is unhappy agn..but dunt wrry ok!!!

ok..todae nth to do..afternoon jy come my hse take tt purple thingy..hahaz..thn we chatted alot..we have nt been having hearty talks for a very long time..thn liddat lor..today im unhappy..very unhappy..extreme sadness..

ILOVE YUTING STEADY GAN MEIMEI AKA CAREBEARYYY JOCELENE CHIOBU MEIMEI & XINKAI

lalalas..here i m to post..if nt ltr my 2 meimeis is gonna scold me agn:( i kena my meimeis bully u noe..ppl out there..b my judge..both of them wan me to post everyday..sobsob..i kelian sia..gt myself 2 meimeis to BULLY me!Let me name them:yuting STEADY GANMEIMEI aka CAREBEARYYY..jocelene CHIOBU MEIMEI..wahh..they 2 always bully me de..c la..even rite all those things at my taggie!they bully me!sobsob:(

ok..let me start posting..todae bored bored bored..ytd nite drank a little red wine..thn todae headache..n thn jus nw went out to library to borrow love novels..thn hor..met my sis for dinner..went swensens..thn her stupid joker fren made us laugh till lk siao lor..she said she ate a banana(banana split) n 2 balls(choco busicuits)..stupid la..thn my sis go dig into her banana split..thn we say she digging th HOLE..if u r YELLOW enough..u should understand it..hahaz..so was crapping all th way..thn came back home n mahjong-ed..think i lose..coz my ah ma nt feeling well..thn we jus say wan play mahjong..hope she gt things to do..wun tink so much..hahaz..so i jus said..if i win u no need pay me money..so i onli win frm other 2 players la..thn she win i gif her money..she lose she no need pay me-_- hahaz..thn i jiu come on9 lor..thn kena bully by them..wakakaz..

To my meimeis:I'll try my best to blog EVERYDAY ok!!!

ok..same old thing happened la..kena laoshi scold agn lor..laoshi gif us th feeling tt we SHOULD noe where those ppl stand..n we SHOULD noe wad is th formation lk..n a lot of other 'we SHOULD noe'..haiix..we put in so much effort..but all we get back is laoshi's comment abt us dancing so lousy..say we nvr put in effort..my ankle hurt..my wrist hurt..my back hurt..but still..i tried my best to dance everything..but cant reach laoshi de expectation..im so physically n mentally tired can..physically coz im lk dancing almost every part th girls dance lor..i run in run out..hahaz..thn at first wanna go huikuan de..but in th end..mum dun let..so i gt so unhappy coz of both dance n parents..n i tink my dad dun lk me:( he always lk treat my sis they all so gd..thn treat me cold cold de..if nt jiu scold me..i dun c him doing tt to them la..n sometimes it is th same situation..same day..but his reaction was different..n i found out tt my dad will go crazy when he hear tt i gg dancing..lalala..dance is my interest..im nt gonna gif up..sometimes gt real tired of dance coz of some stuff..but still..i will continue to dance with all my heart..coz dance is my passion..dance is my interest..i love dance..

todae we do th 盾牌 after my bio lesson..we put in lotsa effort to do tt de hor..must take gd care of it kays ppl:)) hmm..todae laoshi was still screaming at us lk before..n i noe im lousy..lalala..thn i feel so sad..i m unable to get my mum's trust lor..hahaz..m i so nt worth her trust?i loved dance so much..n all my parents do is to STOP ME frm dancing..mayb me myself is at fault coz i dint do enough to make them trust me?but as my mum..u should noe hw much i love dance..but jus coz u're scared my dad starts nagging at u..n u dun allow me go dance..they jus dunno hw much i love dance la..mayb there will b someday when i m even willing to die in order to dance?aiya..suan le..troubles r accumulating..im getting more n more tired each day..
srry ppl..i post until so sad everytime..hope u all dun get affected by me kays?=D

todae's dance wasnt tt bad..although still kena scold by laoshi la..but hor..at least todae was better..think laoshi was in a gd mood bah..i realli hope all th chinese dancers can do ur best n buck up in ur jibengong..me myself haf super high expectations out of myself..i m trying my very best to achieve better result in dance..coz seriously i feel tt im still lousy..laoshi has high expectations of us de..haiix..i noe we realli disappointed laoshi greatly lor..for my standard hor..i tink laoshi still thinks im lousy..i must realli buck up..ppl out there..we jiayou tgt ok!

well..first thing..THX YUTING MEIMEI FOR UR POST~! i realli felt better after seeing it..okay..u ppl sure will ask wad happened to me..well..kena laoshi scold agn lor..she said we dint set a goal for ourselves..she tinks tt we r nt serious..me n jy hear till le thn cried..aiya..i tink quite alot noe we cried la..but we managed to stop it in time..hmm..i dunno if i m disappointed in laoshi or tt i m disappointed in myself..mayb i realli dint put in enough effort?or issit tt i put in real lot of effort..jus tt laoshi wasnt able to c it..haiix..hmm..

& hor..
wan say srry to this SOMEONE..i promise u it wun ever happen agn kays(:

lalala..todae was once agn a disappointing day..with laoshi screaming at me during dance-_- well..guess laoshi was ONCE AGAIN disappointed in me..mayb she jus had too high expectation on me bah..aiya..dunno..was so sad when kena scold by laoshi..well..dunno..must buck up le lor..my skills all suck lk hell..plus nw hurt my back..i doubt i can improve on my jibengong..but i'll try my best la..hmm..tml nite mayb haf to go huikuan after skool prac..my mum also dint say whether i can go anot..aiya dun care la..it is for 3rd aug de performance lai de..but i duno is wad performance..tml dunno can wake up anot..my lesson starts at 9!so early can..i wan slp lor..

gd nites ppl((:

ytd so so so bored..thn at nite went to aunt's hse..11++ come back..thn in th morning wake up to go bball with cousins..we've been laughing n laughing..suddenly feel tt my aiming suck can..thn jus nw aunt bought some ice-cream for us!coz she noe we feeling warm n tired..so..hehe..gt ice-cream makan..thn i very hardworking lor..they go rest..thn i keep try my shooting..thn nw im so so so tired..hmm..nxt wk's gonna b a bz wk..with lessons n dance..ahh..im gonna die!hahaz..nvm..coz...

ILOVEDANCE<33!!!

yo ppl..hahaz..ytd nite went to huikuan..im so so so stressed up when laoshi is teaching..hahaz..well..cher said i had improvements..i haf more confidence le(according to laoshi..but i dun tink is true la)..thn my gladys jiejie..we must jiayou tgt ok..ILOVEYOU GLADYSNG!hmm..thn came back home..lalala..todae is gonna b a boring day..no dance no nth..bored..im boredd!

hmm..todae bored sia..lesson lesson lesson..thn after skool came home..thn went to 368 there de bball court find th chi dance guys..they play bball there..found out tt when th guys play bball..they look as if they're dancing..lols..thn went to cwp with jy honey to meet yuting steadyganmeimei!hahaz..thn went to RP c th performance..hmm..th evergreen pri de super nice can!no wonder they gt gold with honours sia..thn their indian dance also nice..hahaz..thn came back home..tml mayb gg hk..coz laoshi wan me go dwn train jibengong..but my muscleache haven heal..so mayb i jus gonna try my best tml bah..hahaz..BYES((:

FINALLY my stupid internet modem thingy ok liao..sooo stupid..past few days cant use com..hmm..finished th second love novel..this wasnt as touching as th first one..but still..hmm..quite nice la..well..todae phy chem el am all is free period..n life without mojo is so sian can!get well soon mojo:) hmm..thn dance..wow..todae jibengong onli gt 6 ppl do-_- all go wad veg farm..wad course..wad competition..n NE quiz..in th end..left with pathetic few..well..i hurt my back once agn..stupid rite?i noe..aiya..thn dance lor..todae is as tiring as ytd..ytd jiafeng punish us by asking us run 10 rounds..todae jibengong do alot thingy sia..frog jump..tt's tiring..hahaz..thn went cwp for dance comm meeting at food court..lols..thn came home..disappointed with family..lalalas..suan liao la..dun say unhappy stuff le..HOLIDAYS COMING=CHALET COMING!!!

hmm..todae was bored..was reading th novel in th day n slping..thn went out to dinner with aunt cousins sis & ahma..hahaz..thn went to eat vegetarian food..thn was shopping round cwp..came back..thn mahjong-ed..ytd n todae also lose..suay sia..but nvm la..coz we play for leisure..nt for winning..th most imptnt part nt winning..but th process=D thn here i m blogging..im nt feeling well these few days..sore throat n feeling giddy sometimes..falling sick soon..sianz la..i hate falling sick..coz i'll get sexy voice-_- i wan dance nxt tues n wed..pls dun let me fall sick!!i needa practise extra harder than anybody else..coz tt time i hurt my back..thn i deprove..so i must jiayou..CHIONG ARH!=DD

hmm..let's post abt ytd bah..went to skool..thn HL..went for th dance thingy..thn after tt was checking scripts..disappointed in myself..during exam period..no matter hw hard i tried..i jus cant get anything into my brain..well..i suck ok..thn th results is jus as shity as i haf imagined..

Results below:
English-55.8/100
E-Maths-69/100
A-Maths-63.8/100
Combined Science-71/100
Combined Humanities-57.9/100
Biology-56/100

hmm..continuing frm where i stopped..went to yq hse after skool..mahjong-ed..won $1.30..heh..pro leh?!:x thn pia home lor..hmm..my dance also deprove le..i nw suck at everything-_-

todae went to cck..thn found out tt stupid SSC gt meeting..thn ALL swimming pools nt open..but thx to jh..went to her biao sao de condo de swimming pool..after tt rushed back to cwp meet jy..she is nt late todae wor!!MIRACULOUSLY!!lols..hmm..thn went back skool..but th 2 chers nt in-_- haiix..wasted out time..thn after tt slacking ard cwp..thn home sweet home!!!

heys ppl((:

hmm..todae damn tired..ytd 2 liddat thn slp..thn morning 7+ haf to wake up jus for tt stupid elearning..sucky la..i dunno hw to do..anyone out there wan lend me ur elearning thingy to let me copy??i realli dunno hw to do la..too stupid liao le!hmm..thn my sis bought back secret de piano score for me?lols..well..it was a damn bored day..so i tink i was slping almost half of th day?too bored le..IM NT PIG=D

well..todae was bored bored bored...ppl out there..recently duno y..mood swing..so if i become unreasonable or wad..pls forgive me..recently i jus had too much problems in mind..firstly..im gonna flunk alot subjects..well..getting damn stressed up over this..any 'counsellors' out there hu can counsel me?lols..hmm..thn secondly..some personal stuffs to think abt..thirdly..i gt enough of th family?well..im tired..they nt onli dun gif me warmth..they still make me feel tt this home is so fan..i gt alot of things to fan..thn they keep come bother me..sometimes i feel tt it is too much for me to take it..i need to take a break..i need to start planning abt my future?i also duno wad im thinking..my mind is in a total mess...

todae morning needa wake up at 8+ to pei my ah ma go perm her hair-_- aiyo..very sian can..i spent 2h there lo..thn half th time i was reading my love novel..DAMN SWEET~ thn rest of th time nth to do..i nearly died there can..too bored le..thn after tt went to cwp haf lunch..come back le thn went out agn to borrow MORE love novels..soo sweet~..hw i wish my life was lk tt of th female lead..although it would mean i would haf a sad childhood..but at least th guy loved her so dearly..OMG!! i so envious..hahaz..will it happen on me someday??lols..i should stop dreaming le lor..hahaz..im gonna start on another book ltr..so update u all nxt time..

EXAMS OVER!!
well..nth to do sia..no homework..no skooling.no nth..haiix..so sianz..well..recently gt addicted to love novels thx to tt cousin of mine eh..super nice n sweet..haven finish reading..finish le thn i tell everyone wad th story is abt kays?=D hmm..nxt wk slacking th whole wk..frm mon to thurs..coz no skool!tues gg with clique to swim i guess..whoots!todae was mother's day..so went out with mum..thn we bought a cake back for ah ma..heh heh..th cake was very chocolaty?hahahaz..thn played mahjong..i was th onli one hu won!!nan de sia..everytime i m th onli one hu lose de..yay!!thn..nw here i m blogging here coz of my beloved yuting meimei..honoured eh meimei??well..nth to post le..so guess i'll stop here..GOOD MORNING PPL((:

let's post abt ytd..th paper was so sucky-_- my 公涵go write私人给团体..by right is 团体给团体..stupid rite?i noe!ahh!!hmm..thn paper 2..i dun realli understand th qn..so in conclusion..IM GONNA FLUNK MY CHI PAPER!hmm..after tt went to eat pasta with clique..everyone drank each-a-cup..hahs..thn i went off early..coz mum wants me to reach home by 3.30-_- thn came home..help ah ma change bedsheet..went for a run with my mum in th evening..came back played mahjong after dinner..thn went to darxx hse take amaths tys..im hardworking wor?:x jkjk..hahaz..aiya..thn chat with her till 10 liddat..tot will get scolding frm mum..coz she ask me b back by 9.45..hahaz..blehhx..

as for today..woke up early in th morning pei my aunt go run..n my diet was successful can!in th past it was 43(fat hor?)..nw is 41.5 le..congratulate me wor!!!hahaz..thn nth more le lor..was studying SS jus nw..but too tired tt i fell aslp xP hmm..exams faster over..bear with it for this wk n it will b over le!!yay!!thn there comes th june hols!with chalets n bdaes:x

yo ppl..noe i long long time no blog..so one last post here before MYE..hmm..todae heard alot ppl stomachache lor..me xl bernice liting jiaen..hope all is alrite lor..my stomach was so pain during lesson..nearly fainted..n hor..i stomachache still chiong finish 2.4km run..aiyo..haiix..nearly faint when finish running..thn no appetite..so dint eat during recess..i improved frm 1707 to 1625..congratulate me bah!hmm..thn after skool went NLB teach yuting..but end up is shawn teach..a strict cher..hahaz..after tt went cwp with aunt..eat my breakfast+lunch+dinner..came back had a nap..thn drank 2 bowls of bak kut teh~!one plate of rice n 2 bowls of bak kut teh is my breakfast+lunch+dinner..nw stomach still nt realli feeling well..hmm..jus nw crap with chaos..he let me guess all th ppl's name..lame ones..hahaz..but tt was somewhat funny..thx chaos!thn chat with ting..talked abt her stuff((:

JIAYOU PPL..FOR YOU MYE

whoots..those r fotos taken on kel de bdae(: nw thn rmb to upload..wakakaz..hmm..todae skool was real boredd..n my back was so pain..hope tml will b a better day(:

here i m blogging agn..hmm..th wk was quite boring i guess..yeah..ytd th clique went bugis..but i dint go..they help me buy th shirt le..th shirt tt belongs to th clique!LOVE IT CAN!!hmm..thn jus nw went to watch 'run papa run' with my sis..stupid ending tt i dun understand..we bought quite alot of stuff into th cinema..wedges popcorn waffle:) heh..after tt jiu came home n continue watching my show..my aunt borrow back for me watch de..help me learn cantonese..LOVE HER LOR!well..went to c th doc on fri..he say my back de bone move out of place?lols..no wonder so pain for so long haven heal la..lucky exam period..stop cca le..thn i can haf a rest..let my back heal..n i will still try my best in dance..depends on hw fast my back heals..i dun wanna disappoint anyone..no matter is it senior or teacher...

hey ppl..long time no blog le rite??well..gonna tell all of u abt this KPO ppl..she suck..walao eh..problems nt concerning her she also can so kpo..go blog a whole lot..wth la..well..ppl out there..if u r chi dancer..here is announcement for u..we decided to take off th fining system le(most likely should be)..but there will b no refund for those fine u paid..well..back to th person..jus take gd care of ur own cca la..dun interfere into other ppl de cca can..n if anyone out there thinks i m nt fit to b treasurer..pls tell me..i will b glad to step down(provided all other dance comm member agree)..haiix..4gt it..dun feel lk continuing..

whoots..todae during skool time..me n mj keep countdown lor..countdown to PIZZAHUT!!hahaz..after skool went there with mj ting jh zy hy..lols..'squeeze' in five seater..me n ting eat th same de..super duper hot sia..duno curry wadeva baked rice de..thn hy n mj th same..th chicken ole something de..thn zy n jh de i 4gt le=X..gt STM..wakakaz..thn after tt went to buy clip..bought same one with hy n ting..initially ting n mine same colour de lor..but hor..hers spoil..so she went exchange for pink de..she is fated to haf th pink one lo..lols..thn..went home..kena scold by mum..coz she wait at cwp for me..thn i was eating..no hear till her call..walao..she tell me she will come out ltr de lor..so i was there eating..she said she went round cwp to find me lor..i felt so srry..but i seriously dint noe she will come so early lor..n tt she so fast will finish doing her stuff..srry mum..kena scold by whole family..ah ma scold me..th 2 sis also scold me..mum also scold me..thn dad bue song me..suan le..no point staying in th world...

so ytd went to huikuan..n well..th road seems to b more n more mo sheng each time..n also more n more lonely each time..quite alot of things happened ytd..unhappy stuffs i dun wanna mention..thn came back home..watch tv n play mahjong with family..won $0.60..hahaz..thn went over to aunt's hse(beside my blk onli)..thn came back..hmm..i wanna say to this SOMEONE tt no matter wad..i will still care for u de..fang xin bah..jus dun feel too fan in future..DANCE IS MY PASSION:)

for todae..jus came back frm cemetery nt long ago..it is so damn hot n stuffy there..i having headache nw sia..think slpt too late ytd n wake up too early todae..hahaz..ytd nite slpt at around 2++..we've been laughing in th rm for soo long lor..at least 1h..i suppose..need go do homework liao..if nt ltr will kena scold=X

let's tok abt ytd then..HL cancelled..become th mass run briefing-_-"'..thn chem..i dun even understand a single thing lor!amaths..tt stupid ms wu go teach chpt 5..MYE no include chpt 5 she still waste our time teach chpt 5..aiya..thn recess..after tt we english supposed to do planning..but i was playing cup trick with mj..xpPp..thn after skool came back home with darxx..n walked to innova jc for th mass run..it wasnt as long as we tot it was la..but lotsa unhappy things happened..lk yj meimei hurt her leg agn..n th usual quarrels of th couple..n my stupidity caused unhappiness agn-_-"'..well..thn th clique went eating at cwp n i came home..lols..n oh ya..ytd seems lk alot of ppl go tie bun lor..me joelle mj ting..hahaz..thn i was said to b turning th mass run into dance..lols..
well..ltr gg huikuan for ling zi prac..hope ltr get th chance to chat with ZINA JIEJIE n WEIJIE JIEJIE..oh ya..n my BELOVED GLADYS JIEJIE!!oops..seem to leave out some other..NINGLI N TONGWEI!!hahaz..nth to say liao..BYEE PPL(:

hmm..todae SR talked with ting..she told me her STUPID DREAM!!lols..so lame sia..thn HUMANS..mdm matthews is sooo damn funny lor..thn AM..tt mdm thong teach us..i dun wan mr kwok..i rather mdm thong..at least i understand wad she toking lor..mr kwok come back i sure fail de-_-"'..thn MT..miraculously tt maggie mee dint scold me sia?!but she gt stare at me..wth-_-"'..thn BIO kena bully by mj=X..she take away all my stuffs...kelian de wo..thn kena bully by denzel also..alwaes bully me de..arghhh!!thn after skool pei qii wait for zy..they take their clss tee..thn they started complaining lk wad we expected..thn went home lor..GET WELL SOON ZY(:

skool was as usual..i mean as bored as usual..well..after skool dance..thn here comes all th problem..th sec 3s r telling us abt their point of view abt th FINE thing..coz in order to maintain discipline..we came out with rules lk no bring hair net need buy frm us($2)..thn late($0.50)..thn no point leg also need kena fine..thn they bu shuang..so after dance had dance comm meeting with jiafeng..thn sorted all out..well..very bothered..haiix..

yay..let's post abt ytd..went to huikuan for ling zi de practice..thn we practised with th seniors at huikuan..wah..th 'gao jiejie'(yu feng jiejie) damn pro lor..cher keep praise her..say she dance th best..haiix..i think i dance ling zi nt very nice lor..coz ling zi need very gentle..i so cu lu..hahaz..alamak..wonder hw i gonna dance this dance..well..thn after tt jiu came home le lor..was so tired tt after i finish bathing n jus lie on bed..jiu fall aslp liao..-_-'"..hahaz..thn woke up after tt..well..after tt of coz went back to slp la..nth much abt ytd le..oh ya..while walking to huikuan..all th memories came back..th same old route i alwaes take to go to huikuan..but it seemed so mo sheng..jus haf feeling tt i no longer belong to huikuan..all i felt when i go into huikuan was jus lk hw i felt when i first went to huikuan in th past..th feelings r jus...DIFFERENT

yay..let's tok abt todae..soooooo damn bored..was chatting with YUTING MEIMEI<3 for almost th whole day le..this meimei treat me so gd..hahaz..love her very much..teng her very much also..ppl out there dun jealous arh=X..lols..hmm..thn whole day was slacking n haiix..haf lots homework to do..i dun haf enough time do homework sia..mayb is coz ytd went dance or tt i todae do soo slow n slacked too much..well..nth much to say le..BYEBYE!!

HL todae..went for th dance thingy..thn chem super bored..thn emaths NO FILE CHECK~..lols..after recess is eng..they took fotos with ms heng..thn she gif us th fotos we took..i realli miss her..realli will..nt coz of slacking period..but mayb jus coz she call me penguin..duno lor..she said she will miss my walking-_-'''..thn sudden sadness filled my heart..coz i regretted nt cherishing moments with her..well..todae very angry with some stupid gerl..th one ting scold at her blog tt time u noe..ya tt gerl frm her clss..i realli hate her la..CAN U PLS STOP FLAUNTING TT U CAN DANCE WELL..n also hor..dancing alot doesnt mean u are a gd dancer can..u stupid or wad..lols..n y do u think ppl dun lk u n dun ask u for xtra prac..coz of ur own attitude n ur stupid arrogance la..stupid!!i cant believe there is this kinda ppl in this world lor..flaunting ur own dance skills n u r maligning us tt WE r doing it..wth lor..sot de..th brain nerve *kachak* alreadi issit..dun tok abt her le..spoil my mood..hmm..nt in gd mood nw..nth more to post..so BYES..
**n hor ting arh..cheer up..feel tt u nt in gd mood todae..**

todae first lesson humans..well..mdm matthews is sooo funny can..hmm..thn AM mrkwok nt here..relieve cher..she so heck care de sia..thn recess liao..MT gt my oral conversation..is lk gt alot of those competition on tv thn say abt it lor..th pros n cons..well..thn bio..th speed test think gonna fail it-_-'''..thn home sweet home le lor..i wan learn alot stuff..cantonese..japanese..piano..alot alot..haiix..but im too stupid=X

todae..skool was bored..H3 we stay at hall..thn th NE forum thing abt Mas Selamat..thn after tt go back clss do NYAA booklet..hahaz..thn after recess took foto with ms heng:) i will miss her de lor..thn chi clss..so angry with tt maggie mee..she zhen dui me de lor..whole grp talking..she scold me onli lor..walao..think jh is getting it soon..coz she noe her name liao!!LOLS..thn after tt dance..was still disappointed in myself..my yao realli very pain..so IT SUCKS!!i almost cried coz of this..suan le..nobody cares anw..thn todae we dance ling zi..i can FINALLY rmb all th steps..SOOO HAPPY!!!wel..nth much to say le..todae keep kena water attack..lols..

HAPPY BDAE IN ADVANCE TO CHAOS!!

ytd went to watch th opera performance..i tot th show was 2h..but in th end show 1h thn pre-show talk 1h..lols..hmm..hey ppl hu performed..u all did real well can!!i nearly cried sia..th part where they say th vows they made..oh..so touching sia..nearly moved me to tears..lols..thn after tt chat with my gladys jiejie..had a very long chat with her..i tot we so long no c liao..mayb nt tt close le..but we r still so gd lor!!here i must say srry to gladys jiejie lor..coz i had no faith in our friendship..i tot we would nvr b lk before..b lk hw close we r when i was still in huikuan..well..im srry jiejie..u will alwaes b my best jiejie ever..I LOVE GLADYS JIEJIE FOREVA!!

well..nth much happened todae..went to eat vegetarian food in lotus restaurant in quality hotel..lols..quite nice la..is buffet lor..jus tt is vegetarian food onli..went to eat with my aunt de family..lols..thn i shared lotsa food with my cousin..yay!!lols..hmm..thn on th way home..saw my honey on th train..she was on th way back frm huikuan..thn saw szeling n kaiyuan also la..hahaz..thn talked with honey..thn came home..was so tired tt i fell aslp when i lie on my bed..without changing out my clothes..lols..nth le..byebye..

well..todae was SPORTS CARNIVAL..first game was mass game..thn we were th first grp to play..played frisbee with 3/8 de 5 gerls..thn they kena thrashed till very jialat..thn we won all Express clss n draw with 3/5..but lose to all Normal clss..well..still did quite well..thn CAPT BALL(3RD PLACING)..BBALL(2ND PLACING)..LONGJUMP n SOCCER(CHAMPION)..WHOOTS!!after tt thn went to eat at 883..jh no go:(..coz her mum say she sick..better nt to eat outside too often..sobs..GET WELL SOON:))..thn here i m at home..chatting with lots ppl..well..im going off nw..BYEE PPL:)

went out in th afternoon with th clique<3..we color="#ffff33">恋空!!VERY VERY SUPER DUPER NICE CAN!!i recommend ppl hu come my blog to go watch this show...hmm..smuggled lotsa stuffs inside..gt bbt fries sushi donuts chips..lols..应有尽有..lols..hahaz..thn after tt they went to book th chalet..n my forgetful boyfren(mojo) forgt to bring th coupon!!alamak..hahaz..so xl n ting went with her back home to take it..n they meet qii zhao n buff to go amk find qii's father..thn frm there they go book th chalet..hahaz..hmm..quite a fun day out<3..hope color="#ffff33">恋空realli very nice lor..so touching till i cried..hehs..PPL PLS PLS WATCH TH SHOW!!!!

whoots!!peeps..i m back frm my SEC 3 ADVENTURE CAMP!!!so damn fun..BUT BUT BUT..IT IS DAMN DIRTY!!kena sunburn sia..nw my face damn damn pain..n i gt lots of mosquito bites on my legs n hands=((..thn had my camp tee..damn BIG cans..hahaz..M size..can cover my fbt le sia..hmm..during camp..i had vegetarian meals..thn th instructor MARVIN keep call me 'hey vegetarian..dun eat away th forest'..lam shit sia..lols..but he was quite a fun instructor..n another CUTE CUTE SHORT SHORT de..forgt hw to spell his name le..lols..during camp..i slpt with jy honey..hahaz..thn at nite we keep chat chat chat:))..lk so long no haf such a gd talk with her le..we shared our problems n stuffs..during th camp i dun really haf th camping mood sia..whole mind was filled with lotsa stuffs sia...thn th scenery there is damn nice can!!having th whole sky filled with bright starsat nite..th scene of different layers of trees in th day..VERY NICE!!hmm..afterall i enjoyed it..but i wasnt in th mood at all..keep emo diao..xpPp

was disappointed in myself..i dunno issit coz i hurt my back ytd or wad..but todae..my吊腰 lousy lk shit can..mayb i should say..it dint hit my expectation..was realli disappointed..hmm..thn learning piano recently..n I NOE I HAF RETARDED FINGERS!!hmm..as for cantonese..still learning th song..learn so long still duno hw to sing..i noe i very jialat..hmm..camp coming..duno..dun haf th 'GOING CAMP!' mood...hahaz..aiya..duno wad happened to me sia..sot sot de..mayb im too tired of everything........

hmm..recently damn lots of sad things happened..dun wish to say abt it..hmm..time realli past damn fast can..13th month le sia..aiya dun care le la..suan le..it is impossible anw..hahaz..hmm..i also 4gt wad happened in th past wk..so..i'll post nxt wk thn=DD

exam period is realli damn sressful n bz..hahaz..nw finally i m free to come n blog here..hmm..recently learning cantonese with mj n ting..hahaz..thn learning a very nice song called 好心分手..although it is quite a erm old song or wadeva u call it..but it is jus damn nice..i luv this song sia..th tune makes me feel lk crying sia xpPp..lols..hmm..my cantonese still sux lk duno wad shit..shuli thn damn pro can..walao..she can speak cantonese so fluently..hahahaz..sometimes i m tired of life..imagine living in a hse with no privacy n no sense of belonging..n with tt father keep picking on me..n coz of tt th whole family feels irritated coz of this..th unhappiness of th family is realli caused by me..i wonder if im a jinx..hu bring bad luck n fortune to th family..i onli bring troubles to my family n frens..nth else..wad can i do??nth..should i say i m useless or should i say i m too useful in a bad way???

todae woke up quite early..8.15..thn went to ting hse..played mahjong..n i lost $1++..lols..thn after tt went dwn for lunch..thn went back to play mahjong agn..after tt went off with xl to buy bbt=D..thn went off..came back..thn went dwn to darxx de hse to find her n chat..we chat for lk 1hr plus thn she wan slp liao..zZz..hahaz..came back..slack slack slack..nth to do..sort of la..i also dunno..i duno my dad go malaysia sia..if nt i would haf went to th lian yi she buffet thingy..wah sianz..jus nw went to my san yi hse to c baby wenwei..i luv her lor..she damn cute can..hahaz..her radiant smiles bring my troubles away..for tt period of time..

HAPPY CNY PPL:))
hmm..new yr wasnt tt happy than i tot it was gonna b..
first day of new yr..went to relatives' hse n get lotsa angbaos=XX
second day went to malaysia n gt a little little bit of malaysia ringgit xpPp
todae was MAJHONG DAY!!won $2.50 onli..hahahaz..
th whole new yr was real bored..n i haf to start my homework tml..
jiayou meixia..chiong arh!!
this is th most unhappy new yr i ever had..
even cried..
this is th first new yr i m crying....................

th modern jazz todae learn last yr de ACES day de dance..lols..thn lessons..after skool went NAFA open hse..by th time we reach there..th modern dance already finish liao..N WE DINT EVEN MANAGE TO GO N C TH DANCE STUDIO THERE!!sian lor..walao..thn th whole building is for arts de i tink..those drawing n things as such..thn we went there for lk less than 1hr..waste my time..nth abt dance there..arghh!thn was some sort of erm emoing there when i go n come back frm there..n i erm cried?lols..i dunno la..suan le..soo tired~

skooling as usual..th whole day sian sian sian..thn after skool went to yq de hse..tt stupid maomao..c me thn bark at me..damn high-pitched..wonder if he is changing into a female..hahaha..thn keep lick me..my legs n hands r full of his saliva..eeeeks!thn we makan there..thn b guai kia=XX..we do homework there leh!!guai bah??heh heh..thn blasting music n singing songs there...all in all..VERY DAMN FUN THERE..it would b better with jh zy..hahahaz..i want bake something to eat leh..but hor..they say ltr bake liao..thn we will spend our new yr in th hospital..hahahaz..coz of food poisoning?lols..xpPp

todae skooling was bored..thn during amaths smsing with ht..hahaz..at first wanna meet up at toilet de..but after tt no chance go toilet..so suan le lor..recess shared laksa with jh n ht..lols..after skool dance..was happy todae..coz laoshi said i improved..so gan dong..my hard work all paid off..hahaz..anw..this fri 1st feb..we going to NAFA for their open hse sia!!thn jus nw came back..went to aunt de hse to c baby wenwei..n my xunxun!!!lols..came back n chiong homework..n here i m..BLOGGING HERE!!

i m realli realli feelin dwn these days..dance was supposed to make me b free of troubles..but instead..it brought me sadness..as for studies..it haf nvr improved..instead..it haf been deproving..thn for personal life..it is th damn worst one..family troubles n all others..they jus dun seem to go away..i m realli getting more n more tired of life..getting tired of everything..i realli wish to continue dancing for th rest of my life..but i confirm cnnt do so de la..suan le..if i do so..my family will hate me for life..haiix..suan le..emoing~

jus nw came back at ard 6++..hahaz..it was so fun sia..going out with them..xl ht yq zy buff mojo..at first..went to horizon to eat lunch..me xl n yq eat th same thing..white carrot cake!!hahahaz..thn after tt went shopping for mojo's clothes..ht n mojo's shoes..thn went to c th mediacorp artists there..frm shows lk 缘之绘，我的饭店，手足2 de artist..shuai ge n mei nu sia..thn after tt went to second floor there n slack there..trying out th cosmetics we bought..we helped yq do mascara..realli gt use sia..her eyelash realli lengthen!!lols..thn help ht put eyeliner..n help mojo put her eyeshadow..lols..miraculously...they trust me sia..i dun even trust myself..lols..thn after tt they went to eat..thn i went home..jus woke up onli..jus nw fell aslp..tonite duno hw to slp le..hahaz..

ytd after skool went to meet mrs leong sia..chat abt lotsa things..jobs in future..BGR stuffs..n alot other stuffs..sat there n chat for lk one hr or so..thn she haf to go back for th stupid meeting..we haven graduate haf th meeting..nw we graduate 3 yrs le she still haf th same meeting at th same time..i will miss mrs leong de..she will onli b cuming back after 2 yrs..coz she gg australia with her husband..I WILL MISS U VERY MUCH MRS LEONG..thn hor..went back skool..thn xl teach me th secret de piano..i learn very long still haven finish learning..too stupid=X..hahaz..thn went to cwp with ht..anw ltr gg out to meet them..gg shopping n mayb watching movie with them..i nw listening to a music..realli feel lk crying..it is a music of a dance taught in hk..i realli luv tt place very much sia..whenever i listen to th song..i feel lk crying..i realli realli luv n miss tt place..ltr thn post bahs..after i come back frm cwp=D

todae went to KUSU ISLAND..th scenery there so nice lor..i luv it sia..thn we were taking fotos there till lk siao..so zilians..hahaz..it haf been a long long time since i went to a beach..th feeling was great..th breezy wind..th coastal sand..th grass patch..th rocks..th island is realli full of turtles..hahaz..all so cute de lor..will upload all th pics nxt time..thn we climbed alot of steps to get th th muslim shrine..tiring sia..but th trip was onli an hr..it was too short..): n hor..i was damn dizzy on th boat..thn on th way there on bus is also dizzy..nearly puked sia..i was dizzy for a total of 4 TIMES..kelians bah??but feel tt it was all worth it..looking at th sceneries there makes me feel so free n easy...fruitful trip((:

todae sian sian sian..th bio collected over $100 less than amt of sum needed to b collected..aiyoyo..thn during el..watch th 'drumline'..wasnt watching..coz was smsing with my huiting jiejie..lols..hahaz..thn AM n EM is damn sian de lor..hahahaz..after skool was class comm training..sat with my yanjun meimei..hahaz..we 2 were so tired..we feel lk slping as mr andy wong is toking there..after th training went to dance..shuyue jiejie says my fan shen improve le..feel so gratified sia..finally there is something i haf improvement in..i dun wanna start on dance le..if nt ltr huiting jie scold me agn!xpPp

todae th whole day was as usual..bored boRED BORED!!!thn after skool is dance..i m so damn disappointed with myself..i feel i dint do well enough..i feel i still haf alot to improve on..jibengong is nt everything in dance..u haf to express urself also..i realli duno la..feel lk i haf disappointed laoshi lor..duno y..jus feel tt laoshi is disappointed with me coz i dint reach her expectation..?or was i thinking too much?i dun wan laoshi to b disappointed with me..coz i realli tried my very best to dance le..but i noe i cant dance well lk th others..sometimes still feel abit unfair..coz i realli tried my best n put in 101% of effort..but wad i gt is still my lousy dancing skills..haiix..all th problems in my life is still nt turning better in any way)): i will try my very best tml agn..there is still prac tml..i will realli train myself till th max limit de..ppl help me JIAYOU yeahs?((:

whoots..todae gt th modern jazz..thn we recap th..eh..4gt th term used..srry..hahaz..is weight shifting n bending of knees..somehw lk tt la..thn my turn sux lk duno wad shit..my balancing sux..so turn a few round will fly till duno where..after tt chem..th speed test quite easy:))..thn is pe..very sianz lor..after recess is el agn..th slacking clss..hahaz..thn after skool came back home..slp th whole day..wahahaz..nw still feeling quite sleepy..gt so tired of life sometimes..it haf been th same old cycle..th same old problems..n also other stuffs..

todae 4gt bring my jingshenyi..thn i called back tell my ah ma i 4gt bring my dance stuffs..i told her it is jingshenyi..in th end wad she passed to my dad was my dancing shoes..thn my dad brought me my dancing shoes instead of my jingshenyi..hahaz..hmm..todae dint do much lor..was slacking in th periods after recess..english lesson..i was doing my e-maths homework..n a-maths de also..thn chi lesson..tt li lao shi keep tell me must study well n other craps la..jus coz she noe my name..all th others slack she no nagnag them..thn she nagnag me onli..sian diao sia..after skool..think dint do enough warm-up..nw back pain n leg pain..haiix..die le..hmm..tink gonna slp soon..if nt tml i will b so damn tired lk todae..hahaz..BYEBYE!!**anw..huiting jie arhs..i change blogskin le..nice???

todae went to bugis with my sis n my auntie de whole family=D..thn we went to outram park n thn to sembawang to eat dinner..bought my clothes there=D..quoted frm my sis..my 'zhan li ping'..hahaz..went out at 12 n onli reached home at around 8..walking whole day le..was so tired sia..hahaz..i think i hurt my wrist todae..n it is on my right hand..die le..sometimes write also pain..suddenly lk tt when i dint do anything sia..tml duno hw to rite..hmm..nth to blog abt le bah..jus whole day out with my cousins..so damn funny lor they all..hahahaz..BYEBYE!!

hmm..let me blog abt ytd bahs..went skool as usual..thn used HL period to go learn th modern jazz..thn th lessons..after skool i went cwp to eat pasta with yq zy mojo buff ht xl jh..hahaz..they damn damn funny sia..thn after tt went back skool to do clss deco..i onli helped a llittle bit of colouring..xpPp..we brought alot of bbt back for th clss sia..hahaz..thn shuli azura n mel came out with 2 bags to put th bbt inside to smuggle up to clss..xpPp..lols..hahaz..after tt walked to buff hse to get my wallet back frm ht..she helped me keep my wallet when we went pasta..hahaz..thn HOME SWEET HOME:))

as for todae..feel so empty without gg hk..mayb i haf gt used to th life for a few mths le..nw i feel so empty nt gg to hk..my hart still hurts so much on every sat..dance is realli so imptnt to me..i realli miss hk lor..i tink i onli dint go there for lk 2 wks or so..n i m already missing there lk siao..n th ppl there..miss my GLADYS JIEJIE so much sia..haiix..i realli wanna go back hk n dance..but there is no chance for me to do so..my dad gets so irritated when i say th word dance in front of him..haiix..my dance dream can nvr come true..

HAPPY BDAE AARON:))
todae damn suay..4gt bring amaths assignment n when i come back home thn realise i onli pass up half of my emaths homework..i onli pass up ex 1.3..n th other one..which is 1.2 is on my table!i scared tml kena ms wu scold sia..pray hard she wun scold me..haiix..i still feel a little lonely in this clss..although i haf mojo mandy melissa there..but it jus seems to lack of something..mayb i gt used to th 2/7 girls le bah..without them..my life seems to b empty..afterall it is frenship n clss spirit for 2 whole yrs..i still feel very sad..having to part with them..haiix..but this clss was quite alrite..with th SUPER DUPER FUNNY HUMAIRAH sitting beside me..making me laugh all day long..wakakaz..

wah..these few days so suay sia..keep kena caught for skirt:((..haiix..alot homework sia..emaths amaths..both add up to ALOT of homework sia..sian diao lor..n amaths is so damn damn DIFFICULT!!ahhh..die liao die liao..haiix..th zhan zhuan wu tai very luan sia..for th ma bian..coz we haf so many seniors teaching us..n they teach us DIFFERENT things..nw we duno hu's one to use sia..tml haf to standardize it sia..i must improve..hahaz..i noe tt no one is perfect in th world..but mayb i m too much a perfectionist in dance..tt y i keep thinking i nt gd enof..i jus wanna go for th better..hahaz..hmm..going off soon le..haf to do homework..wakakaz..

ytd was 1st day of skool..kena caught for fingernails n skirt..siianz lor..haiix..thn ytd no lessons..anw..i m 3/7 de clss treasurer..unbelievable bah??i m scared i m nt up to th post sia..hmm..as for todae..everything was alrite..but was damn tired..i m still unable to adapt to skooling time..as usual..i slp late at nite..these few days haf dance..xiaohetangshui..wakakaz..this dance perform for alot time le lor..national day dinner..p6 open hse..n nw is cca open hse(somemore without costume!)..lols..lame rite??hmm..gonna slp soon liao..tml still gt skool..N GT PE!!!i luv PE..hope to c my gladys jiejie n all th other dunman gerls..hahaz..MISS U ALL!!

HAPPY NEW YR PPL!!!
wah..so fast one yr is gone..there goes 2007 n here comes 2008..crap!hahaz..hmm..i gt 2 more jiejie liao..WEIJIAjiejieZINAjiejie..hahaz..i still wan ask ningli n joylynn b my jiejie..haiix..i gonna quit huikuan le..so cant c them tt often..they r realli true frens lor..is heaven giving us a test?is it a test to c whether our frenship can last?nvm..i haf confidence tt our frenship can withstand th test of time..hahaz..we jus gt to noe one another better after th dance camp in dec..n nw we haf to part..thinking of it..i will feel lk crying..suan le..dun tok abt it le..hmm..tml skool reopen le..n I HATE WED TIMETABLE..physics chem bio amaths emaths..almost all subjects sia..DAMN HEAVY LOR..wakakaz..hope 3/7 will b a fun clss..with those peeps in 2/7 0'7..i tink it will sure b fun de!

hmm..todae was supposed to b doing th dance board deco..but ended up finished quite early..watched national treasure with gladys ruiling edmund aaron shawn..tt show was nice!!but it is so damn damn cold in th cinema lor..i was shivering sia..thn after tt was home sweet home..=D..wonder hw is my gladys jiejie lor..she headache duno ok le mahs..n duno if she feeling better le mahs..JIEJIE JIAYOU..MEIMEI WILL ALWAES B HERE FOR U!!

th past wk..i haf been dancing everyday..except wed..hmm..anw..tt dae is edmund de bdae..so HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO EDMUND=DD..hmm..past 2 days i haf been performing at v.t..hmm..th cosmetic is damn disgusting..make my face so disgusting nw..AHH!!haiix..suan le..n these few days..i came to noe something sad..kena backstab by fren de feeling is so so so hurt..i reali dint expect it to happen..my sis warned me b4..she says some frens r nt true frens..when they betray u..u will noe hw pain it is..nw i noe th pain..it realli hurts so much..thnk god i haf my GLADYS JIEJIE<33 there for me..i luv u 184..u haf been there for me in th past days..i m realli touched..this is true fren..

hmm..todae gt dance agn..hahaz..there seems to b dancing in every post huh..=DD todae we there learnt ma bian..thn my ma bian so heavy..my wrist very pain:(( i realli is getting more n more tired of th hse..i m realli very stressed at this hse..i no longer feel th warmth in this hse..i go dance..thn my dad go scold my mum..in th end they quarrel..make me feel so guilty n xintong for my mum..he succeeded..i decide to quit it..i m alwaes th one hu is making them quarrel..i m th hai ren jing..i hate myself..i m th source of unhappiness in th family..all i do is make them quarrel..wad's th use of me living in this world..i will onli cause more unhappiness..

oops..very long no blog agn..dun say my blog wan rot le hor..i blog le..wakakakz..hmm..these few days bz with dancing..or i should say..my whole holiday i m bz with dancing..haiix..my dancing getting lousier n lousier..hahaz..hmm..as for holiday homework..i still gt all th chi compre haven do!!!arghhh!!die le..anw..haf performance at the end of th month..27 28 29..a dance in th middle of opera performance..wakakaz..srry yanjun meimei..coz everytime u ask me out i also gt dance..srry..n misses!!hahaz..n i miss my darxx lor..everytime she cum my hse we will lk chat for more than an hr lk tt..i tink..i believe me n darxx will b foreva bez frens!!I MUST IMPROVE!!!

whoots!!so long no blog le sia..hey peeps ot there..miss me yeahs??srry for nt blogging for so long..was quite bz..last wk was dance camp!!hahaz..although i cant stay overnite there..but i had great days there..this camp improved my relationship with th dunman gerls..hahaz..they super cute lor..WEIJIA NING LI NAZI JOYLYNN<33..omg..they r 4 cute peeps eh..hahahaz..n had great times with my gladys jiejie..(although most of it are sad ones..)hmm..as for th performance on dec 1..i dint go..coz i went out with my sis..xpPp..i miss them so much..omg..looking forward to saturday de huikuan prac..YEAH!!ltr going huikuan le..so i will end this post here!!

haiix..todae actually need go huikuan practise jiu ji ke de..but hor..my parents dun let..they NEARLY dun let me go huikuan sia..sian..thn kena restricted liao..nw duno still gt dance zuyou dance..thn my jiu ji ke lk shit..omg..studies also lk hell..wah..nxt wk will b bz..monday seveners bbq at bukit batok<33..thn tues huikuan..wed thurs fri skool(plus wed huikuan at nite)..sat huikuan..sunday mayb..OMG..FULLY PACKED..sian diao..haiix..my pathetic taggy box..nobody tagg de..if anyone cums here..PLS PLS TAGG!!

dunno y la..jus hate this sucky family..i seem to alwaes quarrel with them over stupid things lor..with tt UNREASONABLE dad there..alwaes objecting wad i do..everything also wanna interfere..chalet..dance..wad more u wan interfere??i cnnt tahan le la..this stupid family gif me so much stress..everything also gif me stress..y cant they b lk pepsii mum??supportive of her dance career..even praise her in front of laoshi..me leh??object dao siao la..i realli cnnt stand it le..everything in life is so fan..it would b so gd to b dead..

"Are you demanding too much from the people around you right now? If you want more attention, maybe you should pay more attention."
it totally suits my thinking nw..this is quoted frm th frenster horoscope..mayb i realli IS demanding too much frm some person..i realli need some attention..haiix..i dunno la..nw is lk so luan for me lo..with this kinda idiotic result..with this kinda situations around me..
my frens..pls dun leave me..i realli need each n everyone of u nw..i need ur support to carry on anything..without all of ur support..i m gonna brk dwn soon..i realli will..i m realli tired le..tired of simply everything..

thnks alot to qii n zhao..luv both of u lots..created th video of th seveners..I REALLY REALLY MISS 2/7..we've been through thick n thin for 2 yrs..there is competition..we stay united to participate n win..there is scolding..all of us get it..all 40 of us r jus lk bro n sis hu lived tgt for 2 yrs..although some r of different race..all still managed to click n communicate..all th fun we had tgt..SEVENERS WILL ALWAES B REMEMBERED IN MY HARTth memories of th seveners will nvr b forgotten..th best clss i haf ever been to..with all those crappy ppl lk *fadzil*shahari..with cute ppl lk *rudy*joseph..(srry if dint mention ur name..)..with th bunch of cute gerls..my **my darxx..**my honey..all others..thx for all th beautiful memories u haf given me..i dun wanna leave tis clss..i wan to stay as it is..hw i wish we could all jus continue promoting..with th same clss..1/7 go 2/7..2/7 go 3/7..3/7 go 4/7..n we graduate tgt..haiix..ytd was last day..but i dint manage to take foto with th whole clss..hope during hols we haf gathering..n i will take foto take till lk siao de lor..coz tt will b th onli memories left for me..so seveners..PLS PLS turn up for th gathering..if any..

haiix..siianz..my results SUX ok..clss ranking 30/40..wad crap result!thn whole sch ranking 159/240..CRAP!!!such lousy results..it is such a disappointment to myself n also my family..crap lor..put in so much effort..wad comes out are these IDIOT RESULTS..WTH..haiix..thn as for dancing..duno la..tt father of mine keep tok crap there..he jus dun understand hw much i luv dance..so wad is my mum understands..my dad keep nag there..y dun he understand..y he lk to pick on me?coz i stupid?coz my result nt gd?or do i look lk i m someone hu is easily bullied?CRAP LA...aiyo...feel lk bursting into tears le..but hu would ever noe hw i feel..mayb onli my honey n my darrx bah..they r realli th ones hu noe me th best..my family should feel embarrassed..even outsiders noe me better than they do..

todae so damn tired..went for zuyou dance at huikuan..thx ruiling for her doughnut..hahahaz..my back n leg sia..siianz..haiix..i so luan nw sia..duno wad i thinking..so tired of everything sia..todae afternoon went find jiayee..thn go huikuan..gt caught in rain sia..siianz..when i reach huikuan..all drenched..nw abit headache..hahahaz..haiyo..lousy body..die liao la..y m i so stupid..do everything also fail..haiyoyo..siianz..rmb steps so lan..everything also lan de la..

wahahaz..so loong no blog ler..=DD..rotting liao..haiiz..nobody tagg me de..siianz..hahahaz..ltr going hk agn..wed thurs fri n sat..wow..4 days sia..bz..=DD..so bored sia..i luv gong zhu xiao mei lor!!so nice..angela so beautiful..she jus suits tt kinda princess costumes=DD..wu zun also suit those price costume..i luv it..n i also luv dong fang zhu li ye..EXAMS FINALLY OVER..can relax nw..concentrate on my dance career..hahahaz..i DANCE FREAK=D..haiix..tis few says pupil release day so siianz..y dun let me dance frm morning till nite..or let me go skool..at home realli very siianz lor..nth to do de..haiiix..BORED!!

todae was th el paper..okay..gonna fail paper 1 section 1 and paper 2 summary..tt equates to failing el..dead la..if i fail my el..i wun b able to promote??omg..damn scared la..but exam already over le..there is nth i can do actually..haiix..jus blame it on my laziness..i dun read bks..so my vocab lousy till duno lk wad shit..omg..aiya..must strive hard for other subjects..i wan get into thriple sci..n also geog for human..so must strive super hard for maths n sci..n tis 2 subjects r th onli 2 subjects i m interested in..n also geog??haiix..with such poor results..can i achieve tt??i dun think so..=((

i cnnt believe even my best fren starts to lose trust in me..she realli made me so disappointed..i told her all of my things..yet she still dun believe me..wad th hell la..nth to do issit..everytime think of tis kinda stupid things..go think for all u wan la..i nt gonna gif a damn for u anymore..listen..it is ANYMORE!!if u ever get to tis blog..c tis..u dun even trust me..forgt it..a frenship without a trust is jus nth..i was helping u all th way n u nw u dun trust me..fine..thn dun ever..n as u wish..i will leave tt person alone..so u wun gt scared in th hell out of no where..

todae first lesson wad CD period..hahaz..talked abt CYBERBULLYING..lols..bo liao topic..thn maths..ANOTHER PAPER AGN!!omg..everyday gif us one paper..do until gonna die le la..haiyo..thn HE th guys cook..thn gerls do their own work..so i managed to finish paper 1..hee..thn geog..same old thing..MINDMAP!!): sian diao lor..thn she go through th focus for geog for EOY..EL was peer-marking th compo..after skool went SWIMMING!!it was damn tired sia..my leg was damn tired lor..trap water for very long time..thn at time gt cramp also..dint do warm-ups b4 goin dwn to swim..so actually is quite dangerous la..thn no bring goggles..cnnt swim freestyle..onli can swim breaststroke...after tt went back to skool for MT wk de thing..th karaoke..mandy n gekteng pro sia..their 'si lu'..omg..they jus super pro lor..after all tt..HOME SWEET HOME(:

AHH!!my leg very pain..='( jus nw laoshi wanted me to demo?!?!?!thn she used too much strength i guess??thn my leg there gt th 'crack' sound..both legs..nt one leg!!alamak..hw to walk tml??i nw sit crossing my leg also pain lor..can u imagine th pain??shit la..tml gt dance leh..haiix..hw m i gonna do jibengong??haiix..haf to rest my leg for a few wks..b4 it heals..i shouldnt do difficult jibengong..

haiix..these few days at home slacking..ARRGGHH!!alot of homework arhs..die le la..dun think will b able to finish it sia..die le la..tml gt huikuan sia..yeah!!!onli danciing can make me happy..free me frm unhappiness..=DD i luv danciing..danciing is my life..if u noe me well enough..u will noe hw imptnt dance is to me..VERY imptnt..hahaz..will try to finish my h/w..so as to shut my family frm saying danciing ruin my life n studies..=DD

ltr goin huikuan to learn sha??hmm..i cnnt everytime go on sunday de lor..is coz nxt wk holiday tt y can go todae lor..normal sundays dun think can go sia..die le la..sunday clss is all super pro de huikuan seniors..haiix..haven go alreadi feel th stress le..all so pro one..thn me leh??dance lk shit de..OMG!!ltr gonna meet gladys jiejie(ftp) at tpy..thn we go eat le thn go huikuan tgt:)))..hahaz..she very gd de..n i alwaes pour out my troubles to her de..n th poor her haf to listen to all my troubles..i think frens around me is very kelians..esp. very gd with me de..coz they will b bothered by me..LOLS!!

ytd went to huikuan in th afternoon..thn dance n all tt..th bai shou i gt a few steps nt very sure..but i can rmb almost all of it..thn as for th jiu ji ke..eh..can cope la..tt is all i can say..hmm..i cnnt stand my danciin lor..it realli sux lor..compare me with just any of th huikuan ppl..n i will lose..i cnnt even do handstand..ALAMAK!!so lousy!!haiix..siianz..thn after tt went KFC to eat..thn went home..

todae CD lesson..sat wit ht..thn chat chat chat..thn mr cheong look at me..thn i smile n turn away..xpPp..hahahaz..thn MUSIC..lols..ng c.j. late sia..let us wait so long..thn MATHS..left abit time onli..all coz of ng c.j. ..all her fault..waste our precious time..LOLS..hmm..thn DNT..finally gt abit shape out of th cardboard..did a littlt bit things onli la..haf alot more to go..thn GE..haiix..tt lesson is another no use lesson..EL..mrs yeo very gd..let us haf free time lor..she say all we needa do is jus keep quiet n b seated..=DD..after skool..RAINING!!!so no swimming..thn me n darxx while walking to cwp..was playing with water lor..we seem so much lk small kids sia..we kicking water to each other..thn in th end..both of us de skool shoes are wet lor..LOLS..she is so much lk a small kid..she c water..thn so excited..=DD..tml ACES day n cher' day celebration..i can predict tt it will b a very fun day..coz can meet pri skool frens after skool..thn th dance for ACES day..erm..is quite... ...hahaz..xpPp

wednesday
skooling..MT..th other grps present..thn PE..gerls V.S. bois..hahaz..after recess is EL n EM..thn after skool is DANCE!!!omg..i suffered so much pain sia..whole body pain lor..haiix..i must improve..I MUST IMPROVE!!!haf to improve my STUDIES n DANCE!!!

wahahahaz..my blog is ROTTING le wor??hee..finally exams over ler..so gt time to blog le..srry peeps hu cum here very often..i try my best to blog more often kays..hmm..todae home econs paper..gonna FLUNK it..DEAD!!hahs..hmm..thn gt back MATHS paper todae..hmm..PASSED IT!!miraculously..hahaz..21/25..first time sia..tml morning haf to wake up early..coz gonna buy ingredients wit jiahui..yueqii..huitiing..xinliing..should b lk tt la..gt add ppl anot i duno..wah..todae dance i over-stretched le lor..whole body ache nw..n i was so STUPID todae..i was kicking th back leg..thn my hand gt kicked by my leg..thn INTERNAL BLEEDING!!but nt very serious though..everytime left leg de fault de..last sat i kicked th huikuan mirror sia..when kicking th back leg agn..thn everyone was lk laughing at me??so MALU!!todae dance..practised all th turnings..making me feel lk puking..with dizzy spells even after chi dance end..hahaz..very jialat lor..thn todae was practising 'sha'..th syf 2009 dance..all i can say is..tt my danciin skills sux lk duno wad lor..i cnnt even do th steps of th dance properly..i m jus lousy..haiix..i wanna learn th dance 'xiang qin'..so NICE!!SUPER DUPER NICE sia..but th dance nice i dance thn nt nice ler..hahaz..my danciin skills jus sux ok..i muz realli improve on my studies n dance..JIAYOU MEIXIA..U CAN DO IT!!!=DDD

whoots..peeps..srry for nt updating my blogs yeah??busy lately..jus came back frm camp on fri..thn sat gt performance at civic there..thn sunday is slackin all th way at home..resting..hee..so nw i post..th DANCE CAMP was SUPER FUN!!we stayed up till quite late..everyday 2++ or 3++ thn slp..morning 7++ wake up..hahaz..we had great time there yeahs??at nite play play laugh laugh..hahaz..lols..th last nite was super funny sia..we laughed all th way..for more than 15 mins i think??can u imagine..laughed for so long..n jaws bcum numb liao..but gt ppl say"my numbs r jaws" wor..tt made us laughed even more..jus had a super great time there lo!!lols..funny hor??'my numbs r jaws'..=X..nth much to blog le bah..haf a great hol peeps!!

ytd we went huikuan learn th dance..IT IS SUPER DUPER FUN U NOE!!hahaz..lols..VERY VERY fast..erm..gt abit cnnt catch up..xpPp..but i will TRY MY BEST N MORE to dance better..hee..wah..ytd scare us sia..liting n jiamin went to buy bread or something..thn they were OUT OF REACH!!!we thot something happened to them u noe..SO WORRIED!!hahaz..ltr still goin huikuan..but jiamin nt goin..she goin celebrate her grandma bdae or something in malaysia i think..I MISS JIAMIN<33..xpP..hahaz..troubles trouBLES TROUBLES!!!omg..so fann lo..xp

hmm..long time no post..everytime so long thn blog once..hahaz..omg!!i m broke lo..2 more days to hang..omg..lmaos..y ppl lk to keep things frm me de??m i nt so trustworthy to all of u tt u all chose to tell everything to others than tellin me??i shouldnt haf came home so early..i m so bored at home..nth to do..I WAN TO GO OUT!!!hahaz..lols..haiix..i wan dwnld audition..but my sis dun let..coz my com de anti-virus expire liao..thn she scared ltr com gt virus during dwnld-ing..siianz lo..I WAN PLAY!!!haiix..cn anione help me sort out wad i m thinkin??my whole mind is in a whirl nw..n i jus cnnt sort it out..haiix..very siianz la..getin back papers earliest on thurs??i will b DEAD thn..i sure gonna fail lotsa subjects de..as for oral..even if i haf 10 life also nt enough to die..hahaz..lols..xpp

wahaha..lols..long time no blog le..nw gonna blog..i m gonna FLUNK th past 3 papers(sci,eng,hmt)..I M GONNA B DEAD!!skool work is piling higher n higher everyday..i m holding them till i m very tired..it is super heavy for me!plus some other problems i haf..i m super TROUBLED these days lo!hw i wish i could return to pri skool..where there is no troubles..n jus FUN!!but..bein stupid..i rather rmb all th troubles..they r my memories..i dun wish to forgt any..no matter if it is happy or sad..they r still my memories..MEMORIES R MEANT TO B KEPT..NT FORGOTTEN!!..i think i will continue to wait..i will always b waiting..although i noe wad th ending will b..hw hurting th ending will b..but i will continue to do so..it may seem stupid to some ppl..but it is th truth..

we gt GOLD..frankly..was quite disappointed lo..coz oni gt gold..hw i wish we gt GOLD WITH HONOURS..really sad..but i tried my best le..hope others also did..well..since th result is alreadi out..there's nth i can do anymore..cn oni wait for th nxt syf..2 yrs ltr..hahaz..

SYF!!omg..when i was at th waiting area in th morning..i feel tt i m trembling all over..i m really SUPER DUPER scared lo..thn went in there to wait..i was SUPER DUPER nervous..but..when it was abt my turn..i keep calmin myself dwn by askin myself to treat it as dancin in skool..in th end..i RELAXED!!thn i went out of curtain there with SUPER BIG SMILEXX!!i found tt dancing on stage,,th time pass faster..but during practice..it seems to b nvr ending..jus nw when music start..i jus unknowingly danced all th step..lk unconsciously dancing lk tt..thn i suddenly thot when it was abt to end during th 1st part..tt hw cum th music lk so fast..my steps r unknowingly done to almost 3/4 of it..overall everything was alrite..oh ya..n i saw my pri skool fren,DIANNELOH..hahaz..her skool de item seemed very cute..but as it is b4 me..thn didnt gt to c..thn saw anderson sec de..was findin NGSUHUI!!but CNNT FIND!!her skool gt one very pro leh..fal dwn thn she still kept her smilexx there n continued to 'ban' th legs up..showed PROFFESIONALISM!!hahaz..wahaha..on th way back on bus..we ate mac..coke,fries,mchicken!!omg..it tastes heavenly to one hu was hungry for th whole day!!i onli drank a cup of milo in th morning n ate a sandwich in dance studio..hahaz..lols..band n choir gt SILVER!!wad do all of u think chi dance will gt??either GOLD/GOLDWHONOURS??i duno lehs..th result will b out tml!!

wahaha..oops..long time no post le..todae i post a SUPER DUPER long one k??hahaz..TML SYF!!0h my shit!!i SUPER DUPER scared sia..i scared i cnnt dance well..i m LOUSIEST among th 6 ppl..haiix..i scared i harm th whole dance grp cnnt get gold(honours)..wad if..i mean WAD IF i fall dwn or do some movements wrong??WAD IF i m th cause of us nt being able to achieve gold(honours)..I M REALLY SUPER NERVOUS LO..well..tml will b th BIG N IMPORTANTfor all th RS chi dancers..all mus jiayou jiaYOU JIAYOU k??gif our BEST N MORE in th competition yeahs,dancers?u guys rox my life ok??hahaz..i luv all chi dance ppl..all of them rox!!all dance soo gd sia..everyone mus rmb to SMILEXX tml k??=DD..thx for everyone hu encouraged me..lex,huilin,jiayee,jiafeng,hanis..thx to all hu encouraged me..srry if i mised out anybody..oh ya..nearly missed out my cousin..thx very much for all th encouragement given..hahaz..lotsa thanx to all ok..cn anyone tell me wad i m thinkin??i m really sot or something??cn anione tell me if wad i m doin is rite??i cnnt tell if wad i m doin is rite or wrong..

wahahaha..long time no post le..xPP..so siianz..tml goin back skool agn..i haven rest enough yet..th weekend seemed lk nth to me..my h.w. gt some nt due tml de..so nvr do..tml gt chi. dance..tues n wed also..i scared i cnnt cope with my skool h.w...i understand we r nt very gd..need ALOT of practice..(esp. me..)but..skool work is also quite impt..i will try my best to balance skool work n dancing de..hahaz..i wun ever try to find any reasons to pon dance..i think tt's stupid..if u r trying to find reasons to pon dance..y nt quit chi. dance??since u dun feel lk cumin..jus wan find reasons to pon..y nt jus quit??dun even haf to cum..I HATE PPL HU TRY TO PON DANCE!!valid reason de i think hai hao..but valid reason onli include-nt feelin well,MC,injuries..wahaha..to me la..to others mayb nt lk tt?hahaz..i duno..n i dun wanna noe..

hmm..thurs when dancing i cried..i jus cnnt control..i noe i lousy..i damn lousy de lo..vocab quiz gt onli 1/10..lousy bahs..i guess u cnnt find anyone 'beta' thn me le..y m i born so stupid??it's lk dancing thn i will feel nervous..thn my dancing will b lk SHIT!!**but i nt nervous also dance lk shit**hahaz..lols..=))i duno wad to do with myself..studies lk SHIT..dancing still lk SHIT..i tried my BEST!!but i still cnnt do it..wad's th problem with me??cn anyone tell me??i will CHIONG all th way in term 2..i will try MY BEST N MORE!!rmb??th skool motto..i mus strive hard..i wanna b th first in clss..if in th skool is best..but i think i cnnt..WISHFUL THINKING onli laa..all tt i haf thot is WISHFUL thinking..

wahahaha..hols..=))..siianz..todae ah ma nt feelin well..haf to stay at home lors..cnnt go out..dey all go bowlin sia..hahaz..but i dunno hw to play..so nt gg..hahaz..stuck at home..very siianz sia..hahaz..homework piling up..omg!!gg to die!!hahaz..lols..hmm..should i go huii guann??aggrhh!!cn anyone tell me..if tis lousy dancer should go huii guann..lk tt lk bu zi liang li lo..i t00 lousy..cher dun wan me..thn i still go..=((..but go liao i will scared lehs..coz ltr very late thn cum back..WAD SHOULD I DO??haiix..pls leave a tag to tell me yeahs,ppl??

wohoo..long time no blogg le..hahaz..todae morning went tuu play bball with my cousins..thn cousin fell dwn..soo sad..xin tong nehs..hahaz..thn my leg gt BLISTERS..pain sia..haiix..still deciding whether to go huii guann learn tt SYF opening dance anot..coz cher nvr call me..is i wan learn de..but..i nt every lesson cn go..if i go my aunt hse..thn i gonna skip..i scared cher think i irresponsible..but i realli haf to go my aunt de hse for some important things..but i also realli wanna learn tt dance..wad should i do??i dun wan ppl think i irresponsible..but i cnnt skip tt too..cn anyone tell me wad i should do??gif me sum advice cn??realli so FAN..but i realli wan learn de..i m too lousy liao..tt's y cher nvr choose me..resultin in tis dilema..i sux ok..my dance,jibengong,looks,results all LAN!!aiya..i m lousiest in EVRYTHING!!simply EVERYTHING..